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dont need no makeup no push up bra

peacelove*
.xo gem

BASICS

Height:	164 cm - 168 cm (5'5" - 5'6")
Weight:	51 Kg - 55 Kg (111 lbs - 120 lbs)
Birthday:	July 06, 1988
Sexual Orientation:	Bisexual/Open-Minded
Dating:	Single
Living Situation:	Living with parents/relatives
Location:	Kelowna, Okanagan, British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:	08:54am \| Mar 26, '04
Profile Updated:	03:26pm \| Dec 18, '09
Last Active:	03:41am \| Jul 26, '08

INTERESTS

Reading Material:	Fiction, Magazines, Poetry
Movies:	Action, Comedy, Drama, Historical dramas, Psychological Thrillers
Art:	Astrology, Body Art, Cross-stitching, Doodling, Drawing, Film/Video Making, Journal Writing, Painting, Photography, Singing, Song Writing, Writing
Animals/Pets:	Cats
Video Games:	Racing, Role Playing, Strategy
Cars:	Audio, Drifting
Music:	Alternative, Classic Rock, Drum & Bass, Electronica, Emo, Hip-Hop, Metal, R & B, Rap, Reggae, Rock, Ska, Trance, Acoustic, Rave
Sports:	Bicycling, BMX, Ice-skating, Jogging, Mountain Biking, Running, Volleyball
Activities:	Cooking, Drinking, Driving, Listening to music, Partying, Shopping, Traveling, Raving, Dancing
Outdoor:	Camping, Hiking, Exploring, Sightseeing, Traveling
Computers:	Graphics, Instant Messaging, Surfing the net

*LOVELIFE.

let's make a melody......

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catch me in a moment
and keep me there forever

"god-creator-higher power-energy-force or being: im not thankful to you for life;

i'm thankful to you for this life."
*gem.

*auroraeuphoria.

9 7 4 ; < 8 :
[.chameleonbutterfly*]
dont' tell me.
'cause your jealous of a love that was true.
is it anything different than you expected?

all she wanted was a little bit of solid.
feels like love
doesn't matter what you call it.

this crazy kid needs to stop doing drugs
load universe into cannon. aim at brain. fire
[*marijuana.][dxm][mushrooms][lsd][ketamine][salvia]

mary jane + music = greatest love

smoke weed _everyday

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i*m NOT a drug addict.
i*m the kind of person that wants to try everything just once, if not[,] more for the experience.
[2CB][mda][2CI][2C-T-2][dmt][2C-T-7]

i have a tendancy to say some pretty weird, random, fucked up and unforgettable things, so beware.

i'm a true hippie at heart. for some reason i've always been very intouch with myself and the people around me. i'm always looking for the best in people, everyone can be beautiful. if you wanna try and get to know me, i'm a lot of fun, but be REAL with me. that's the only one thing that will get you farthest. please don't try and fuck with me, i know when people play their little mind games, and it doesn't work. i HATE fake people. who knows why we're here, but i think everything happens for a reason. call me crazy, i probably am, but who wants to be normal, i'd rather be fucking completely out of this world and insane, than be just like everybody else. i don't know why i understand, or think about things the way i do. but i heard this once, and it's always stuck with me:
"there is no way i'd ever trade the way i am for the way i'm not."[/center]

music is love

i'm a very strong-willed person. most people underestimate willpower, and the concept of mind over matter. but if it's a battle of wits that you're looking for, you're up for an interesting, fair fight. i love a person that can provide deep, philosophical conversation. i hate talking about normal everyday shit, like the weather, and what's going on in this world. seriously, with the shit that is happening these days, i try to keep myself as far away from the tv and newspaper as possible. i'd rather not know what horrible things are happening out there, and what this world is coming to. i wanna know what you think. what you think life's about and why you're here. many people don't understand the power of your mind. the subconscious mind is a scary thing, cuz it's you, thinking without you knowing it. most people would be severely surprised if they knew half the things they were capable of. you wouldn't believe the things you can accomplish by actually putting your MIND to it.

