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BASICS

Height:164 cm - 168 cm (5'5" - 5'6")
Birthday:November 22, 1989
Sexual Orientation:Heterosexual
Dating:Married
Living Situation:Living with significant other
Location:Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
Join Date:01:10pm | Feb 22, '04
Profile Updated:08:18pm | Dec 18, '09
Last Active:05:33pm | Aug 13, '10

INTERESTS

Reading Material:Non-fiction, Poetry
Movies:Action, Comedy, Drama, Psychological Thrillers, Romantic Comedies, Science Fiction
Art:Body Art, Journal Writing, Photography
Animals/Pets:Dogs
Cars:Drifting, Imports, Classics
Music:Alternative, Blues, Classic Rock, Classical, Death Metal, Gospel, Metal, Pop, Punk, R & B, Rock
Sports:Baseball, BMX, Volleyball, Yoga
Activities:Cooking, Listening to music, Partying, Traveling, Volunteering
Musical Instruments:Clarinet, Piano
Outdoor:Bird-watching, Camping, Going to the beach, Exploring, Sightseeing, Suntanning, Traveling

ABOUT ME

my boy... you are my world and i would truely do anything for you, as you have done so much for me. i apreciate you.i love you...
love you
my daughter... i would give my life for you, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. i love you....
[English]
Te amo
[Latin]
Ai'shiteru yo
[Japanese]
Ti amo
[Italian]
S'agapo
[Greek]
Kez Ana behibak
[Arabic]
I liab di
[Austrian]
Eu te amo
[Portuguese]
Wo ai ni
[Chinese]
you are so far beyond my everything.. thank you for choosing me... keeping me safe.. loving me...
xxoo... forever







:+: I AM: :+: Samantha
:+: I WILL ALWAYS :+: be myself
:+: I MISS :+: my grandpa
:+: I HEAR :+: that i am loved
:+: I SMELL :+: my new purfume
:+: I CRAVE :+: my moms salad (mmmm)
:+: I WORRY :+: about everything
:+: I REGRET :+: i didnt spend the time i had in a better way
:+: I L0VE :+: my friends
:+: I ALWAYS :+: enjoy quiet
:+: I DANCE :+: rarely
:+: I SING :+: under the music
:+: I CANT STAND :+: feet, onion, peppers, mushrooms, mustard, pickles,
:+: I L0ST :+: my world
:+: I LIKE :+: to walk
:+: I FEAR :+: abuse
:+: I OBSESS :+: about everything
:+: I AM LISTENIN TO :+: my friends
:+: I CAN BE F0UND :+: sleeping
:+: I NEED :+: to be cared for
:+: I KN0W THAT :+: everyone needs a hug once and a while
:+: I H0PE :+: i dont offend/annoy/hurt/insult/degrade anyone
:+: I WANT :+: something no one knows about
:+: I AM ALWAYS :+: spacing out
:+: I WISH :+: i did things differently
:+: I CRY :+: more than you'll ever know
:+: I BELIEVE :+: strongly, in God
:+: I HOPE :+: my future will be ok
:+: I LOVE :+: the ones dear to me



Im goin to ainley.... yeish





....................It Takes Years To Build Up Trust, And Only Seconds To Destroy It....................

One bitter time of mourning, I remember,
When day, and night, my sad heart did complain,
My life, I said, was one cold, bleak December,
And all its pleasures, were but whited pain...


Where you used to be,
there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly
walking around in the daytime,
and falling in at night.
I miss you like hell.


As Much As I Cry And Cry I Still Cant Erase You
As Much As I Cut And Bleed I Still Cant Forget You
As Much As I See My Salty Tears Mix In With My Reddest Blood
I Still Miss You!


