I am Natalya.

I am a pretty nice person, I do not judge people by looks so much, but by their personality and what they are like behind the face. I am one of the most different people in the entire world. I tend to do things people joke around about, but never actually do. I'm the person who will go steal someone's kick ball out of their yard when they are home. The person who will go up and poke the principal in the stomach and yell pills-barry-dough-boy, and run away. The one to walk up to some homeless guys and ask if they would boot for me and my buddies. The one to help a crackhead find his way home xD. Oh, And Bisexual btw, well more like bi-curious. I am the typical Wierdo in this world, and I am proud of it.

I like to play retarded games like, shot for shot with da guys or rock-paper-scissors, SLAP! I am kind of violent at times, and I love to play-fight. But underneath my violence, i love all of my friends, and i am a very compassionate person, i care about everyone, even if the person hates me, or i don't really like the person, i still care for them, haha im cheezy, i know. If they got hurt, i would be like, GOOD, fucker...then i would be like, shit, that sux. I'm not the one to gossip and start the dramatic scenes in high school. I am always the one watchig it all happen. Haha, stupid fuckin drama.
There is one really special boy that I love, I will always Love him, STEPHANE<3<3<3. He is one of the most amazing boys I have ever met. He is so kind, gorgeous and himself, doesn't care what people think of him. He is my life. Without him, i would be lost in this world.

I love music and i love to play guitar and piano. I really want to start a band, because I have all these parts made up, and lyrics, i just need people to play the different parts, and BAM. A SONG. My teacher is helping me make a song, yayI. like to think, you can do anything you want, if you set your mind to it. I am into the screamo/hardcore/emo stuff. I like how deep some songs get, and are, the songs that can make you happy in an instant, or mad, or sad. Music, helps me cope with shit in life that ain't so fab. Same with my piano and guitar, it relieves me of the stresses I feel. Reading is another one of my chill pills.

Then there is the danger side of me. I have a few bad habits that I do often. I use to smoke cigarettes, sick right, ICK, but I STOPPED! YAY and i toke the chron every so often, and occasionally, i will take a a freak-trip drug. I like to party, with my buddies, not the huge big parties with the randoms, once in a while thats fun, but parties with ur close friends, kick so much more ass. I love Wizers whiskey, yes the cheap shit, i have grown up with it. Smirnoff vodka with orange juice, sugar, redbull and icecubs all blended together is the shit.

Booz has done lots of damage to me already, in the past. That is how I ended up living where i am living now, and going to skool where i am going to skool now. But I like it here, where i live now, i still miss kamloops though, lots of times there, oh boy. I have gotten drinking under control. Only weekends i drink.

Life likes to be a bitch sometimes, but u just got to face the problems in it, even if u have to take it a day at a time, a hour at a time, a minute at a time, or even a second at a time. Just get through it. Surround urself with people who care about you when u r going through ruff stages. And TALK to someone, anyone. I'm not one to be preaching, what do i know. But well, from experience of feeling around rocky bottom, that is what helped me, so, im passing along this advice.

I feel bad and im sorry for the people i have scared and hurt in the past, and putting them through all of that shit. But i thank them for helping me get through it. Lots o' love.
WELL FOLKS
That is meeeeeeeeee, and if u dont like it. Suck my 12 inch cock!! No seriously, suck it. Keep da love a movin' n' a groovin. Make Love Not War.


OMG, Music:
-30 seconds to mars
-AFI
-Alexisonfire
-Angerfist
-As I Lay Dying
-Atreyu
-Billy Talent
-Bless The Fall
-Blindside
-Bullet for my Valentine
-Chiodos
-Crazy Frog
-Dashboard Confessional
-Drop Dead Gorgeous
-Escape The Fate
-Fall Out Boy
-From Autumn To Ashes
-From First To Last
-Funeral For a Friend
-Gorillaz
-Hawthorne Heights
-Hollywood Undead
-ICP
-Jeffree Star
-Jimmy Eat World
-Korn
-Lamb Of God
-Linkin Park
-Marianas Trench
-Marylin Manson
-Michael Jackson, ha, stfu
-Mobile
-My Chemical Romance
-Panic! At the Disco
-Phantom of the Opera
-Pilate
-Relient K
-Rise Against
-Secondhand Serenade
-Senses Fail
-Silverstein
-Slipknot
-Story of the Year
-Stutterfly
-Taking Back Sunday
-The All-American Rejects
-The Killers
-The Used
-Three Days Grace
-Thursday
-Tokio Hotel
-Underoath
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OMFG SKOOL

RIP Grandma Brown </3
RIP Michael </3 [ Today was when u took ur lifee... , miss u tons )[Tuesday, August 05, 2007] one year ago, gah.
RIP Aunt Debbie;; miss u;; August 7th</3
RIP Grandpa Brown;;
RIP Uncle Ernie;;

*~Hey Natayla*~
*You've Been Hacked
By Your Lil Black Sheep*
Luv Yea
Katt

HACKED!!!!!! HAHA!!



Teehee. Hey Nat, Guess who!
Me! that's who! [S]icMaggot, but you know me as... Vanessa!!!
guess what?!?! I just hacked you! mwuahahaha! I <3 You
Hehe! Typinig In Rainbows Is funn!
Anyway...I just wanted to say I loooove Youu! Sooo Much! xxo
I've known you almost a year now, and I'm loving every minute of it!
You're SO awesome to talk to & The Bestestt buddy ever! We're Besties for life bitch!
We can talk about our problems and atleast understand what we're going thtorugh, or just ttalk nonsense & we still get each other :D
I love you to death & wouldn't have it any other way!!! xxo





Hey Natty youve been hacked;;
By the one and only DNA.
I love you with all my heart and i want the WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW!!!!!!!!
muahhh
Dna<333

I LOOOOOVE NATALLIA AND I THINK SHE SHOULD LIVE IN MY CLOSET SO I NEVER GET LONLEY AGAIN...THATS RIGHT..SHE'S JUST THAT PIMP''N!!![
ALLIE LOVES YOU "BB:"

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HA I am the hacker orr hackers I love you natty I have not hacked before but I hope the funky colours show up lol

LOL. I HACKED YOU. BECAUSE IM AMAZINGLY AWESOME THAT WAY,
We we're sooo fucked today. It was amazing.
Sexytime for the win. Lol. Damn. You're way to awesome for your own good.
LOL.



Oh, no what!