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to the one i lost
i miss waking up beside you and feeling the heat from ur body
i miss kissing your lips and wrapping my arms around you
i miss hearing you call me bacy ant\d telling me you loves me
i miss lookin into ur eyes and feeling the love pour out
i wish when u introduced me as ur girlfriend
i miss coming to you house for supper and having conversations with ur mom
i miss laying on your bed, running my fingers throught ur hait..
i miss our little aruments about who lovesd the other more.
i miss feeling safe and thinking u'db mine
i miss when i'd cry n you'd hold me in your arms
i miss you always being there for me
i miss holding you habnd even when it was sweaty.
i miss taking hoots outta ur dep charge lol
i miss seeing u at luch && right agter school.
i miss gettin duce on ur smokes
i miss situating the situation.
i dont understand how you jus so coldly left me in the dark
baby, i never meant to hurt you
you just listen to what ur friends say..
its almost like they loved u more then i did.
you told me you'd b there for me, promised that you'd never leave
now im closing the door,
throwing my heart on the floor..
i wish it wasnt so hard
to say i dont love u no more...
but you'll always b in my heart
that love will never leave..
i wish u could think about me for a change...
but it doesnt matter now..
i need to move on like i deserve to b happy as do you
i promise no girl will ever love u the way i did
i gave u everything
and you dont even realize what u lost..
all i know is im sorry.. but im not asking for a second chance
i jus wanna c u smile..
 

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suckerhead.
wow
ur still my suckerhead?
im still here
waitin 4u
like i always do
wonderin when u will call?
ahhhhaaaa whats new?
only one more weekend to go
then i guess total 360?
but i need to tell you soon
im so in love with you
you spin my head right round
right round
and you have no idea
it's been a while
and this feels so real
so soon enough
i gotta let you know
that im never ever letting you go
cuz now ur in
and you can't get out
everything you've said
plus everything we did
gott me trippin
head over heals
hope ur ready fer this cuz once ur out
it'll be for good
im gunna tell you that i love you
make u an honest man
at least i can hope thats how it'll go?
 

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suckkerhead<3
Now you're gone
I realize mahh love fer you was strong
And i miss you here
Now you're gone
I keep waitin here atby the phone...
Wit chuur picture hangin on the wall
Is this the was it's meant to be
Only dreamin that ur missin me
 

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To all of you!!!
Hollla..
you dont even text me no more
you dont even phone,
no nothin
you dont even wanna come hang out any more
you should text me more offten
or even juss call
lemme know wass goin down
ohhkay?
are we still friends?
jee well you should text me some more
text me like you used to
ohhkay buddy?
talk to you later
I really miss you
Bye




587 877 0465
 

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New cell
587 877 0456
 

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nomoreweekendsalone.
April 19th












can't wait . . !
 

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liike fuck
I really aint ur biitch
So don't fuckkin call me that
 

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its beeen since wednesday and Im..
Still missin you < .3
Yuu feel soo far away . .


K ii S S E S
 

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unohooour
So, Febuary 5th 2009 ehh..?
Been on a roller coaster ever since..
But im loviin it. Im oretty sure you saved me? Seems to me baby, you're my womanizer.!
I aint gunna chill wiith your shady friends, and i wont have tooo much fun wiith out you
on tha weekends. i really doo wanna go see the Ocean wiith you by my side. i dont thiink you know jusst how mush you mean to me. Your always on my mind.. i mean like, ALL tha time, I love it when you call me sweetie. I actually enjoy tickliin you all over your body. Ur sexxi tatoos turn me riight on. Im soo glad i met you, even thought you can be a biit of a n asshole, you are still a man - M Y M A N . ! soo dont gooo where - at least anytime soon. Keep on loviin me tha way you do - cuz you do it soo well. cuz Im ready to grow to gether.. And keep you and always call you mine.
 

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D.S
Jaiil..?
Weekends??
Whrer are yuu?
I miss you
Cant get yuu outta mii head
Boii ur loviin is all i thiink an=bout
I J U S S CANT ET YUU OUTTA MII HEAD
 

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Hollywood
her name should be on a hollywoodstar,
the way she struts down rodeo-drive like she owns the place.
shes such a diva, a total fashionista, we wonder where shes from
and we know, she couldn't from anywhere else but,
hollywood.
 

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****
You broke it
But now he's gunna fix iit
And make a woman outta me
So take that
You fuckkin crack head
Cuz once a crackhead
A L W A Y S a crackhead
 

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&hearts;
you see, i dont know how to fuckk..


i only know how to make love


and what happens if you like it..?


&& holy shiit, holy shit, holy F U C K i i N G shiit...
 

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He was sure nice to me..!
Sssshhhh......
 

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((LeftAlone))
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BrUiiz3D faC3
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