I can laugh and hide away my pain
I can smile and get through the day
I no these scars will always remain
I dont no wat else to say


I’m not depressed ... I just hate everything about me
I'm not a horrible person ... I just let everyone down
I'm not an outcast ... everyone just hates me
I'm not an alien ... I just don’t belong in this world
I'm not in love ... I'm just constantly thinking of you
I have a life ... I just dont do anything with it
I'm not a mistake ... I'm just not supposed to be here
I'm not addicted ... I just have to have it
I'm not a sinner ... I just cant do anything right
I'm not crying ... My eyes are just full of tears
I'm not living ... I just keep breathing
I'm not stupid ... I just don’t get it
I'm not weird ... I'm just different
I'm not a punk ... I just act like myself
I'm not a fuck up ... I just make mistakes
I'm not beautiful ... Its only skin deep
I'm not emotional ... I just have a lot of feelings
I'm not immature ... I'm just growing up
I'm not laughing ... I need to smile first
I'm not impulsive ... I just act before I think
I'm not obsessed ... I'm just in love
I'm not perfect ... I don’t want to be
I'm not ignoring ... I just choose not to listen
I'm not pessimistic ... I just don’t get my hopes up
I'm not impatient ... I just don’t like to wait
I'm not happy ... I do have sparks of joy
I'm not tough ... I just don’t take shit
I'm not clingy ... I just wanna be held
I'm not opinionated ... I just voice what I think
I'm not questioning ... I just have my doubts
I'm not hiding ... I just want to disappear


-x- You have a bf or gf: yup

-x- You have a crush on someone: yep

-x-You wish you could live somewhere else: every day....

-x- Others find you attractive: apparently.. i dont know why... =S

-x- You want more piercings: yes always

-x- You drink: yea kinda

-x- You do drugs: no

-x- You smoke: no longer....

-x- You like cleaning: HELL NO

LIKES

DRAGON FLY'S especially the blue ones!

just hangin out with bf's **you know who you are** (bf's as in best friends...)
my dogs lucy and sparky (miss you my baby )
movies... home room, dawn of the dead, 13, white oleander, secret window..loads
PIERCING ( all 18 of mine eh? )
tatoos.. *hopeful* my eventual ankel piercing (yea im special)Butterflies
black nail polish
Jesus!!!!
my rings
warm gloves & scarves oh oh & my hoodies
the fone
rain
mild cold ~ just enough to wear my hoodies...

I love all of my friends more than any of you can imagine! Thanks for always being here for me and accepting me for me!
Amanda ~ puppy skool... lol dog with fish .. an interesting convo... LISTEN TO ME DAMIT lol good times.. lol that nasty ass drink of juice and ..... yea... lol YUCKY.... spoonin on the weekend lol , subway... lol how much crap can ya load on that thing? lol yea... ass pinchin in.. well everywhere...lol mcdonalds lol BUTTER WAR!!!! cloberin gma.. lol good times lol luv yaz gurl lol band... ha.. haa... haa.. CHOA ... "Bless you" .. the purfume.. oh God... ah... it smells... open the dam windo would ya? lol , the sun & journal box's "it is so them, they're movin!" "um no manda they're not it's a paper box" "but they're movin" "no they're really not!!" "shit they arnt... shut up...", cookie baking.. nothin like stamp cookie dough... ug... GROSS, "there was cookie dough on the chocolate chip container, clean up next time", blowin on the chili ~ "phssss", "Goliath damit dont touch me!!!" ~what a horse of a dog..., monopoly... i bought that... yea u did... i didnt take that card.. no you didnt... blonde., mike kickin your ass... and slapin it.... dam what happens @ club, stays @ club... me fallin off the couch... shit... u doin the same ~ more often..., bendin into a backbridge without help of a wall or nothin.. marry~ "you guys are too bendy", throwin pennies in the caf "ouch shit my head..", what happens @ the bleachers.. stays there.. enough said..., u leavin your gloves here.. band camp you taking a dump then lisa and me takin a piss then you doin stuff in the shower.. whatsherfaces mom comin in "go smell the b room..." "no i can from here thanks" lol good times... lisa singin on the way home from skool.. lol good times

