[[Alvin Bhaiya ]] the one person who has alwayz had my back from the start.. the one person who thought i never realli liked them... even tho they know i alwayz looked up to them, no matter what... when i was younger he used to watch tv shows with me, go biking with me.. and play sports and showed me how to b cool. .
or atleast i tried to be.. no matter what i did he alwayz looked out for my best, to this day he hates me becuz he thinks i never really noticed i alwayz wanted
to be like him.. every kind of music he liked , i liked.. sports he liked.. i liked... pretty much when it came to anything i would copy him cuz he was the older one who i thought was the coolest always but at the same time i never let him know i idolised him so much... and his name is .. Alvin Bhaiya.. ..bhaiya.. i love you so much you are so much older then me now and i'm turning one year older and every year my bday has pass'd now i think 'bout
how much fun we used to have together.. teaming up on DunDeez!!
[[remember shake it off shakee itt off - ice cube]] and Dins thinkin he's cool Mama'z dancing hehe.. that was soo old skool.. wen we first moved to this dumb town,
me and u only had each other .. or so it seemed.. we alwayz teamed up to be the trooping team ..even though mom wasn't alwayz on our sides i alwayz had you and u will alwayz have mee..back in the day thoo..
we alwayz left dundeez out...no matter how much shit we been thru u'll alwayz b my older
smart brother.. i kno all the shit you did to me was to show me how stupid and foolish i was being and i didn't realize it obviously i thought u were tryin to ruin my fun.. i was so immature.
now i c u did it cuz you and i grew up without a father but we did grow up with 3great parents mom, nani & nana. and i wouldn't want it any different, but i was luckier then you. i had mom, nani, nana and you. i was the baby ''pinky'' you kno all i think about is how wen i was hungry i'd never had to worry you pick'd on me for fun but i thought u did it cuz u knew u had power over me
but u were only jokin' , it's cause i knew i was the baby but as i got older you just got more protective cuz im ur baby sister.. but no matter what! you alwayz came to my rescue now... i cant believe it my big bhaiya who has always been such a "O.G" to me.. is seriously in love
and you called me and told me about it. it touched me more then you think.. i'm so happy for you i never been more proud of you.. i'm hoping u find happiness, with a beautiful girl one day!!!!!!!! and now i'm waiting for the day i can take care of you if you need anything just like i learned to make u soup wen u were sick.. i will always do that im just one fone call away. . i love you bhaiya forever. .....
MISSIN YO0HHHH
LosT aLL tHat MaTTeRz..
....>> when all is lost in the game of life,
you think of shit you never liked,
all tha times matter most,
when you feel the breeze as u move your coat,
game is OVER no more shitt,
i finally put to tha end of it..
god has got me in his eyes,
i feel like if i play more i could die,
i'm sorry for everything that has gone down,
now i want to be removed from this crowd,
im scared of my life and how can this be?,
cuz of being an idiot you see!! trina'z done, gone outta the game.
look for me, doing a different thing,
new hair, new look
always reading the books,
good gurl that i need to be,
has sprung outta of meeeh! ..