i like ... ....oranges....K but seriously, I LOVE dancing-my favorite type of dance is street jazz-it's a mix of hip hop and jazz..and it rules. I also love acting...sooo i guess you coud say i ljust love being on the stage in general. There's something about being on stage and having hundred's of people's eyes all on you. LOVES IT! But when I'm not in the mood to entertain you, being a wallflower suits me juuuuust fine...but you know, one of those extremely RARE wallflowers...
i want to be remembered as the girl who
always smiles even when her heart is broken,
and the one who could always brighten up your
day even if she couldnt brighten her own
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Find a guy who calls you beautiful.. instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him..
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat.
Or will stay awake just to watch you sleep..
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead..
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats..
The one who says 'bless you' right after you sneeze...
Who holds your hand in front of his friends..
Who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up on..
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares..
And how lucky he is to have you..
The one who turns to his friends and says.. "That's Her."
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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsiously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
If I was the loudest person in the room,
Maybe you’d notice me.
If I got drunk every weekend…
You might have fun around me.
If I wasn’t such a goofball-
Perhaps you wouldn’t be so embarrassed around me.
If I said all the right things
You’d probably hear me.
If I wasn’t so shy around you
Maybe you could see the girl I want you to love.
But it’s not who I am, and will never be,
So take a look…I hope you like what you see.
I want to be the girl he is scared to lose;
The one he can`t walk away from knowing shes mad at him.
The one he can`t fall asleep when her voice isn`t the last one he hears.
& the one he wouldn`t know what to do without'
I wanna be the girl he calls just to say i miss you,
I wanna be the girl he tells his friends about,
I wanna be the girl he touchs just to feel her skin,
I wanna be the girl he cuddles just to hear her breathe,
I wanna be the girl he points at and says thats her,
I wanna be your girl....
My guide to happiness would be doing everything you can to live life, with a past worth remembering, and a future worth looking forward to.
-> You should never frown, because you never know who's watching and falling in love with your smile
->To the world, you are but one person, but to one person, you might be the world.
->Never make someone your priority, when all you are to them is an option.
->The worst way to miss someone, is to have them sitting right beside you, knowing you can't have them.
->A friend reaches out and touches your hand, a soulmate reaches for your hand, and touches your heart.
->If you can't love someone at their worst, then you don't deserve them at their best.
->The bigger the goals, the harder the climb, the bigger the reward.
->To be a champion all you have to give, is everything you have.
->The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step.
->I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
->No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
->Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had
->Don't Long For The Past, There's A Reason It Never Made It To Your Future..
The Ode to Nice Guys
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.
This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.
This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.
The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.
So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless he



