- this weekend was definately wonderful, but now i'm stuuck with all my studying for sunday haha. bru-tal.
- god, i can't stop thinking about this. i'm really glad i met you, and i wish i could talk to you more, but i can't can't can't. damn nerves.
- why is everybody such a spaz? life is life, don't get so worked up about stupid little things that you're going to get over in a week & won't even remember in a month. it's drama for drama's sake, and i swear the next person who starts shit is going to get bitched out. i'm sick of pointless blowmont draaaama.
- i miss you, kid! i wish you could'a came down on friday, but i'll see you soon.
- happy belated birthday, best couzin ever!
- i'm using you as an excuse, and it's wrong, and i'm afraid for what's going to happen next. somebody's going to get hurt, but i really hope it won't be you.
- SCIENCE = BALLS.

' Another slow train to the coast ,
Some brand new gory art from way on high,
I sink and then I swim all night. '

' i keep getting strep throat, man ' ' ... maybe you have mono. '
i fucking love you, holy shit.
that was like, the best hour of my week.
you know, i was actually really scared to talk to you, because maybe you had changed, or i'd change, or things wouldn't be how they used to be, and we wouldn't click like we used to, but fuck i'm glad. we're still okay. sure, it makes me miss you more, but that's okay. things could be always be worse, right?
( i miss having someone i can bear my heart to, somebody who understands. )
love, love, love.

- whoa, i managed to give myself low blood sugar, and now i'm shaking like an addict and keep falling everywhere, but more importantly: i have a mad case of hiccups. shit son.
- i just noticed, that if my worst-case-scenario actually happened, a. i wouldn't miss you and b. i wouldn't even remember you in a month. i'm never getting worked up over the two of you ever again.
- you use other people's words to bad-mouth people. but the jokes on you, because you can only imagine what people are saying about you.
- well, i miss you.
- i'm sorry ' the plan ' didn't come into effect today, but i swear, when the moment comes, IT'S ON BABY.
- LOOOOOL ' so, like any boys lately? ' ' dude, it's beaumont comp. IT'S BEAUMONT. '
- FRIDAY = LOVE.

- today was fun.
- fuck this, i don't even care about it anymore. i know that everythings not going to be okay overnight, but this is stupid, because we're just going to make up again eventually anyways. let's make ammends?
- shit man, you're still cuuuuute.
- i'm glad we're friends, and this hasn't came between us. i don't care how it's supossed to be, i just know how it is.
- NOT stoked for valentine's day, haha.
- i miss you, and that will never change.
- Your new extensions are the cutest thing i've seen all week, and i'm preety stoked for Pop C. and the Obama Song. <3

OH AND HEY,
if you're feeling it :

i went downstairs looking for a hair elastic,
and came back up with a popsicle, and no elastic.
i don't know how i fucking manage to stay alive,
i have no brain power dude.

- this is REALLY pissing me off, why won't you fucking talk to me. i have a lot of things to say about this, but i don't think ripping out words in a stupid blog will do anything.
- i'm bored with all of this fake everything. i need to meet some new people, and keep my good friends close. because this just sucks. so, wanna be my new friend?
- to whoever that is leaving the creepy-ass honesty box messages, tell me in person, kthnks.
- who wants to make some fucking plans to do something? i have like, nothing to do other than work anymore. message me!

i like the people with the simple solutions. i'm tired of the girls who judge everybody for everything they aren't, the guys who care about all the wrong things, the friends that hide from the truth + the message i bet you're not going to read for awhile, the kids that say ' i miss you, i miss you! '; when it means absolutely nothing, and just all of this absolute shit that's caused 'cause we don't have anything more entertaining.
and after a bad day, and a big rant, i got a ' just go to sleep. '
that's the best advice i've had in awhile, haha;

o hey and one of those ' thoughts blogs ':
- visit me, fuck.
- i can't stop thinking about you, i don't even know you, it's just so right.
- goooood, you look good in glasses!
- why won't you reply. it's not that hard.
- i like that to one person your life is falling to peices, and to everybody else it's all ' oh i'm so excited next week, haha today was awesome, ' shit.
- haha this is aaaawkward, why won't you look me in the eye.

