. C h a n t e l *
Do it. Judge me. I _dare you.
But I'm not who _you think I am



Sometimes you have to run away
Just to see who will run after you;
Sometimes you have to talk quietly
Just to see who's listening;
Sometimes you have to step up in a fight
So you can see who's standing by your side;
Sometimes you have to let yourself fall
So you can see who's there to catch you;
Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision
Just to see who's there to help you fix it;
and sometimes you have to let go of the one you love
Just to see if they'll love you enough to come back


what hurts the most, was being so close,
and having so much to say and watching you walk away
and never knowing what could have been
and not seeing that loving you,
is what i was trying to do.




i always knew looking back on the tears would
make me laugh, but i never knew looking back
on the laughs would make me cry. mikee i miss you bud,
and its already been a year.. i cant believe your gone.
Rest in Peace Mike Dempsey
June 15 1991 - July 17 2006
only the good die young..


Okay, I'm talkin' about a good girl, gone bad
Crooked world, wrong path right mom, wrong dad
I don't wanna see another hurricane baby you can kill the pain
If you just let me explain trust me I know what I'm sayin'
You will end up on the track of an oncoming train
Stuck in the passenger seat tryin'a do the fast lane