Cameo ~ lol seepovers... how many times can i lose at monopoly?? lol .. endless times where your dad out ate us... lol skateboardin.. lol oh god lol oh oh oh!!! streakin in the night.. lol snezzin together in computers.. lol how slow can you type? man.. lol the runnin thru the mall to b 10 mins late for your dad.. lol the small bras when we got home... the whole I BROKE MY NAIL... lol ive never seen an argument end in like the parent givin in.. lol WOW!!! lol rockin ride... lol oh. and first time on the coaster... bleep bleep bleep bleep you u dragged me on here.. bleep bleep OH BLEEP lol ... i wanna go again.. lol clasic ... lub ya gurl

Manda and Cam ~ SPINNING ON THE HILL ... "i think im gonna puke" lol cam... scarin ya half to death that night.. lol well mornin... lol " i thought you were socks" lol

Krisen ~ lol good times.. lol goin to esso... ' theres a hole there ' the park... im gettin dizzy to the point where i cant walk and spinnin u at tha same time... lol the slider thing .. in the lil kids park lol KWISTAN lol ducky bathroom lol savin my life how many times?? lol one of the most normal relationships i have with a person.. lol i think... man how many convo's on the fone that last more than like 5 hrs... lol scott..... how much of a fone bill...? still not payed lol? handstands in your livinroom lol killin me back.. teachin me how to make an egg sandwitch.. lol i love those things now.. lol sleepness nights.. youth- oysters was it? neways the like fear factor.. lol coffee.. eww.. i know that didnt taste good the second time up... me n the dog food... ewwwwwwww!!!! lol sorry i cant member more now.. im soo tired... lylas

Youth... & Church... sarah... doin handstands, travis & heathers high pitched voices and creepy sounds tickeling me to the ground with out even touching me. ed and dustin with their guytars.... dam they got goood fast... kevin and his piano... next bach??? ( not that i can spell that ) the food and clothes drive... me missin the step then steven in adams car... the dam rubber chicken scaring the ducks out of me... again and again and again..... I did beat him with it in the end... i triumphed... adrian and his bible on a comp... ill never b able to figure out the whole.. who the heck would type it out thing... that's a junk load of typing and proof reading ... over and over.... wow... that boggels my head... yea im a dum bum...~!!!~ being beaten with a bible ( your sword eh? well it does hurt!!! ) manda and gretta falling asleep during travis' book reading extravaganza... that was good.... everyone gettin decked to the nines for christmas party!! YOU ALL LOOK AMAZING BY THE WAY!!!! 360's off charlynns front stepp for the progressive supper.... dam near got hit by that van eh Ed??? no wait.. you ran into the parked van now didnt u... btw WHERE IS FERRY?????? if someone finds him i will give them a reward.... (it'll be good you better believe it), me proving my bible stupidity on the jesus millionare... how the blank did i make it 4 away from like the top??!?!!?? who rigged the game.. i swear travis did... you never know what he does on his spare time... just jokes.... but yea im done...














DISLIKES




farts ~ manda
the hypocritical ppl in the world
judgment of others especially the ones who dont deserve it
everything ... sometimes...
lol ass pinchin (manda lol)
the ppl in the world who think they are the world when they are toe-tally not...
them judging you when they end up doin exactly the same thing like 3 mins or 3 yrs later
ppl in the world who are quick to criticize and even quicker with their tounge's
when the dam comp wont work

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This has got to be one of the most clever E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (wait till you see the last one)
DORMITORY -=- DIRTY ROOM

PRESBYTERIAN -=- BEST IN PRAYER

ASTRONOMER -=- MOON STARER

DESPERATION -=- A ROPE ENDS IT

THE EYES -=- THEY SEE

GEORGE BUSH -=- HE BUGS GORE

THE MORSE CODE -=- HERE COME DOTS

SLOT MACHINES -=- CASH LOST IN ME

ANIMOSITY -=- IS NO AMITY

ELECTION RESULTS -=- LIES - LET'S RECOUNT

MOTHER-IN-LAW -=- WOMAN HITLER

SNOOZE ALARMS -=- ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S

A DECIMAL POINT -=- IM A DOT IN PLACE

THE EARTHQUAKES -=- THAT QUEER SHAKE

ELEVEN PLUS TWO -=- TWELVE PLUS ONE

PRESIDENT CLINTON OF THE USA -=- TO COPULATE HE FINDS INTERNS