Ashley and I haha


x.How do you know if he really loves you? It's when you scream, and he calms you. When you slap him, and he kisses you. When you cry , and he hugs you. When you tell him you hate him, and he tells you he loves you.x



x.Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. Fall head over heels, find someone you can love like crazy - and who will love you the same way back. How do you find him? Well, you forget your head, and you listen to your heart. ‘Cause the truth is, there’s no sense in living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven’t lived a life at all. But you have to try, ‘cause if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived. Stay open, who knows, lightning could strike.x




"In the end its all okay, if its not all okay then its not the end"...... sometimes im not so sure i agree with this

LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS COULDNT MAKE IT WITHOUT YOU ALL!
I HAVE THE CUTEST NIECE IN THE WORLD! PICTURES OF HER IN GALLERY


x.Going for walks to the park.
x.Dancing..well doing the qtip with Ashley...its what we do best.
x.Listening to music...usually in my car cause then I can play it REAL loud and not have people get mad.
x.Reading...dont have time for very often anymore.
x.My job..well one of them..Fabutan...cause people have to listen to me.
x.Writting...I write alot...music...anything really..makes me feel better.
x.Not being broke...which isnt often.
x.Cambria...shes a crazy cat but I love her......when she isnt attacking me...I swear she loves me.
x.Watching Sex and the City with Ashley...it used to be a nightly thing not so much anymore.
x.Snowboarding....when I have the time and the money...boarding down a mountain is the greatest thing ever.
x.Hanging out with my friends...that I never see anymore...it sucks.
x.Drawing....love to draw...maybe not the greatest at it but im okay with that.
x.Playing soccer and basketball....which I cant do anymore...messed up my knees and ankle pretty bad.
x.Meeting new people.


x.You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad
Love what you have, and remember what you had
Always forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes
But never regret, people change, things go wrong
Just remember life goes on.x



x.I w a n t to be the girl you hold during scary movies.
x.I w a n t to be the first thing on your mind when you wake up.
x.I w a n t to be the one you phone when you're bored.
x.I w a n t to be the girl on your mind when someone ask what you're thinking about.
x.I w a n t to be held all night in your arms.
x.I w a n t to be the one you watch the sunrise and set with.
x.I w a n t to be with you.
x.I w a n t to be loved by you .
x.I w a n t to see the world from your eyes.
x.I w a n t to be the one you love.
x.I w a n t to be more than just your best friend.
x.I w a n t to be your girl.x




x."A guy bought a girl a dozen roses.
Eleven real and one fake.
He placed them in her hand and said to her..
" I'll love you till the last rose dies ".x




x.never apologize for saying what you feel
that would be like apologizing for being real.
don't waste your time with people in your past
there's a reason their not in your future.x






"Your Guardian Angel"

x.When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.x

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." ~ Neil Gaiman




x.Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife.x