painting, drawing,doodling, making things out of wood
i paint warhammer 40000 miniatures as a hobby and they turn out pretty good. They are not jaw dropping amazing paint jobs but they stand out from most people. I draw dragon heads, swords and other mideval weapons, but i find more interest in drawing in field message pads and graph paper. I make drawings that end up looking like staind glass, or something similar to a celtic look. In most cases i just draw tribal looking symbols or stars with varying points. I try to find new ways to express my creative mind and wood working was a great way of doing it. My best piece i have made so far is my massive solid oak chest that i can fit in.

i have designed and made my own grad jacket, and i might design some more things but im not sure if anyone i know would like it seeing how it all looks very gothic but whatever its my style.

i love metal, all kinds of metal. I don't just listen to metal though. I listen to pretty much anything, i'm kind of open minded that way.
i listen to my music loud so sorry if you sit near me and it pisses you off, but its my own little world where i can be myself and have no one say otherwise.

i wan't born in Canada but i was born on Canadian soil...so try and figure that out!
I am a very unique person ( but then a again who isn't unique?), I like to be random at most times and partly crazy during the rest of the time. I can be very caring, compassionate, loving person if you know me well enough, but I can be the biggest asshole you will ever meet. It all just matters how we meet each other. I firmly believe that you gain respect by showing respect. I believe in things that most people don't, such as Chivalry, Loyalty, Elegance, Honour, and Valor. I'm pretty laid back, i don't get into much trouble (this can be a good thing or a bad thing) just cause i keep to myself mostly, i can be creepily quiet at most times.

My style is very out there. As in off the map out there. I love military, gothic, renaissance, mideval, biker, metal head kind of look, spikes, skulls, birds of prey(eagles, hawks, ravens, etc.). People who make clothing that fits in this category have a kick ass sense of style. My favorite colors have to be black, gold, silver, red, midnight blue, and bright green.

I absolutely love the beauty of nature. I love laying in the sun starring into nothingness, especailly when im in the middle of nowhere. I live on the edge of the city so during the summer i like to sit out on my deck and stare at the stars (i know thats sounds stupid but how often do you just stop one night and just looked up?). I spent seven years in Nova Scotia and loved every single minute of it and miss it dearly, but i miss how dark it use to get at night. I use to a more slowed down life style, take my time to see things to the fullest.

I have a dog, his name is Kelly ( yes i know its a girls name but whatever). He was one of two different coloured puppies in the litter when i picked him. The rest of the puppies were pure black labs while he was Golden Retriever, Collie Cross and Black Lab mix. So he is pretty much golden blonde in most parts and pure white in others. He has natural eye line around his eyes ( puts all the girls to shame for make up) and he has a black nose.

History remembers those who took risks at the point of swords and spears. Those who would give up all they stood for. For that which they believed was just and true. Now why would someone do that? What courage, what bravery or determination could lead these people into doing so?

Yet nowadays, most cower in fear of the thought of doing such things. What has changed so dramatically? Where has that courage, bravery and determination gone? We have become a race that merely stands idly by watching everything we know and love being turned to ash because of our own ignorance. It's this careless blissful ignorance that has taken hold of our race and every year the number of those people who show the traits that history accepts, has fallen.

The respect, courage and bravery of old times is all a myth. All that's left are broken fragments. The respect so widely shown, by tales of old, is nothing anymore. Courage and bravery are concepts of a more archaic time. The selfless act of helping a person in need is something few do anymore. Why should I help them? What's in it for me? These are questions of selfishness. This selfishness is what replaces courage and bravery; yet not respect. Why is this so? Why doesn't selfishness take the place of respect? Maybe because people nowadays show respect to those of selfishness. Or is it because selfishness is a rogue. Something that is dark, that cloaks itself as something more desirable. What is so desirable about being selfish?

In times of new, people demand others respect, but yet they do not return it in favor. Why do they need it so? Forced respect is not respect at all, just a means of terrorization. Now tell me what is to gain from all this? Absolute Power? No. Nothing can be gained by this means of force. You can not force respect, you can not buy, trade or sell it. Respect is not of material worth. It is earned by showing courage, bravery, determination, a selfless act, something that is truly good.

For all whom read this, know that it is not a piece from the holy bible, it is not a religious passage, it is the truth as one man sees. May this show that which has been forgotten and may it show how to better yourself and others. May this help you show respect, courage and maybe even bravery. For those whom have read this and still are ignorant, your mind is as narrow as your sight. You are a lost cause that history will not be humble toward.

