Fletcher is my hero
Me!? Im just one fucked up traveler on this journey we call life. Enough with the deep and philisophical stuff. Im a sick boy with a big heart and twisted mind. Im also apparantly some one you'll never forget once you meet me. I am articulate fairly well read and have a knowledge of fine food and beer and a quasi knowledge of wine. On the flip side i like staying out all night wired off god knows what running around acting like drug crazed little children. Im high class and no class, the philosopher and the lunatic, the poet and the punk. Im at home at rave or a moshpit and if your anything thats outside the normal circle (ie punks, goths, rivet heads, ravers, ect) then im more comfortable with you then i am with people who look normal. I am explorer of the mind I like thinking of twisted concepts and disecting ways of thinking or acting. Loyalty and trust ive discovered are the most important things about other people to me. Other then that everything else is a good or bad quality in a person. Everything is a learning experiance and to learn is to grow and to grow is to live. I am extremely open minded on all subjects and dont desciminate agaisnt anybody (except mormons and jahova witness' i mean they come to your door and annoy me) unless im being funny (or think i am). Oh ya i like drugs because my curiosity gets the better of me and being in altered state of mind is like a little vaction from oneself. But a warning know what your getting into realize this stuff isnt good for and can be addictive, know your limits and above all respect the substance. A drug is just an inaniment object not evil not good nothing its how a person use's and reacts to it, its the person not the drug.
I call this section stupid internet quizs according to these quiz's i am
76% Punk rock You like getting fucked up and fucking shit up its about the music and being an individual. Oh you like to piss on everything too!
My mouth is moving or im doing something. Im fucked in the head, a walking contradiction, i want to do such good and such evil all at the same time, dont mistreat the downtrodden (bums, addicts, ect) they have it hard enough, but go slash tires and steal from those who can recoup without much hassle. I love people and hate people all at the same time, which is why im so pissed off all time cause this inner turmoil just frustrates me and leads to anger. Which in my mind is a good thing cause "THIS IS FURY'S HOUR! ANGER CAN BE POWER YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN USE IT!" it is my fuel, my energy, my determination when all else fails because the "system" wants to see me fail and i hate it so anger at it keeps me going. But it is also my curse this anger and it has left me feeling alone for a long time because things i want to say things i actually think most other people would look at me like im off my meds or should be locked up.
Heartache sucks more so when you know its your fault...................god that sounds emo.................wait a second THERE IS NO GOD MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA more like some undefinable energy mass type thing but that takes to long to type oh well time to go take my frustrations out on the world
Fuck i guess im an anarchist after all........The way I see it democracy in North America is a failed experiment, people feel upset and betrayed by the fact that the liberal goverment paid off it members through sponsership programs and the like. But thats what we get for electing businessmen and lawyers to parliment, these people lie and cheat and its called good business. Every single major business does something a normal person would question as shady all under the search for the all mighty dollar. Our Parliment is set up so you have to be of some societal influence to get in, basically have money, so what does that make our goverment run by? People who have traded in the allure of money for the allure of power, and they all delude themselves and us with "We know whats best for canada!" what a load of crap. At least its better then a dictatorship as the results are somewhat dependant on us, but all we have to choose from best of three major evils. At least with Fidel Castro you know at one point he actually wanted what was best and was willing to fight and die for it, but he is living proof that power corrupts. So we know that power corrupts and money corrupts and all the politicians come from money and are seeking power which begs the question are we really all that suprised that our goverments are corrupt? I'm Not. The fact that i dislike being told what to do unless im getting a direct pay off from obeying (ie work=money cant live out it) only makes this idea of goverment chaff more. Left or right? neither side works some one ends up getting screwed in the end any ways. So that leaves only one direction up! which in my books is chaos, anarchy which wont work either really people are too selfish and prone to violence and greed. Fucked it we are all doomed.
The labelling thing, dont label me, dont label me! Look kiddies labelling is the human minds way of understanding something, havent you ever felt confused or stupid if you didnt know what something was called? Then you make up some stupid word to call it like the thingy. Some caveman looked at a tree made some grunt and kept making that same grunt every time he pointed at a treet thus that particular grunt came to signify a tree. Yes labels chafe occasionally and yes they are misleading and stereo typing those are both bad things, but at least the fact that i proudly call myself a Punk lets people know a little bit about me right off, you know i dont like being controlled dont like the norm, goverments, cops ect ect. If someone not an ignorant fuck they will look beyond that and try to get to know the real you and if they dont they're not worth knowing. So if your punk, goth, raver, freak, geek or whatever wear it proudly! Dont judge others by the label use it to discribe a look and a get a basic understanding of the person.
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