I Want A Boy... Not Just Any Boy... A Boy Who Will Be There, That I Can Call Anytime Of Day Or Night. One That Will Listen To My Boring Life Just Cause He Wants To Know That Much More About Me. A Boy Who Will Tell Me Every Little Part Of Their Day Cause They Know Girls Love To Talk
Someone Who Won't Judge Me, No Matter How Badly I Mess Up. Which Be Warned, I Do Quite A Bit. One Who Will Always Forgive My Mistakes. I Want A Boy Because They Need Me As Much As I Love Them. So This Is To My Boy... Whom I'll One Day Find<3[/color]
I'm Tired Of All The Cheating, The Lies, The Heartbreak and Deceit. The Half-Truths And Full Lies. The Way Someone Can Look You In The Eyes And Say "I Love You" A Million Times. And Find Out It Was Never Real. That The Last Couple Of Years Were Nothing. And Never WiIl Or Would Be. And To Hear Lie After Lie After Lie. Putting Up With It All, Yet Giving It All Another Chance. Over And Over And Over Again. I've Done That One To Many Times. Then, For Only God Knows What Reason Things Are Started To Be Said That Never Happened. But Yet It Is All My Fault. Even When I Would Never Want To Say Any Of That Shit That Supposebly Went Down. But Yet You Look At Me And Blame It On Me. Who You Are And What You Have Become I Do Not Know Anymore. I Could Say I Still Loved You. And I May For All I Know. But Then I Think Of It And I Don't. I Loved Who I Thought You Were, And What I Thought We'd Always Be.
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