September 17, 2007
Third trimester. 6 months along. 3 months to go. However you put it, Jakey's getting bigger and so am I.
I was living it up in Calgary. making friends, having fun, working it out, schooling it up, blah, blah, blah, etc. Now I've returned to the small, backwards-ness of V-town.
I'll be coming home
just to be alone.
OK Fall Grad 99 (Grade 8 @ SOSS)
Seaton Grad 04
MRC Tech Grad 06
in the forest, we are hiding
unmarked graves where flowers grow
If i was a boy, my name would have been Jerry... but i was a girl, so i am Jessica. And my brother is Jerry. But, since there are so many jessica's, and it is a boring name, it is now jessiKa... ooooOOOOoo, am i unique or what? yes, i guess it is not. Anyways, my friends call me jes, jeka, ika; you can call me whatever, just be nice about it i guess
Almost every single day of the week
I will wash the dishes
While you go have a beer
Ohkay, game time!!!! guess the name of the song and band in my pic titles! And... GO!!!! Colin has 2 points; Rickyrod has a point. And... that game died VERY quickly. Pansies.
surrender every Word, every Thought, every Sound
surrender every Touch, every Smile, every Frown
surrender all the Pain we've Endured until Now
surrender all the Hope that i lost, She was Found
surrender Yourself to Me
Ow. My eye.
Today I don't feel pretty,
and I'm tired of trying to fit right in,
don't think that you're so great
cuz being great must suck
So, I wanna be a highschool teacher. Imagine. Weekends off. Pro-D days off. Thanksgiving off. Christmas off. Random week in March off. Easter off. Summer off. Nice. I swear, it's that and the extremely high pay that our overworked teachers get that made me realize, "hey, I want to do this for the rest of my life." Teaching is about helping kids find themselves and grow into the people that may bring a cure to cancer, end wars, lead our countries, or even bag our groceries. And teaching a subject that lets them communicate what they are feeling, either right out or buried under metaphors, helps them do just that. Talk to almost anyone about their Drama teacher, and most times they have a story to tell about how that teacher helped them/changed them. That is what I can't wait for...
These Bandages
Cover More Than Scrapes
Cuts and Bruises
From Regrets and Mistakes
So, I got to be Head Carp for first semester, then Lead Painter for the second group of shows, and then 1/2 ASM for Red Noses "Picnic;" "On a Winter's Night;" "Alberta Rose;" & "Dreaming and Duelling" .... as well as the "Red Noses" death - done forever! On to... nothing. Sad, really.
i walk alone
think of home
memories
of long ago
no one knows
i lost my soul long ago
remembering the
one i left at home
forget about the
life i used to know
forget about the
one i left at home
i know by the time i finish this line
i hear this on the radio
Jessika...
20 years old. Single.d Out. Female. Loves animals. Enjoys theatre. Favourite colour is blue. Likes the smell of rain. Has multiple body modifications. Brown eyes. Doesn't eat spicy food. Is always cold. People person. Loves working with friends. Adores children. Soundtracks life. Has one younger brother. Talker. Listener. Hard. Soft. Rough. Tender. Independant. Leo. Trusting. Goal driven. Hands-on. Hates cubicles. Server. Friend. Outgoing. Long, dark, uneasy hair. New, short, easy hair. Broke. Faithful. Not. Always changing. Has a harsh temper. Quiet. Loud. Interested. Unemployed. Mother. Fattening. Hurt.
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