farewell to you i say goodbye, your outta my life and i coodnt be happier. your careless judgement has led to this epidemic so there is no one to blame but yourself. bros before hoes i guess just wasnt your thing and instead you chose a fake love that doesnt love you back and never will over the person who has been with you since step one and made you the person you are now. maybe with your new friends you will feel more at home and stop trying to steal my image which you fail horribly at and yet you then get mad and try to insult it when you dont succeed. have a goodlife and peace the fuck out cause once i start going on in life i never look back and never regret what i did cause the one person i can trust in life is myself and i know that whatever i make myself do is for the better and for that i am grateful

got a new phone but still same number so just text me your first and last name =D

didnt think i wood say this but i actually miss you </3

i am not your rolling wheels
i am the highway

i am not your carpet ride
i am the sky

i am not your blowing wind
i am the lighting

i am not your automon
i am the night

i realise that i shoodnt be going on nex
its all about people blogging
and mostly every blog involves someone complaining or being real mad
which i dont do or really ever wood i deal with them without telling everyone who most likely dont even care
so this will be my last blog until i find something creative to put on here =D

its amazing how many directions your mind can go
sometimes in just one day u can have a totally different solution for something
or maybe what you want one day u dont the next

fuck why cant i just be narrow minded and just want one thing and focus on it
just pick one thing and sick with it till the end

this may not sound like a real problem but it is
im afriad its not just gonna hurt me but ppl i care about

new school this year it feels really weird but good aswell

meeting new ppl learning new things its something i quite enjoy

but i still miss all my frends at my old school which sucks

hopefully i stop floating around and find my "clique" so it gets more entertaining

1. Drank alcohol? - ye
2. Cried? - nope
3. Kissed anyone? - a few.....
4. Been on a vacation to a different state/province? - nah
5. Been on a vacation to a different country? - nah
6. Been to the beach? yup
7. Been to the boardwalk ? - no
8. Done drugs? yeah
9. Smoked? yea
10. Snuck out? dont need too haha
11. Had a sleepover? yup
12. Stayed up all night? yes
13. Slept in your mom/dads bed? no
14. Went in a pool? yes
15. Without a bathing suit? no
16. Been on the computer a lot? yes
17. Played video games? yessss
18. Listened to an ipod/mp3 player? ye son
19. Been on over 30 car rides? probs yea
20. Been grounded? nope
21. Been to a party? yes
22. Taken pictures? yes
23. Been dumped? nope
24. Lied? everyone does.
25. Done anything against the law? lol oh yea
26. Been camping? yuppers
27. Got in a fight? a few.
29. Stayed at a hotel? no.
30. Talked on the phone all night? nah
31. Went shopping? all the time.
34. Asked someone out? haha yea
35. Got in a car with a stranger? no
36. Lost someone close? i guess u cood say that
37. Had someone sleep in your bed? yup
38. Been to a movie? yes
39. Been to a club?i wish.
40. Slept in? haha yea
41. Got tanned? famers tan ftw!!
42. Watched TV for more than 5 hours? not in a row
44. Tried something new? uhh i dont think so.....
45. Did homework? ylmfao
46. Learned something new? kinda
47. Driven? yeah
48. Eaten out? i guess u cood say that
49. Went surfing? nope.
50. Went dancing? to cool for school
51. Been to a concert? no
52. Quoted a movie? oprobs
53. Played with fire? yes
54. Gained weight? nope
55. Made new friends?mmhmmmm
56. Had a night that you won't forget? guess so.
57. Done something you regret? kinda
58. Had some lazy days? oh yes
59. Been to a lake? yupperz.
60. Started liking someone new? not really new but i guess so

i get my tattoo tmrrw

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Answer True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friend’s list? True
Q: Been arrested? true
Q: Do you like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? True
Q: Been suspended from school?true
Q: Sang karaoke? True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? True
Q: Kissed in the rain? True
Q: Sang in the shower? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False
Q: Broken a bone? False
Q: Shaved your head? False
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Shot a gun? True
Q: Donated blood? False

LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with? the boys n hoes
2. You texted? sarah
3. You were in a car with?pat mat zach
4. Went to the movies with? georgia
5. Person you went to shop with? pat
6. You talked on the phone?chelsea
7. Made you laugh? me haha!! thats gay
8. You hugged?brianna

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? moon
2. Winter or Fall? Fall
3. Left or Right? Right
4. Sunny or rainy? SUNNY! i hate rain.
5. Where do you live? maple ugly
6. Club or pub? Club
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? yes
8. Do you want to get married?maybe
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? just mow it
10. What time is it? 3:56am
11. have you been in love? yes it sucks ass
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? i had no feelings
13. Do you cook? kinda .. mac n chesse ftw!!
14. Current mood? bored n kinda sad feeling better tho

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?nope
2. Sang? yuh
3. Listened to music? OBVZ.
4. Danced Crazy? mhmm
5. Cried? nope
6. Liked someone you couldn't have? yea u put it that way

25 FIRSTS .....
1.Who was your first prom date? not yet
2. Who was your first roommate? i dont share my room! mine only!
3. Who was your first kiss? i think her name was jessica
4. What was your first job? a n w !!!
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? some cemetary
7. Who was your first grade teacher? dont remember
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? cali
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time? uhhh long time ago haha
11. Who was your first best friend? brendan farrell
12. Who was your first Best Friend in high school? nick lewicki
13. Where was your first sleepover? cant remember
14. Who is the first person you txt/call when you have a bad day? cc!! or lindsey
15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? never done.
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? piss
18. What was the last concert you went to? fob
19. First tattoo or piercing? lip was my first peircing
20. First celebrity crush? never had one
21. Current celebrity crush?
22. First crush?i unno
23. Current crush? dont need to know
24. First date? prob movies
25. First time you tied your shoe laces? im suppose to remember this ?

Five names you go by: ryan,dr.phil,kevin,starfish
Three things you are wearing right now: boxers n t shirt.. thats it
Three things you want very badly at the moment: for it to be morning.. money... and to not care bout shit
Three people who will probably fill this out: __i unno______

Two things you did last night: work n watch movies

Two things you ate today: mcdicks....captain crunch

Two people you last talked to on the phone: chelsea and helen

Three things you are going to do tomorrow: sleep eat drank

Three longest car rides: alberta somehwere in the states and prince george

omg first time ive been on nex in like along time this place has kinda changed

40 Secrets About Yourself
Be HONEST no matter what.

1. What Is your natural hair color? blonde

2. Where was your default pic taken? my room i believe

3. What's your middle name? andreas

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? i wood really like that

6. What is your current mood? off in a dase

7.What color underwear are you wearing? white

8.What makes you happy? drinking not gonna lie

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would you change? go back a few hours and kiss her like i shood of

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be? bald eagle

12. Ever had a near death experience? yup

13. Something you do a lot? breathe

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? whats new scooby doo

15. Who did you copy and paste this from? lindsey

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you? des

17. When was the last time you cried? while ago

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? like 20 ppl

19. If you could have one super power what would it be? ability to fly

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex? not gonna lie all guys do this too tits n face

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks? strawberry frapp.

22. What's your biggest secret? that stays secret

23. Fav color? prob red

24. When was the last time you lied? i think today......

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows? family channel ftw

27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment? coke

28. Do you speak any other language? no

29. What's your favorite smell? weed yet i dont smoke it

30. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be? continuous

31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug? 20 mins ago

32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain? yes

33. What are you thinking about right now? does she feel the same way

34. What should you be doing? homework

35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry? canrt remember

37. Do you like working in the yard?if i get paid

38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would it be? phil for when im gonna be the next dr.phil

39. Do you act differently around your girlfriend/boyfriend? not really

40. Name one song that reminds you of an ex? not meant to be theory of a deadman

Start at 100% and subtract 1% for everything you've done. At the end, re-post this as"I am __% of a Virgin at Life".

