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- So, 6 months ago, i met the most amazing boy named Jesse Kroeskamp,
we've been through our ups & our downs but we've always made it through,
almost half a year, i love you so much baby, i never want this to end. ♥

I AM

[ ] anorexic

[ ] ednos

[ ] bulimic

[ ] living off diet pills

[x] hungry

[x] thirsty

[ ] drinking something

[ ] Under 100lbs

[ ] starving yourself

[ ] participating in a fast

PEOPLE

[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic

[x] call me fat

[x] say I’m skinny

[x] say I’m ugly

[x] say I’m pretty

[x] spread rumors about me

[ ] force me to eat

[] say I eat too much

[ ] wish I’d eat more

[ ] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic

I WISH

[x] I was THIN

[x] I had a better body

[x] I didn’t have to eat

[x] I could control myself

[x] I was under 110lbs

[x] I could avoid food

[x] I could hide what I am

[x] I wasn’t fat

[x] I was pretty

[ ] I could stop being ana/mia then maybe I would be a little more normal

I LOVE

[ ] feeling hungry

[x] seeing a difference when fasting

[ ] shaking

[ ] being weak

[x] losing weight

[x] being anorexic/bulimic

[ ] green tea

[ ] diet pills

[x] being able to turn down food

[x] feeling good about myself


BAD TIMES

[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.

[x] I regularly drink.

[ ] I can’t swallow pills.

[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem

[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point.

[x] I shut others out when I’m upset.

[x] I take anti-depressants.

[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.

[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.

[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.

[x] I’m addicted to self harm.

[x] I’ve woken up crying

[x] I’ve lost weight

[x] I’ve gained weight

[ ] My weight holds me back

[ ] Weight consumes me.

[ ] I’m at my thinnest

[ ] I’m at my biggest

[ ] I’ve lost weight and kept it off

[ ] I’ve lost weight but gained it back

[ ] My weight affects my mood

[x] I weigh myself daily

[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me

[x] I thrive on compliments

[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size

[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry

[x] I get depressed after I eat

[x] I’ve skipped a meal

[x] I’ve thrown food away

[x] I’ve spit food out

[x] I’ve fasted

[x] I’ve taken diet pills

[ ] I’ve used laxatives

[ ] I’ve purged

[x] I exercise

[x] I exercise so I can eat

[x] I work out secretly

[x] I work out daily

[ ] I exercise to counteract eating

[ ] I’ve fainted from exhaustion

I’VE DONE

[x] Weed

[x] Cigarettes

[x] Alcohol

[x] Diet pills

[x] Pain killers

[x] Anti-depressants

[x] Ecstasy

[ ] LSD

[x] Mushrooms

[ ] Speed

[x] Cocaine

[x] Other

[x] I keep my eating habits a secret

[ ] I have a diet blog

[ ] I look at thinspo

[ ] I collect thinspo

[ ] I’m doing this for me

[ ] I’m doing this for someone

[ ] I’m doing this to prove myself

daym your fine.

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To: sPRIDHAM
From: Nexopia
Date: Mon Apr 19, 2010 3:30 am
Subject: Spotlight

You've been spotlighted with this picture:

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To: sPRIDHAM
From: Nexopia
Date: Mon Apr 19, 2010 3:30 am
Subject: Spotlight

You've been spotlighted with this picture:

shannon gots pluuuuuusssssss +

how loong can you hold "x" while holding your breath?

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