i kept trying everyday, too try keep my head up, and stop wallowing in sorrow.
but know idk, i dont even see the point in tomorrow.
if only i had somebody too lead me,
cause i dont think im gonna do good alone, :' (
fuckin depression .
i hate it.
my broo: you look like a stoner,
me: whats a stoner look like?
my broo: looks just like you, but actually has weed, lmao
welll so bored, and really stressed, soooooo. time to jump out the window.
like poison at a new height,
feelings that are forever scarred.
how i am scared to take flight,
oh how i wish i never dared.
unable to flow,
my heart has turned black.
stuck in a hole of sorrow,
and i can never go back.
unable to stand alone,
screams and nobody listens.
a high mighty throne,
as the darkness glistens.
forever repressed,
unable to burden.
wish this heart was never stressed,
as i am but a burden.
what next?
......self explanatory.
║║╔═╦╦╦═╗║╚╝╠═╦╦╗
║╚╣║║║║╩╣╚╗╔╣║║║║
╚═╩═╩═╩═╝::╚╝╚═╩═╝
(Ŋ`vīŊ)
.`·.ļ
well now,
today was interesting,
i got to school late! and i drew another pig in cree! =D
i had fun in gym, played floor hockey! im a bad goalie! =(
had break, went to class, totally chilled with chase, messed around, and tanner wouldnt tell me the answer to question four!
had lunch, but didnt eat! just sat there and watched the snow, it was so beautiful!
then went back to class, had a game of battleships with chase before lunch! =) that was fun! needa finish it though!
i couldnt find his ship! =(
then i got a little stressed in class, and sadly, found something sharp, but it made me happy so yeah! cut myself though! =(
then built these shelve things for my teacher! =D that was so annoying! then i had sciance! i made bert! ( my hat,jacket,and glasses= bert!)
then came home, ate, and am now writing a journal!
which will be almost daily!
discoveries=
dont like battleships! stupid game
love my hat
girls jump when you poke their ribs
cutting=happyness?
well goodbye until tomorrow!