if you think i'm being bitchy or rude, listen. when it seems like i'm being mean, it's because i actually have something to say. i like to joke around alot and be sarcastic. 9 times out of 10 i'm always in a good mood. but i'm the person who will be there no matter what happens at the end of it all. because if you actually get to my heart, i'll be there forever. friends mean the most to me. i don't try to offend anyone if i come across as picky or choosy, but i know what i want from people, and don't like wasting time fucking around. respect and honesty are huge. if there is something i think that really needs to be said, i'm not afraid to say it. i hate the whole beating around the bush bullshit. we are only here for a certain amount of time, and i don't want to waste it. so if you want to talk i'm all game. i'm always down for getting to know new people. i'm not really looking for anything serious, because i think teenage dating is a retarded joke. i love someone who knows how to keep it real, who i can please and be pleased by, that i can just chill with, and share what i'm about right now. so if you're up for a challenge, i'll play with you, but you just might need to do something to show me that you're worth it. haha hope this didn't scare you all away....oh well.
peace love
xox gem

take a chance.
get to know me
i'm someone you'll never ~~regret~~ forget.

"We're like actors, turned loose in the world to wander in search of a phantom, endlessly searching for a half-formed shadow of our lost reality. When others demand that we become the people they want us to be, they force us to destroy the person we really are. It's a subtle kind of murder. The most loving parents and relatives commit this murder with smiles on their faces."

Jim Morrison

family.
sooo this lil' one i can already tell is a beautiful soul.
Raegen Victoria Rasmussen <3
Cute

life 88

19 and livin' it.
from Kelowna to Kalamazoo
<3[/right]

foxy.
I enjoy pleasuring
women.......... or
you could say that
I take pleasure in
enjoying women..

I'm gonna be a massage therapist

I'm in love with art and writing music.
I'm not afraid to say whatever I'm thinking.
I'm really random, and weird, but I'm fun.
I always find myself trying to make people smile.

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Cancer

Most amazing kisser.
Very high sex appeal.
Great in bed.
Love is one of a kind.
Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet.
Entirely creative.
Extremely random and proud.
Freak in bed.
Irresistable.
Spontaneous.
Forgets easily.
Strong
Generous.
Sexual
Great at telling stories.
Not a fighter, but'll knock your lights out if it comes down to it.
Someone you should hold on to.

bLoG;;

always ask yourselfwhat you see in the reflection

.auroraeuphoria.
stolenkiss;;

Steph <33

.I'm just A sucker For a Guy with Sweet Lies on his breath.

.now.how.many.times.must.you.prove.you*re.an.angel.

*LIVELIFE.

.how.many.more.demons.do.you.have.to.strangle.

Best effing song ever: *lovelife. - Atmosphere

<3
The Tunes;

.Slug<3.Atmosphere.Bassnectar.Alexisonfire.City and Colour.
.Jimi Hendrix.Nirvana.Pink Floyd.Guns 'N' Roses._{Led Zeppelin}.
.Red Hot Chili Peppers.thebleedingalarm.Cry of the Afflicted.
.Stutterfly.k-os.KoRn.Coldplay.Billy Talent.50 Cent.AFI.
.The Beatles.Bjork.Nickelback.Creed.Ludacris.
.Modest Mouse.Bob Marley.The Doors.Puddle of Mudd.
.Eminem.Jack Johnson.Snoop Dogg.Usher.Velvet Revolver.
.Alter Bridge.Evanescence.Green Day.Lil' Jon.Linkin Park.
.Immortal Technique.The Honorary Title.Matthew Good Band.Omarion.
.Bob Dylan.Papa Roach.Sum 41.Three Days Grace.Marques Houston.
.The Black Eyed Peas.The Mars Volta.Slipknot.Craig David.~~Metallica~~.
.Our Lady Peace.Infected Mushrooms.Sublime._{Armchair Cynics}.
.Rage Against The Machine.A Perfect Circle.Radiohead.Sage Francis.Damian Marley.

