people are constantly asking me why im always so depressed and look so down all the time so ok ill let the whole big secret out...IM MISERABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i spend my life in a job that a one armed monkey with diarea and no tp could do while shitting on himself my friends where i live also happen to be my ex gfs friends so basicly i have no one mostly because i wouldnt be thier friends even if i could because the last thing i want is to be constantly reminded of what i lost by them telling me about the guy she met at some random bar who has the morals of the offspring of both charls and marylin manson that was delivered by ted bundy. and all you can think is that she made you on a constant basis feel like you werent good enough . when while she slept you would sing love songs to her cause for some unknown reason it makes her smile and the fact that you made her smile makes you feel like you just cured cancer by inventing a dyslexic verson of second hand smoke. and every fucking time you see her you cant help