1. Smoked.
2. Drank alcohol
3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.
7. gotten/given a handjob.
8. gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10. Verbally/sexully harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91%


11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or receieved a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sexs house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done serious drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 74%

31. Played strip poker/darts.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die. it was so sad..
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 56%

51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 46%

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 38%

71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. not on purpose...
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 29%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over or 3 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 20%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 13%

1. Copy and Paste in your blog
2. Bold anything true
3. Leave plain anything untrue

I like my name
I miss somebody right now.
I watch less TV than I used to.
I hate olives.
I love sleeping.
I own a lot of books.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is the best policy.
I like and respect lil wayne
I curse a lot.
Idk if i changed
I have a hobby.
every now nd then I carry my knife with me.
I've never broken anyone else's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I love rain.
I’m paranoid. .
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I have money right now.
I hate sushi.
I talk fast.
I have bad breath in the morning
I have long hair.
I have lost money in RnR
I have at least one brother and/or sister.
I was born inside of Canada
I shave my legs.
I have a twin.
I can survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look, sometimes
I have friends.
I don't know how to do cornrows.
I have mood swings.
I think Britney Spears shud die already
I have a hidden talent.
I can controll my hyper
I think that I’m popular.
I haven't dyed my hair
I have kissed someone
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or jeans
I love to shop.
I would rather eat than shop
I would classify myself as weird
I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I’m obsessed with my blog!
I hate anyone
I’m a alright good dancer.
I'm embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone
I watch Much Music on a daily basis.
I have almost passed out drunk
I have never been in a real, serious relationship before.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I currently have a crush on someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve had the cops called on me before.
I have long nails.
I’m not allergic to anything deadly.
I've been depressed before.
I don't collect comic books
I shut others when i feel like it
I open up to certain others easily
I am keeping a secret from the world
I watch the news
I like Disney movies
I am a sucker for pretty eyes
I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
who is Martha Stewart
I really like someone
I am self conscious
I like to laugh a lot
I used to smoke
I have cough drops when I'm not sick
I have scars
I've been out of this country
I am really ticklish
I love chocolate
I am comfortable with being me
I play computer games/video games when I'm bored
I have gotten lost in the city
I had serious surgery
Hugged a stranger
Been in a fist fight with the same sex
i almost been arrested
Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
puked in an elevator
Swore at your parents
Kicked a guy where it hurts
when i get older i want to go skydiving
i want to go bungee jumping
Broken a bone
Played spin the bottle
never gotten the chicken pox
Ridden in a taxi
Shoplifted
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
Stole something from my sis
Saw someone/something hangin
Driven over 400 miles in one day
never been on a plane
wtf is Rocky Horror Picture Show
Thrown up in a house
tried eating Sushi
Met someone in person from the internet
Done hard drugs
Taken painkillers
Consumed alcohol
Run away from home
Lied to your parents about where you are
Hate more than love
Own an iPod or MP3 player
Are a sports fanatic
Would wear pajamas to school
Have a job
Been in love
tYpE lIkE tHiS VeRy OfFtEn
Eat fast food weekly
Have self-inflicted scars
Believe in ghosts
Can't sleep if there is a spider in the room inside a house
Seen a therapist
Love white chocolate
Single
Been obsessed with another person
Argued for the fun of it
Made out in a moving vehicle
Been to a casino
Been in a bar
Skipped school
Been Punched
Been naked in public .
Come close to death
Gotten stitches
Hooked up with 2 or more people in one night while drunk
Hooked up with 2 or more people in one night without alcohol
Bitten someone
Crashed into a friend's car
Been to Japan
Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
Slept with someone you shouldn’t have
Been married
believe everything happens for a reason
Had someone cheat on you