"History remembers those who take risks at the point of swords and spears."

written by Ron Gauthier

For those who love music this is what I listen to
The Bands

Behemoth, Dimmu Borgir, Eisregen, Ensiferum, Enslaved, Kalmah, Windir, Bal Sagoth, All shall Perish, Amon Amarth, Amorphis, Anal Blast, Anorexia Nervosa, Arch Enemy, Arsonists get all the girls, Bathory, Beneath the Massacre, The Berzerker, Between the Buried and Me, Bleeding Through, Bloodoath, Cannibal Corpse, Cattle Decapitation, Celtic Frost, Children Of Bodom, Cradle of Filth, Danzig, Dark Tranquility, Demon Hunter, Despised Icon, Devourment, Einherjer, Fuck..I'm Dead, Gates of Ishtar, God Dethroned, Gojira, Hatebreed, The Huanted, Hellhammer, Hypocrisy, In Flames, In This Moment, Into the Moat, Job For a Cowboy, Kataklysm, Leng T'che, Moonsorrow, Morbid Angel, Necrophagist, Nightrage, Obituary, Onslaught, Sepultura, Shadows Fall, Slayer, Slipknot, Soilwork, Suffocation, Suffokate, Suicide Silence, Testament, Through The Eyes of The Dead, Trivium, Thyrfing, Killswitch Engage, Moonspell, Theatres Des Vampires, Battlelore, Dragonforce, Hammerfall, Kamelot, Luc Truilli, Metallica, Motorhead, Queens of the Stone Age, Rammstein, Rhapsody, Adema, Apocalyptica, ArthemesiA, As I Lay Dying, Atreyu, Avenged Stevenfold, Bless the Fall, Blind Guardian, Bring Me The Horizon, Bullet For My Valentine, Celesty, The Classic Struggle, Darkest Hour, Darkthrone, Dethklok, Distrubed, dream Theater, Eagles of Death Metal, Edenbridge, Eldritch, Emperor, Evergreen Terrence, Faith No More, Fear Factory, Finntroll, I Killed The Prom Queen, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Kreator, Lamb of God, Mortal, A.F.I, AC/DC, Aerosmith, Against Me!, Airbourne, Alice Cooper, Alien Ant Farm, The All American Rejects, Apocalyptica, Armor for sleep, Bach, Backyard Babies, Beatles, Beegees, Beethoven, Bif Naked, Billy Idol, Billy Joel, Billy Talent, Black Sabbath, Black Tide, Blue Oyster Cult, Bon Jovi, Boston, Breaking Benjamin, Brian Adams, Buckethead, Coheed and Cambria, Cold Play, Corrosion of Conformity, Deadstar Assembly, Deep Purple, Def Leopard, Die Krupps, Die Mannequin, Die Toten Hosen, DJ- Sashka, Duran Duran, Drowning Pool, Enya, Europe, Faith and the Muse, Faith No More, Fear Factory, Finger Eleven, Foo Fighters, Foreigner,



The Genres

Black, Thrash, Heavy, Death, Viking, Folk, Power, Goth, Extreme, General, Hardcore, Melodic Death, Melodic Power, Metalcore, Opera Metal, Pegan, Power Thrash, Power Symphonic, Progressive, Symphonic Death Metal, Symphonic Black, Alternative(Rock, Punk, Ambient), Blues, Celtic, Classic Country, Classic Rock, Classical, Club, Regular Country, Dance, Dance Hall, Dance Rock, Darkwave, Drum & Bass, Elektro, Euro Techno, Folk, Folk Rock, Funk, Game, General (alternative, christian, industrial, rock), Gothic Rock,Grunge, Hard Rock, Hardcore, Hip Hop, Horrorcore, House, Hybrid, Indie, Instrumental, Jazz, New Age, New Wave, Opera, Pop, Pop Rock, Post ( Grunge, Rock), Progressive Rock, Punk, Punk Rock, R&B, Rap, Rave, Reggae, Reggaeton, Remix, Rock ( Rock & Roll, Rock/Pop, Rock/Metal), Screamo, Ska, Slow Jam, Southern Rock, Stoner Metal, Symphonic Rock, Symphony, Techno, Techno/Industrial, Trance, Trip-Hop,

I listen to many different natioalities of metal, such as Finnish, Spanish, Greman, Swedish, Norwegian, French, Italian, Greek, Czech, Austrian, Australian, Belgian, Brazilian, Britsih, Canadian, American, Danish, Dutch, Icelandic, Irish, Maltese, New Zealand, and Polish so far

there are only two instruments that i would ever want to play. The first being guitar ( ooooh real orginal there now aren't we hmmm) and the second being the Violin. Yeah thats right I would enjoy learning to play the violin.