Well the time I've been fearing the most in finally here, all my friends are long gone and I think im going insane. Ones gone out to BC and is staying there for quite sometime, the other feels as though knowing a girl for a year gives him evey right to ditch all of his friends he's had for so many years, the third being someone who i just drifted apart from after she turned 19 and i don't know if the main reason for this is that i don't make the effort or if its because she actually does think age matters and decided to end a friendship due to it what ever the case I miss her alot. On a brighter note there is one that has been and will be there for me know matter what and she knows who she is and i hope she knows i lover more than life itself and I'll always care about her.