Well lets see
just look at my pics, thats what i look like
and im not skinny, im aware of this situation
but im also not fat
im like in between
and proud of it, because if didnt get this chubby i wouldnt have tits or an ass
and im proud of them both
i have many different styles, i can be sexy and girly or i can be all gangsta or even have a little punk/rock in me, i dress how i feel and if you dont like it than dont look at it.
lets put it shortly i dont give a fuck what people say, unless it has to do with something i care about, family or friends, then for sure you know i will bitch about it and get up in it if i have to.
i will stand up for anything i believe in
i can stand up for myself verbally and physically, so if you wanna rumble bring it on
i will fight until the end or at least until i win, which i probably will
i would never back down from a fight even the person could eat me for dessert, i will go down with my dignity
im pretty crazy at times, and most people cant handle that craziness, but also most of those people think i am hilarious so its fun
yes i smoke weed, almost once a day and i aint ashamed of it cause i aint hurting no one and im not hurting myself either
i also smoke and will quit when i want to, ive quit before and i can do it again
i like to get drunk and have a good time, but im not one of those drunken sluts. so if your plan is to get me drunk and get down my pants, dont even try it, cause if you take things to far i will knock you out
i am who i am, and no one can change that, if you got a problem dont talk to me or you can step to me...just dont go saying shit behind my back, say it to my face, i like it more...its more fun for me
i can be your bestfriend or your worst enemy.....unless i dont know you, there isnt much i can do, but i would be able to tell you off to the point where you got nothing to say
i am very mouthy and outspoken, sometimes i say things at the wrong time, but i know wheen to keep my mouth shut
there is just certain ppl you dont mouth off too and some people need to learn that
i said i would fight someone, but i aint saying im stupid enough to go mouth off to someone who would shoot me. i aint ready to die.

i love rap
and i used to be crazy about G-Unit and 50 cent, i mean dont get me wrong i still love them
but now im more into Young Jeezy and Juelz Santana
but also i love any kind a of music, if i like the song i dont care who its by or what kind of music it is or what you think about it, i will be straight and i will like that song no matter what
i love backstreet boys and spice girls OOOH YEEAAAH
i love to dance and will do it any place any time
im outgoing and can make any situation fun, cause i dont like to be bored
some ppl say i talk alot but thats just because i hate any kind of silences unless im watching a movie
and if i like the movie you better shut up otherwise i will be upset and grouchy
my bestfriends are: lindsey, reagan, katherine, crystal, shane, catlin aka justin thats about it i guess
i love to get crunked and high as a motherfucker at parties, and i can do so till the mornign comes because i am not a puker
i love staying up at all hours of the night just talking/gossiping or talking on the phone with someone special
i love to dream about the guy i like
i love to hold hands, cuddle and make out
i love going to the movies like every weekend
of course i love boys, i like the boys that got that thug style, but i dont like guys actualy in gangs that are all fucked up on hardcore drugs and go around shooting people
i like experimenting with make up, well so i have heard i have nice big brown eyes so i like to accent my make up so thats the first thing ppl look at it
i think it is sexy when hot guys bite their lip when they see a hot girl
i like ass men rather than boob men, i dont want the guy to go straight for my tit when we are making out its hotter if they grab your ass
i love black men, and other dark skinned men... i love dark skin mmm its so hot

i hate whores
i hate whores in denial of being whores
i hate posers
i hate hardcore drugs like coke and meth, that stuff is bullshit, it hits a personal area for me
i hate gangs that actually go around jackin ppl and killing them and what not, i think its pointless
i hate that it is so hard to find a guy with that thug style that isnt in a gang in winnipeg, i just dont want to get messed up in that shit
i hate when people change the music i am listening to just because they dont like it
i hate most girls until i get to know them, cause to me most girls are just bitches and i dont know why, i am not mean to any girl unless i can tell she is a fucken snob or a bitch even then if she talks to me most likely i will still have a nice conversation with them unless they say something rude
i hate how people talk shit and they dont got nothin to back it up
i hate city fighters cause all they ever do is have back up around the corner in case they are getting their ass kicked
i hate not having someone to love or even someone to just hold and have no strings attached
i hate how peopel hate on other people jsut because they smoke weed, weed is like the least harmful drug, i dont even think it is harmful
i hate people who are mean to people just becuase they arent hot or skinny, people need to give personalities a chance
i hate being told what to do
i hate giving in to something, cause i am stubborn
i hate young girls that come to a party and cant handle the little amount of alcohol that they drank, or when they act like they are super drunk
i hate when i try to be nice to those drunken retarded girls and then one of them tries to fight me, that is fucken bullshit
i hate people who fake how drunk they are one minute they "cant walk" and then when no one pays attention they are up and trying to get people's attention.
FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE NEVER BEEN TO A PARTY OR HAVENT DRANK, FOR YOUR INFORMATION NO ONE THINKS ITS FUNNY OR COOL THAT YOU CANT WALK OR WHEN YOU ACT LIKE A RETARD. ITS NOT COOL, NO ONE THINKS IT IS, THE ONLY THING THAT YOU WILL GET IS A SPOT ON THE UNINVITED LIST. EVEN IF THERE IS NO LIST THEY WONT LET YOU IN. SO FUCKEN LEARN HOW TO HANDLE YOUR ALCOHOL OR DONT DRINK IF YOU POSSIBLY CANT. ITS NOT THAT HARD TO DRINK AND MAKE IT FUN AND FUN FOR OTHER PEOPLE. NO ONE WANTS TO BE YOUR FUCKEN BABYSITTER. AND IT DOESNT MAKE YOU MORE ATTRACTIVE UNLESS SOME GUY IS DESPERATE ENOUGH OR PREVERTED ENOUGH TO FUCK YOU. BUT I WOULDNT CONSIDER THAT A GOOD THING. IF YOU CANT BE MATURE AND FUN WHEN YOUR DRINKING DONT COME TO OUR PARTIES. PLEASE AND THANK YOU.
i hate how some guys just get all attached to a girl even when they were just dating for like a month, or i even hate girls like that too actually
i hate how it seems every other bigger girl gets a good lookin man but i cant, whats the deal
i hate how i feel i can never please my parents
i hate people who cut themselves, making blood stream out of your wrists isnt going to solve any problems, talk to someone for christs sake
i hate how people look down on alcohol and weed when they havent even tried it
i hate liking a guy for so long and not saying anything cause you are afraid of rejection and now he has a girlfriend and you think sometimes he flirts with you but you dont know how to take it cause it could be just in a friendly way. it tears me up inside.
i hate bad hair days
i hate that people think of me as a lesser person like i dont have feelings just because i dont have the perfect stomach
i hate shallow people lets just put it that way
i hate not knowing the answer to things or how to solve certain types of problems, it just bugs me when im helpless in a certain situation
i hate that im scared to meet a guy and introduce him to my parents cause i dont want them to disaprove
i hate that im scared to get attached to someone, but yet i hate that im not rite now
i hate that i feel im not girlfriend material because im scared of my parents thoughts and my own wandering mind
i hate that im terrified of dieing alone
i hate that im scared i will never get married or that i will get married to a man that abuses me or something
i hate that im scared of so many things
i hate that i always want to fight someone, maybe just pent up anger...who knows
i hate that i am ashamed of my looks and that i can never truly look good even when i pretend that i do
i have issues....