::
everything happens for a reason.
sometimes things fall apart; just so
other things can fall together
but in the end
what's meant to be

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will always find its way
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so here's for some of that sentimental shit goin on in my head
whatever day it is
whatever you think you can or cannot do
forget everything anyone's every said or told to you and listen to yourself
the true answers you need to hear will come from deep within you
just allow yourself to hear the words that come.

no one controls who you are or how you feel
everything is here and happening for a reason
and the puzzle's waiting for you to solve
whether we like to think so or not
people, places, and problems will come in and out of your life
until you leave them first
once and for all

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best friends=*fuckin'amazing.
<3

[i'm gonna need to get myself a digital camera mmmhm.]

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some stuff that is amazing;

music.art.writing.photography.drugs.film.grafitti.tattooes.piercings.
sex.mindfucking*the type when you know exactly what people are thinking.massages.dancing.raves.shambhala.
bestfriends.memories.marijuana.boxing.wrestling.teasing.newexperiences.love.craziness.psychology.all nighters.thegoodtimes.learning.cats.stoners.hippies.adjectives.

filmage<3

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Borat
Goldmember
Requiem For A Dream
Spun
Clockwork Orange
The Wall
What Dreams May Come
Vanilla Sky
Jackass
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Hitchikers Guide To The Galaxy
Final Cut
The Italian Job
Lord Of War
Beautiful Mind[/font]

.tv*
Six Feet Under
The Trailer Park Boys
South Park
Dead Like Me
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laugh.

ima fucking jedi
hahaha
Tommy you rock.
my skate is gonna be the best.

.how.much.longer.must.you.remain.in.this.dream.

*DIELIFE.

.before.i.finally.figure.out.if.you*re.insane.or.a.genius.

*it's hard to get over someone who never got over you.

*shithappens.

lies. breakups. stupid people. stealing. suicide .
drugs. control. the law. the court. the government. society. fake people. two-faced people. rumours. close-minded stubborn people. liars. cokeheads. dramaqueens. subliminal messages. awkward moments.

i wish some people could see some things from my point of view sometimes. i mean fuck, we only live once as far as we know, so that's what we have to assume. live your life the way you want to. because karma will always be there to kick you in the ass. i don't know why some people are just so hung up and uptight about life. people fuck up, people do stupid shit. i've seen it all. well maybe, i'm sure i haven't seen it all. but from what i have seen, i'm sure it could prepare me for anything i haven't. music, art and writing are like three of the most amazing things. cuz once we're all gone, it's the only part of ourselves we leave behind. why can't some people just move on, forget and get over things, and let things go. i mean, try and think about this for a second; being bitter, and stubborn, and close-minded, you're not gonna have fun, and when the end of your life comes, tell me, what will you have to show for it? make the most out of EVERYTHING, dont regret things, be true to yourself, and learn from your regrets, know that you'll be a better person BECAUSE of your mistakes.

forever rest in peace.
kris. michael. _wintemute
<3

*i can't wait to see you.
.to see if you still got that look in your eyes*
*the one you had before we said our goodbyes*

you still do
<3

be the beauty you seek.

.i*m.gonna.turn.to.the.earth.and.scream.LOVE*YOUR*LIFE.

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03:51pm | Dec 27, '07 | Comments(2)

_iloveyou.
agreed. we don't look the best in this picture right here, but i will love you forever. and this picture reminds me of everything i love about you. you mean the world to me even when i don't say it. we need more times, more laughs, and more love. i'll always be here for you.

_iloveyou.
agreed. we have let things that have happened bring us apart. but it's still you and only you that was with me through that one time of my life where no one else could have done better. you mean the world to me even when i don't say it. we need more times, more laughs, and more love. i'm still here and i'll