no one makes me feel the way you make me feel.... no one can make me smile or cheer me up after a hard/bad day at work like you do... i cant love anyone like i love you... i cant wait to see her...
she makes my day 100x better when i get to talk to her
shes the best person ive ever met literally and couldnt thank her sister enough...
she really is the person i look forward to talking to...
thats all...
i miss her and i love her.

so i saw thunder tropic i thought it was hilarious as hell, dumb funny tho but still funny had good actors, except for a portion which offended me very much at which point i just cant fucking believe they would do that... >< if you know me you know what parts im talking about...

so i think im gonna go to iadt(international academy of design & technology in toronto) the only problem is the cost.... like 10 grand for first year.....:( so it'll be a while till i can go and student loans fuck u over in the long run so fuck that shit imo id rather not be in debt up to my eye balls for the rest of my life thanks
but ya now i gotta rack up the money...

so she finally talked to me and i hadn't smiled for like a week 1/2 i miss her and still do love her but at least i can talk to her, i find it easier to get over her when i talk to her ironicly i dunno but ya shes pretty rad she pulled a trickster on me saying her sister was pregnant lol anyways thats all i got saying i still think shes awsome but she moving on thursday:(

where do i start? hmm....i talk to her it seems like she gets in shit and then it seems like its my fault, work is a fucking garbage town fucking homo ass supervisors, girl i use to like all a sudden has this huge crush on me but me i dont feel the same about her....ffs this happens to me every fucking time whenever it has to do with a girl fuck me whatever im done.
im still crazy about her...

so theres this girl...but shes not just any girl tho shes wow like no other girl ive met before. she literally takes my breath away and ya she literally cheers me up if im having a bad day and i talk to her or even thinking about her. shes the best person ive ever met, she knocks me off my feet and i keep wanting more. she truely is amazing and i love her....

When you were here before
Couldnt look you in the eye
Youre just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
Youre so fuckin special

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.

I dont care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When Im not around
Youre so fuckin special
I wish I was special

this is so pointless
cant stay focused
to many distractions
to many things going on
stupid emo kid,
always complaining
about how life is
so tough on them
guess what?
cheer up emo kid
life aint that
rough on you
or if you
actually think it is
just go to your room and
slit your wrists
if you think
your life is
really that bad.
so just end your life now
because all you
emo kids deserve
to go to hell.

poem i wrote in english class while i was bored...

its Kassi's 18th birthday today Happy Birthday Kassi 8) .