- i swear to god, this week could not get any worse. if i have to memorize one more pointless social fact, or conjugate another verb, the heads will be fucking rolling. i hate finals, and semester two is going to be SO amazing.
- NSKJHVBDGVS BRACES? are you kidding me.
- mixed signals bug me, but that's not to say i'm not having fun.
- you're annoying as hell. i don't see what i ever saw in you.
- your brother has a preety pimpin' car, thanks for the ride home.
- i miss you, plain and simple.
- i'm in love with ' mariana's trench - cross my heart ', i don't care how dorky it is.
- what i would do for some tequilla right now.
- los camp. will always be my comfort music, and every line will always remind me of you. i hope you're okay, i know we haven't been in touch in awhile. finals are done on the 29th, anytime after that, let's re-connect.

- thank-you, thank-you, thank-you! I'm so glad i got to call you right before school, i got everything i needed to say out, and i feel so much better. Towmorrow's going to be so much easier with you in on ' the plan '.
- fuck, i get to face you towmorrow! I LUUUV CONFRONTATION!
- hey, i still haven't told you what's up, have i? we need to get together, drink the half empty bottle of Tequila in my mom's liquor cabinet, and have a winter just like the last. ( same street, different music? )
- i'm not going to write a single word about you in here, just because i know you're reading this, and i can just picture you getting all pissed off.
- i'm not sure if this is good, or bad. But it's cute, and entertaining, that's all that matters right?
- why can't you just MOVE REAAAAAAAAL FAR AWAY, so i never have to see your stupid picture of way-back-when again.
- BIG BROTHER, PORTABLE FURNACEE. I haven't hung out with you since, what, september, when we went out for lunch and came back 45 minutes late. i miss you, SO SO much. i miss last year, hanging out ever lunch. i miss when we first met, when you had your cute lil' short hair & played video games with Tanner ( was that his name? )all the timee. I miss everything.
- you, you silly girl! COME VISIT ME! we've got alot of ' Next ' episodes to catch up on, Perm-a!
- aaaaaawe! that honesty box comment actually made my day. You're such a sweetie & i def. think you should come down to Blowmont again so we can meet for the 2nd time.
- Oh, and you should stay the hell away from me, because i know your game, and i think it's pathetic. Grow up, not everybody has to like you.

' I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then i could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speed trains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that could hold us back. '
* oh hey, this band will always remind me of you,
for some silly reason.

just for kicks,

- bottomline: just because someone says you're something, doesn't mean you are. you are what you want to be, and i hate that you don't see that.
- truthfully, i'm tired of this, i'm tired of you. once you figure out that everything isn't about you and all the drama you cause, call me up. stop feeling sorry for yourself, you have everything you need.
- we are ladylike, we are tired, and we pass up an evening of chillin with sum boys for Timmys and Television. We are the definition of amazing.
- ' i've never felt so attracted to cate blanchett in my whole life. ' LOOOOOL @ bob dylan movies.
- i don't trust you, and i know i shouldn't.
- i forgot how cute you were.
- so, tell me you're head over heals then head in the very opposite direction, that's cool.
- monday's gonna SUCK, for one and only reason. i hate confrontation, and i hate what you're gonna ask me.
- I have faith in destiny, and i know you're going to end up with him. don't give up, because by the sound of it, he never will.

' By the light of the LED display of a VCR recorder
You kiss my neck, I whisper in your ear, "this is my downfall"
As you squint and you grimace, we both know your heart's not in it
By the glow of a thousand fireflies in a travelodge en-suite:
They think the future's bright as halogen, we know it's pretty bleak
And I'm trying to be sexy, biting at the air that falls in front of me. '

this kid's coming to visit me soon, because i miss him to death,
and how absolutely mean he is & keepin' me up till 3 am on the phone!

- this is the worst of the worst. i never saw myself as a heartbreaker, and i don't want to.
- you are my anchor, the night to my day, i couldn't live without you. thank-you, thank-you, thank-you. expect like, 100+ songs for this, gosh.
- oh hey chills + fever, i guess i'm sick again.
- ' without you here there is less to say '

how do you get your icon thingy to have a picture in it?
mine's fucked.