Nexopia | Profile

INTERESTS

Reading Material:

Comic books, Fiction, Fantasy, Humor, Magazines, Newspapers, Mysteries, Myths and Legends, Non-fiction, Romance, Sci-fi

Movies:

Action, Animated, Anime, Comedy, Drama, Foreign, Horror, Independent, Psychological Thrillers, Romantic Comedies, Science Fiction

Art:

Astrology, Body Art, Doodling, Drawing, Painting, Photography, Singing, Writing

Animals/Pets:

Birds, Cats, Dogs, Fish, Rabbits, Rodents

Entertainment and Celebrities:

Movies, Music, Live Music (Concerts)

Video Games:

First person shooter, Fighting, Puzzles, Role Playing

Lifestyle/Fashion:

Shopping, Fashion, Shoes, Clothing, Lingerie

Music:

Alternative, Classic Rock, Classical, Country, Death Metal, Electronica, Goth, Happy Hardcore, Hardcore, Hip-Hop, House, Industrial, Jazz, Metal, New Wave, Pop, Progressive, R & B, Rap, Rock, Techno, Trance, Acoustic, Rave

Sports:

Aerobics, Bicycling, Boxing, Fishing, Gymnastics, Hiking, Hockey, Inline Skating, Jogging, Kickboxing, Martial Arts, Paintball, Running, Scuba, Snorkeling, Snowboarding, Swimming, Yoga

Activities:

Clubbing, Cooking, Karaoke, Listening to music, Partying, Reading, Shopping, Traveling, Raving, Flailing, Dancing

Outdoor:

Camping, Fishing, Gardening, Going to the beach, Hiking, Backpacking, Exploring, Sightseeing, Suntanning, Traveling

GIVE IT ALL UP

I am worth $2,170,816 on humanforsale.com

How much are you worth?

If you think because im a girl i dont hit hard,
youre wrong
If you think you can make me disappear
youre wrong
If you think that i will stop
youre wrong
I will not stand down, I will not hold back, I will always be here
Im like a splinter in your mind, stand before me and be afraid
I will hunt you, i will kill you, and i will enjoy it

Pain Inside
it itches and burns
bleeding, praying, screaming
fire alight under his skin, escape running red
crying screaming pain, tearing toward the surface
let it out, let it breathe, let it scream
let it crawl, let it squirm
let it bleed, let it yell
let him in
let him die
let him yell, let him cry
let him bleed, let him breathe

When the body is ravaged the soul cries out, when the soul is trampled the body bleeds

You told me to meet you here,
but I couldn't get in.
I was told you were dancing,
and your hands were everywhere.

Did you know her?
Is she a friend?
I know you know the doorman,
did you tell him not to let me in?

I see how things go now,
you just used me for my thrills.
Go ahead and keep on dancing,
Cause I got the
Pills

GIVE IT UP TO ME

In the words of my mother:
Life is a bitch and then we die
We have to work to get through it
We have to put the things we want to do aside for the things we have to do
Be mature.... GROW UP
You dont have the time to be a kid when you are a kid
And you have no time at all to be a grownup
So live life like you mean to die tomorrow

GIVE IT UP FOR YOU

what do you do when youre all out of tears to cry?
what do you do when everyone can see,
and theres just no place to hide?
who do you turn to to say your last goodbyes,
when they all fall on deaf ears?
what is left of the pieces of your soul?
and when you find them all again
do they even fit together anymore?
what do you do when theres nothing left inside you?
and it cannot be replaced
how do you put it back in when it hurt so much to rip it all out?
what do you do when you only see a shadow in the mirror,
when all thats left is the dying remnants of a dream?
who do you turn to,
when all your secrets have been exposed?
how do you turn from the shadows,
when all the lights have gone out?

who is here to save you?
to protect you from the darkness?
who can pick you from your pool of sorrows,
clean you of your sins, your injustices,
and lift you to your feet?

who will save you?

I want a boyfriend
who wont get mad at me for
dancing on tables at parties,
I want a boyfriend who will shout out
"Thats my girl, get her another shot!"

Love is when
you miss him even before he leaves
when you could listen to him talk all night
and never get tired of hearing his voice.
when the sound of his name will send chills down your spine
and you see his smile the second you close your eyes.

The worst way to miss someone is when ur sitting right beside them knowing you cant have them.

When The World Fades Dark, I Want You To Be My Light...

If this is the last time we hug
Hug me a little longer
If this is the last time we kiss
Kiss me a little deeper
If this is the last time we touch
Touch me a little softer
If this is the last time we talk
Talk to me with a little more meaning
If this is the last time we see each other
Make it a little more memorable
It this is the last time...

I Wish
I wish that I was the prettiest girl you knew;
and even if I wasn't, you thought I was.
I wish I was the only one you wanted to be with;
and if things didn't work out you couldn't see yourself with anyone else.
I wish I was the first thing you thought about every morning;
and the last thing you thought about right before you fell asleep.
I wish you could tell me everything;
and I mean everything.
I wish I was the one you just couldn�t take your eyes off of;
and when you looked at me I could tell how you felt by the look in your eyes.
I wish I could be your everything

Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?

Any guy can love
A thousand girls,
But only a real guy can love
A girl in a thousand ways

I like to much about this world to move on to the next...

the way trees flow and bend in the wind
they way the leaves flutter and quiver so faintly
they way sand feels on your feet on a warm day
the sun rising silently on a clear morning
the was grass feels between my fingers when i lay sleeping in the garden
the clouds floating by
the way a warm breeze brushes accross my face
the way rain feels as it falls softly on my smooth skin
the way the veiled sun still warms you enough to make you sleepy
the dew that covers the ground at dawn
the soft petals that bloom in springtime
the way his voice sounds amidst the quiet of the nighttime air...

way to much to leave behind

Smile, so the tears won't fall
Laugh, like you don't hurt at all
Fake it so know one will ever know
That the hurt you feel inside grows
Make nice when youre dying
Make jokes when your drowning
In your pool of insecurities
Fake it so no one will ever catch on
That your heart lays in pieces
Scattered at your feet
So smile and laugh and hold your head high
But when tomorrow comes
What happens to those lies?

What is this beneath me
burning tearing pulling ripping
what does it want with me
hateful hissing brooding pain
why does my heart break so easily
crying bleeding dying sobbing
why does it trust so willingly
torment torture suffering sadness
and as as i lay looking up into the sky
wondering thinking completely perturbed
it falls once more for the next in line
and shatters into a million pieces
at my feet

LATEST BLOG ENTRY

old

05:40pm | Jun 27, '08 | No Comments

i feel so old.... and when i look in the mirror i feel fat.... i just cannot do it.... i put a towel over it lol

anyone who doesnt know me says i dont look pregnant but anyone who does is like holy sh*t you freakin huge!!! and im all like thanks guys.... anyways

bad day

boys suck, and other boys think their above the sucking and their just total assh*les lol

but youd think that once one gets old they dont feel this way anymore! boo

Height:	159 cm - 163 cm (5'3" - 5'4")
Weight:	56 Kg - 59 Kg (121 lbs - 130 lbs)
Birthday:	April 04, 1988
Sexual Orientation:	Bisexual/Open-Minded
Dating:	Long term
Living Situation:	Living with roommate(s)
Location:	Sherwood Park, Strathcona County, Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
Last Active:	11:05am \| Dec 25, '09

FRIENDS

RECENT ALBUMS

BASICS

INTERESTS

GIVE IT ALL UP

GIVE IT UP TO ME

GIVE IT UP FOR YOU

LATEST BLOG ENTRY