McD

I lead a nomadic lifestyle. Whenever everyone thinks I have settled, I want to be somewhere else. There's no getting around it.
I happen to be found, at this moment, in Calgary, Alberta. For how long? Who really knows.
Though the U of C does have an extremely high Extasy use rate, I am a student there nonetheless. Again, for how long? This is the ever present question.

Since I was lihhtle, I've had the bad habit of biting my nails. Now when I say biting my nails, I mean massacreing my fingers. It's not pretty. However, for about 3-4 weeks of this summer (2004), my nails were long and beautiful and taken care of AND REAL..as were my fingers. Also during those 3-4 weeks, I don't think I've ever been happier thanx to my most favorite person ever. At the end of those weeks everything messed up and the masscreing was back in action...but the point is, to measure my happiness, check out the state of my hands, then you'll know.

I'm a hat person, but I never wear them, cept for as I write this.

Braces made my teeth immaculate.

I smell like Pantene Pro-v and Hot Couture.

I'm probably taller than you.

I'm obese at heart. Hopefully it will not shift.

Closet catt is now Roam around the whole house and fight with Frodo catt.

I am procrastinating right now.

I have no regrets.


--------------------------------------------- And the truth is, I miss you ----------------------------------------------
--------------------------------------------------​-- Jamez Kunej---------------------------------------------​-------------------------------------------------J​anuary 22nd, 1986 - August 26th, 2004---------------------------------------

-Albert...he's hungry

- MMMICKEYs!
- being spazzy in any situation
- the floor of carla's house..oh how it put up with us
- Bar None dancing ...well..i was told i liked it
- his DAAAD
- getting makeup done at MAC before a pubcrawl

- practise, i was trained for the position of 'upper', however i can be 'baser' if i must
- plaid
- slightly greasy hair 'I don't use very much shampoo because it makes my hair dry!
- The Lion King, 1/2, and 2
- Taylor and Frodo
- Passats
- 18 year olds who have the tiniest of teeth
- Tony, I hated his voice before, but now I'd do anything to hear it
- ppl who fall asleep if you leave them alone for more than 7 minutes
- Spite and Malice --> Bandit vs. Poison Ant vs. Mithrandir ALL vs. P.C. one day...it's gonna be sweet
- Wonderland Mountain divers 'HEY MIKE!'
- photo albums
- flip flops
- JMZ
- One dangly earing, only one
- The Leaving Song
- Tiny Dancer
- Last Train Home
- Only one
- Dragostea Din Tei
- Romanian dancing/acting/animation
- speech slip-ups, spelling mistakes, typos
- when ppl say 'k, the best is when...'
- small talk
- anything that is 40 year old 'what are you? 40?'
- the hurricane
- double stuffed baked potatoes
- the terriyaki experience
- timex watches
- ppl dodging...University is the best for it
- the random placement of objects
- dreams, because they're real when you have them
- tramping it up on the trampoline
- Jenny coloring books
- gift certificates to London Drugs
- the Ice Cream Man shirt... oh the fun that shirt brought
- sediments
- Jewish Man Zits
- Allopatric speciation
- Precision and Power grip
- Zebra brand pens
- The whole pen aisle at Staples, Walmart, Zellers, etc...
- RaqAttack
- When my subway club card is full
- Lihhtle Loco Mendez
- Maris
- The Duerksen Residence answering machine message
- the word 'jerk' and any variation of it. ex: Jerkstore, Jerkoff, Jerkita, Jerrrk (french pronunciation)
- my flip flop necklace
- my secret laBORatory..although now there's other ppl in here with me and i cant sleep here anymore.
- nights set aside for doing my hair...i seriously dont care that it may take me 3 hours. BACK OFF

- Nyquil...cuz its not DAYquil!
- the Iron Horse bathroom floor. ew.
- how they really played up Hermione's boobs in the 3rd Harry Potter
- Dakota Fanning... me and carla are so jealous...i mean come on..look at those thighs!
- how MAC makeup looks on me after the pubcrawl...:S

- ppl who think pain is unhealthy
- when time runs out
- schoolwork of any sort
- wetness
- when your eyeliner leaks off of your eyes and onto your face
- English 240...what is even going on?
- lihhtle children
- frusteration
- walking in the cold when your wearing flip flops...what? I DONT WANT OTHER SHOES
- when ppl dont know the words to the song but they keep singing and just say things that sound like the words 'just when I thought I said all I can say, my chi bonify say chi ga ononthawey'
- when ppl start talking to you on msn and then sign out after they have nothing to say
- exema
- shots of...turkey? i dont know..
- when you come home from your birthday and you take your hair out of a poney tail and the smell of smoke consumes you
- sleeping beside ppl who radiate extreme heat
- How i'll never hear the distinct 'Yo McD' again
- the akward in-between stage where you usually shop at stitches...well it was bad when it was me, but i love it on other ppl *judges
- the Franco-Prussian War, damn you Bismarck
- when waitresses at Boston Pizza ask me if I have a pedestrian license
- my writing bump. it stings when i write
- when Frodo eats Taylor's food, or goes potty in Taylors litter box, or tries to steal Taylor's virginity...SHE DOESN'T HAVE A SEX DRIVE ANYMORE YOU SICK ANIMAL
- going to bed
- getting up in the morning
- When my subway club card is empty
- Milk from other ppl's houses
- skipping class and feeling guilty about it even tho i know there is no point of me being there
- When people look at me and think that i'm just a young girl but i'm not just a young girl.... jk. i actually hate that effing song.
- the rash that i got from my flip flop necklace...also the fact that i left it at carla's house in edmonton and i'll probly never see it ever again. Carla will most likely try to give it to someone as a gift after she wears it a lot and then she'll lose/break it before it ever reaches the person she's giving it to. YOU KNOW I'M RIGHT



I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now you're gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere you're not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same ooh..

I miss you

***

If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be travelling on, now,
'Cause there's too many places I've got to see.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
'Cause I'm free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.

Bye, bye, it's been a sweet love
Though this feeling I can't change.
But please don't take it badly,
'Cause Lord knows I'm to blame.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
'Cause I'm free as a bird now,
And this bird you'll never change.
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.
Lord help me, I can't change.