X.x ME x.X

..."you have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got, and remember what you had, always forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, things go wrong, just remember ...life goes on!"...

:+: I Am :+: weird!! lol... Sammy Hammerson aka Samantha :+:
:+: I Miss :+: my dad and my baby:+:
:+: I Worry :+:bout ppl i love :+:
:+: I Regret :+:doing the stupid shit i did :+:
:+: I Can :+: box, love, n care for you:+:
:+: I Dream :+:of being hot and skinny like brintey :+:
:+: I Dance :+: to dance dance- fall out boys (irina):+:
:+: I Sing :+: to every girly song :+:
:+: I Can't Stand :+: ppl who dont know when to stop :+:
:+: I Lost :+: my heart to someone :+:
:+: I Fear :+: being not loved :+:
:+: I Like :+: to be loved lol oh ya and food lol:P :+:
:+: I Listen :+: rap,rock,and of course girly music :+:
:+: I Can Usually Be Found :+: in the boxing gym or with my baby;) :+:
:+: I Need :+:somone to love me for the rest of my life... and a v dub :+:
:+: I Know That :+: im loved by someone special :+:
:+: I Hope :+: i will find someone who truly loves me :+:
:+: I Am Always :+: there for u :+:
:+: I Wish :+: life wasn't so complicated :+:
:+: I Fell :+: in love :+:
:+: I Dont Think :+: i will be loved as i dreamed of (a walk to remeber) :+:
:+: I Will Always:+: love you :+:
:+: I Don't Know Why :+: ppl like me im wierd :+:
:+: I Hate :+: girlz cept my girls lovin them :+:
:+: I Care :+: him <3 :+:
:+: I believe :+: that gods there for u :+:
:+: I Should :+: do what everyone tells me :+:lol

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this goes to all the stupid guys that make girls fall madly deeply inlove with them n then leave them ... i know how us girls feel </3 nickerson </3



and for the one guy you rele truly love that spoils you that u can trust with all ur heart heres to him <3



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hey again its 5:10 am n i was layin in bed fer like 3 hours now jus thikin bout u i miss u so much i was layin there wit that pic again cryin a lil bit again..its fucked....then i thut bout wat u told me that guy kiss u and i cryed more cuz i need u more than anything now n other guys choppin u n kissin u n shit is makn ma life a fuckin living hell wen i here bout it cuz wen u told me i kept getin flash backs frum oct 11 wen yu were doin shit wit chris n i seen u guys n i cant get it outa my head n im bout to snap again seriously...i relly love u tho that was the past who cares bout that now we got over it but yo if sum nex man all on u n shit fuckin murk him dont jus kick him in the balls, make him not come near u...kick him and wen he goes down catch him wit a upper cut or sumtin in the head n kick him while hes down..com'on sam, yuv'e bin in malton long nuff to kno that..kick em til they cant move and they spittin blood or sum shit like that..iuno..but its up to u..i dun even no if i wana come there cuz ill never fit in,...only ppl i kno is u jenna and danae and cassie but ima only see u and jenna prolly..then if im wit u n ppl start on u ima snap and get so muhc beef gon on there i dun need that im already havin nuff problems up here...iuno anymore ima juss stop thinkin bout it...well ima try so ya ima go cry more n look at that pic and try fall asleep, i love u so muhc ..call me wen ever u can ive bin tryn to call u but ma motherfuckin phone long distance beeing a bitch u kno wut im sayin...yea...im gone stillll...baby i really miss u so yea talk to me wen u can...later

my fucking car dude