My name is Justin King half Italian half Brit, Im a good guy il give anyone a chance and i dont start shit but i really dont take shit so dont try im not havein it. Ive been thru all kinds of shit that made me who i am and im pround of it and im not fake. I like doin all sorts of things partyin, drinkin or doin drugs with friends on occasion hittin the club bar or whatever. I like meetin real people not posers not fakers. I love meetin girls too. Im honest i wont lead a girl on if i dont intened to commit but i dont commit unless i think it will be worth it.



This is one of those songs that really had an impact on me because i was addicted at one point in my life too. Not to heroin but somethin pretty damn close...
Kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky and i was feelin some feelins that you wouldent belive
Sometimes i dont belive in myself and i decided i was never.comein.down

And i watched it way to long and it was pullin me down...

I used to be so big and strong i used to know my right from wrong i used to never be afraid i used to be somebody...
I used to have somethin inside now its just this hole thats open wide
i used to want it all
i used to be somebody
Il cross my heart and hope to die but the needles already in my eye
and all the worlds weight is on my back and i dont even know why
What i used to think was me is just a fadein memory
I looked him in the eye
And said goodbye.
I was up above it...now im down in it



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I Been Heavensent To Put A End To This Nonsence
The Handle Of This 4-5'll Knock Him Unconscious
Most Of These Rappers, Throw Bricks, And Hide They Head
Come To Our Shows, Then Hide Behind They Man, They Pussy
I Understand I'm A Target, I'm On Top
But Understand If You Start It, I'm Gon' Pop
-Prices On My Head-Young Buck-

Thuggin' till the day I die
They don't give a fuck about us
And when I start to rise
A hero in their children's eyes
Now they give a fuck about us
-They Don't Give A Fuck About Us-Tupac-[/b][/i]

Ya stand for nothin nigga you'll fall for anythang
Im bustin any brain they say that im insane but i came in this game with cocaine in my veins
What im sayin is im trained to go an turn a penny to a twenty you complain but id rather work with what He sent me aint it strange how i went from a hoopty to a bently fell my pain -Do It Like Me-Young Buck-

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I pull a trick from my sleeve now kamikazee
I'm all over that nigga, come identify the body
My middle finger to you hoe niggas
Run up on me, and i'll be forced to let it go nigga
I aint the one you wanna try, why, stayin' high
I hit this blunt and watch these motherfuckers die
-The Uppercut-Tupac-



I got beat Around but i didnt cry To young to understand the consequences of a man livein a lie
i gotta get this money il be damned if im bummy
Gotta watch my back around these niggas cuz they frontin
20 years of watchin my mom in tears got me heated, heavily weeded
smokein that bomb cuz i need it
these niggas dont want me ballin they want me burryed from shot flurryed
layin up in the dirt with bugs under my shirt
I got plans to hop up in that hummer cuz im a stunna
i sit back and wonder when them angels gon call my number
under my chest is the heart of a lion i aint lyin
bounty hunters got me flyin with my iron
high as a giant
im runnin from nothin my stomach is touchin what im clutchin
to give you more then a concussion end of disscussion
my heart is colder so im bolder
hennesy and soda
hood on my shoulder
look in the mirror i see a soldier
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I hear a lotta talkin niggaz must be mad at banks
But there only one problem niggaz ain’t as bad as banks
Nigga yous front you gon get shot down
We fend to pump crack at cho spot now, g-unit
Nigga ain’t nuttin change
You move I’ll blow your brains
-Banks Workout-Lloyd Banks-

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Read this! hooly fuck this is some deep shit! READ IT!

This was written by a young girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth.
She wrote this while in jail.
As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug,
as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem.
She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her.
They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.
I AM METH

I destroy homes, I tear families apart,
I take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold,
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.

If you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I live all around you... in schools and in town
I live with the rich, I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.

I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,
I can be made under the kitchen sink.
In your child's closet, and even in the woods,
If this scares you to death, well it certainly should.

I have many names, but there's one you know best,
I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth.
My power is awesome, try me you'll see,
But if you do, you may never break free.

Just try me once and I might let you go,
But try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie,
You do what you have to... just to get high.

The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms
Will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms.
You'll lie to your mother, you'll steal from your dad,
When you see their tears, you should feel sad.
But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised,
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents, and parents from kids,
I turn people from God, and separate friends.

I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride,
I'll be with you always... right by your side.
You'll give up everything... your family, your home,
Your friends, your money, then you'll be alone.

I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give,
When I'm finished with you, you'll be lucky to live.
If you try me be warned... this is no game,
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.

I'll ravish your body, I'll control your mind,
I'll own you completely, your soul will be mine.
The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed,
The voices you'll hear, from inside your head.


The sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see,
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me.
But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart,
That you are mine, and we shall not part.

You'll regret that you tried me, they always do,
But you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen, many times you were told,
But you challenged my power, and chose to be bold.


You could have said no, and just walked away,
If you could live that day over, now what would you say?
I'll be your master, you will be my slave,
I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave.
Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? It's all up to you.
I can bring you more misery than words can tell,
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell.


--Judy West