Colwyn Paddon writes pretty blogs, so i'm going to change my profile so i can be JUST LIKE HIM. Long story of my life short, I'm 17, but not for long. I talk about my 18th birthday like it's my job. It's something to look forward to. Ringette is the ultimate stress reliever of my life, and school is ultimately the cause of this stress. My social life is pressed by everything i do. I am influenced highly about what other people think. wrong? or just honest? I'm the worst shopper you'll ever come across in your entire life, I will not buy anything unless i already own it in a different color, or unless i've been told to buy it. I'm very dependent, I don't like going places alone or making decisions. What a nurse I'm going to make. I probably question my career choice decision every day. I'm only 17, how am I supposed to know this is what I'm passionate about yet. Brad Paisley, John Mayer, and Dallas Green hold very special parts of my heart. There's something about acoustic music that drives me nuts. I love it with every hair on my head. My bedroom can stay clean for about 24 hours, no longer. But I hate when my room is messy; it's a vicious cycle. Oranges and Peanut Butter are my staple foods. I've never had anything tragic happen to my personally, so I'm probably the worst advice giver or comforting person ever. I'm more awkward than anything when it comes down to it. I like the idea of being spontaneous, but I'm far from it. My car is my home away from home, i spend so much time driving to Calgary every day of my life I may as well bring blankets and a pillow and throw them in my backseat. Every day i mess my makeup up. I think i've just gotten so used to it i don't care. I love sweatpants and the freedom they provide. Friends, Lovers, Or Nothing, There can only be one.
things for this year:
forget the bad people and embrace the new, because this year, those people who let you down are the ones suffering the most, and in the end, you really do find your true friends.
Drop your expectations
& fuck your judgements
I don't want to regret not living when i leave this world.