hello Im happy i did my hair the new colors black and red what do you think ?
i think i do good work i could go to school for it I was going to But id rather become a vets assistant what can i say i love animals lol
I Needs to get more tattoos but im broke dosnt that always suck balls ?
well i haven't been on this in like a year well i now have 25 piercings yes thats right 25 cuz im just that bloody cool lol
i re did my hair the funky colors ...hellz yeah im back no more dull "normal" light reds for me Pink and black baby !!! he he
so my ears are almost at a Inch im so fucking happy Fuck yeah !
on august /2/2009/ a Sunday
my cat of 7 almost 8 years ... went missing
in spruce grove some fucking small town peace of shit person took him off my balcony and stole him from me
if i ever find the guy or girl that did it ... im gonna cut them so they will always remember .....
i hope he is ok
and happy where ever he is
good bye lestat !
i hope you come home
looking back on my life the things i have done seen i have always felt like an outsider like i was the only one of my kind ....never to find someone truly like me ...but now i feel like i may have found him my mate... that someone ...and he might be taken away from me how cruel and unfair life can be
***I met a man upon the stair who was'nt there,he was'nt there again today, I wish I wish he'd stay away.***[/size]
I Love REPO !
**The Genetic Opera **[/size]
Out on the wiley, windy moors, we'd roll and fall in green
You had a temper like my jealousy, too hot, too gready
How could you leave me, when I needed to possess you
I hated you, I loved you too
Bad dreams in the night
You told me I was going to lose the fight
Leave behind my
Wuthering, Wuthering, Wuthering Heights
Heathcliff, it's me, I'm Cathy, I've come home
I'm - so cold, let me in your window
Heathcliff, it's me, I'm Cathy, I've come home
I'm - so cold, let me in your window
Ooh, it gets dark, it gets lonely
On the other side from you
I pine a lot, I find the lot falls through without you
I'm coming back love, cruel Heathcliff
My one dream, my only master
Too long I roam in the night
I'm coming back to his side to put it right
I'm coming home to
Wuthering, Wuthering, Wuthering Heights
Heathcliff, it's me, I'm Cathy, I've come home
I'm - so cold, let me in your window
Heathcliff, it's me, I'm Cathy, I've come home
I'm - so cold, let me in your window
Ooh, let me have it, let me grab your soul away
Ooh, let me have it, let me grab your soul away
You know it's me, Cathy
Heathcliff, it's me, I'm Cathy, I've come home
I'm - so cold, let me in your window
Heathcliff, it's me, I'm Cathy, I've come home
I'm - so cold, let me in your window
Heathcliff, it's me, I'm Cathy, I've come home
So cold
Its Kinda funny how you can lose your self for even a little wile Well Im very happy to say Naomi is back . Yes thats right
The Bitch is back !!!
And she is here to stay for good
Mindless Self Indulgence
***Never Wanted To Dance***
its a wonderful thing when you know it over .
no more empty feelings
no more tears because you could care less
all that pain is pretty much gone
your over it
you feel free
you can breath ..Finally
your head is clear
and when it is all over and done
you can look back and know where not to make the same mistakes
because life is all about learning from your mistakes
why is it ppl feel the need to make you feel cased out even in your own home ? like your not good enough smart enough pretty enough ? like every thing just dose not matter . i try and do all i can and yet it means nothing ..and words are nothing more then words ..ppl toss around words like "Love" way to frivolously.
so much so that it loses all meaning .
love dose not leave marks or bruises
love dose not make you cry at night cuz your out with another woman
love dose not make you feel sad and like your shit
love dose not hate you cuz your not the way it wants you to be
its a funny thing like that .....[/color]
So this is how it turns out ? my life well if i can even call it that im cold because nothing seems to go right anymore ..all my plans are gone theres no happyness sometimes it even hurts to smile ..I Love you so much that i hate my self for it ...when im sad i get mad in till you walk out the door .. then i cry ...i dont feel like me much anymore ...the person i was is now gone can you still Love this person that i am today ? it seems all i do is wrong ..maybe im just not made to be happy ..when i dream its the only time im truly happy ...nothing is turning out how i planed it ...my world is crashing down on me .. sometimes i cant even catch my breath .... is it even worth it to try ?
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