alright well honeslty i dont know what to put in here. i am more lost that when i entered school for the first time and couldnt read my name on my desk. Well we have all done the relationship thing. We have all done the friend thing. and we have all pretty much discovered that moving to fast gets us no where. You see I dont just want a boyfriend. I want a friend. someone who can understand that they have their life as much as i have my own and i am not here to tie them down. I dont expect fancy items or gifts. All i want is the comfort of my man and knowing that i am his girl. Cause honeslty I would rather come home and cuddle on the couch and watch a movie then having my man go out of his way to impress me. I am happy as is.

Now i have a daughter and she is a year old. I will be honest here she is my life my soul. I do not expect anyone and i do mean anyone to take on the responsibility of daddy. she has one already and i dont expect anyone to take his place or the responsibilty. friendship is good enough. right now its hard to find a guy because they think thats all i am after. well guys all i need is a friend.

My family means everything to me and my friends are a big part of it to. I know most people get nervous when it comes to meeting new people and being accepted but you see i am nice to everyone as are my friends until you give me a reason not to be. no one deserves to be judged because we are all diferent.


Your Purpose In My Life
you gave me a point and purpose to my life
you given memory, joy
that i never could have imagined
having in my life.
without you, nothing is worth doing.
and the universe might as well,
cease to exist for all I care
yet i put all that at risk
I was so selfish.
I should have thought more
of your feeling,
and nights
instead of what I wanted.
I think of you,
and for a little while.
I imagine that,
everything is right between us.
In that instant I'm happy.
but then inevitably I realize
that i've lost you

k before i go any further with this let me be honest here.
you know what i hate more then anything in the world?
liers
cheaters
heartbreakers
people who act like someone there not.
honestly how hard is it to jsut be yourself. thats all us women ask for. we want want anyone else in the world wants and that is to be accepted. so please if your jsut looking at me for my looks and want to fuck me go somewhere and look cause honeslty i have more respect for myself than that.