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Well my names Sam. I could sit here and try to convince you that I'm not a confusing person, but to the people that know me, they know me better.

I love writing. I love poetry. I love music. I love spending days just talking, and sharing thought and feelings. Open-minded, honest, sensitive people are my specialty. I love people who understand things. There's always something on my mind. I'm constantly thinking.

I'm known for how nice I am. I have some sets of morals and ethics. I want EMPATHY not SYMPATHY. I want more people to accept me for who I am, even though sometimes I tend to question myself.

I like the friendly people, and the ones who want to get to know me. Sometimes trust comes to fast with me. I love romance. It's most amazing thing in the world. The way to my heart is making me feel something that I never thought as possible. In that aspect, I like being changed for the better. I've been neglected too much so sometimes it's hard for me to understand when I'm needed. I like to feel important because I know I judge myself harder and more serious than anyone else. I'm pretty much the only person that I can depend on, because people always let me down, which is fine because I can deal with it.

I hate people who pass judge me before they've talked to me. I'm the person I was made to be, and I will be like this today, tomorrow, and for the rest of my life, so deal with it. Sometimes I have great difficulty expressing my emotions to people, but that comes and goes depending on who the person is. When I'm trying to explain how I feel, I can never find the right things to say, or anything close to the way I feel. I try to solve most problems on my own, but that doesn't work all of the time.

I don't know a lot of things, like if there really is a god, and what true love is. But there are many things I would love to know and learn for myself in my lifetime.

I match .. most of the time lol. I've realized that I take 26 minutes in the shower, I spend more than enough time on my computer. I love skittles like there's no tomorrow. I love the smell of gas .. gasoline that you put in your automobile to be exact.

I love to know that people are happy, even if its JUST BECAUSE. It makes me realize that there is some simplicity to things in life. As much as I complain about my life, it's not that bad. I love my family, my friends, and everyone else inbetween. I don't know where I would be without those special someones. They mean eternity to me and I wouldn't give that up with my life.

Sometimes I talk about my past, and how it wasn't the best, and if I had to re-live those memories again I'd be living in something worse than hell, but I know deep down that all those things and more have created me into the person that I am today.

Sometimes I felt bad because I was the girl that a lot of guys talked about. A bitch, the one who doesn't care. I'm one of the girls that loves the assholes, but I can't deal with their ways. So, sometimes I take comfort in those nice guys. I can't explain why I'm like that because I don't know. I'm just a simple girl. I'm a great driver, but I still have those women driver's moments. One thing though; guys, we really do appreciate all the little things that you do for us. If it wasn't for the nice guys in my life I'd probably worse off. I know that i've broken some of those nice guys hearts but I have never forgotten them, and I never will. I know that i'll find someone, who can be an asshole, but it's probably from the woman that have broken his heart in the past. So if your wondering .. women do grow out of it, some longer then others. We just need more patience. So for all you nice guys, you might finish last but at least your not a lonely, old asshole, who has nothing to say for himself.

That's me.Love it or hate it. I have no regrets.