. : TaraJanelle : .
Proud Newfie !!!
Pride You Have Taken:
I feel Cold, Lost and all Alone.
I feel Grey, Hollow and Far away
from everything I've known, from what I once proudly called Home.
I feel Used, Broken and Abused.
I feel Empty, Guilty as they Tempt me
to be everything i'm Not, as I give in with everything i've Got.
Why can't I feel you anymore?
Why can't I be strong anymore?
I Feel as though I've lost touch,
with everything we had, with everything I wish for so bad.
Why don't you love me anymore?
Why won't you hold me anymore?
I Feel so Betrayed,
by everything you are, by everything I had faith in thus far.
I feel Shattered, ripped Apart and Battered.
I feel Shaken, Pride you have Taken
from me until Eternity, with you it will remain Eternally
I feel Neglected, left behind Regected.
I feel Displaced, and completely Replaced
by memories of "what could have beens", with regrets of "what should have beens".
Why can't I feel you anymore?
Why can't I be strong anymore?
I feel as though I've lost touch,
with everything I knew, with everything that was 'Me and You'
Why don't you love me anymore?
Why won't you hold me anymore?
I Feel so Crushed,
from every angle possible, from every perspective probable.
By the way, did I tell you?
The rain misses our dancing;
and the wind?
Our romancing.
I feel Cold, Lost and all Alone.
I feel Grey, Hollow and Far away
from everything I've known, from what I once proudly called Home.
I feel Used, Broken and Abused.
I feel Empty, Guilty as they Tempt me
to be everything i'm Not, as I give in with everything i've Got.
Why can't I feel you anymore?
Why can't I be strong anymore?
I Feel as though I've lost touch,
with everything we had, with everything I wish for so bad.
Why don't you love me anymore?
Why won't you hold me anymore?
I Feel so Betrayed,
by everything you are, by everything I had faith in thus far.
I feel Shattered, ripped Apart and Battered.
I feel Shaken, Pride you have Taken
from me until Eternity, with you it will remain Eternally
I feel Neglected, left behind Regected.
I feel Displaced, and completely Replaced
by memories of "what could have beens", with regrets of "what should have beens".
Why can't I feel you anymore?
Why can't I be strong anymore?
I feel as though I've lost touch,
with everything I knew, with everything that was 'Me and You'
Why don't you love me anymore?
Why won't you hold me anymore?
I Feel so Crushed,
from every angle possible, from every perspective probable.
By the way, did I tell you?
The rain misses our dancing;
and the wind?
Our romancing.
~*ReqUieM*
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Lyrics by: Jinxed
Public Static (Final)
Public Static (Final)
Who is this girl?
She's driving in the rain,
And she's listening to the songs,
That she knows will bring her pain.
Reflecting on her life,
Contemplating every move,
She apologizes for all her wrongs,
Even though she's got nothing to prove.
She isn't allowed to be faltered,
She puts others before her,
She has to perfect even though she's the weakest.
She said,
Do you think I could speak?
Do you think I could breathe?
Lay your head on my chest,
Can you hear my heart beating?
If you'd only look closer,
You'll see that there's someone she's trying to hide,
If you'd only look sooner,
You'll see that she's suffering inside.
She's trapped between the person she is,
And the person she's supposed to be,
She fakes her smiles and she fakes them so she believes them,
She does what people tell her to,
'Cause she can't make her decisions.
She said,
Do you think I could speak?
Do you think I could breathe?
Lay your head on my chest,
Can you hear my heart beating?
If you'd only look closer,
You'll see that there's someone she's trying to hide,
If you'd only look sooner,
You'll see that she's suffering inside.
She's looking forward to holidays,
Because they're the only days that still have meaning.
She said,
Someone turn off the mute,
Can you hear me screaming?
She said,
Do you think I could speak?
Do you think I could breathe?
Lay your head on my chest,
Can you hear my heart beating?
If you'd only look closer,
You'll see that there's someone she's trying to hide,
If you'd only look sooner,
You'll see that she's suffering inside.
She's driving in the rain,
And she's listening to the songs,
That she knows will bring her pain.
Reflecting on her life,
Contemplating every move,
She apologizes for all her wrongs,
Even though she's got nothing to prove.
She isn't allowed to be faltered,
She puts others before her,
She has to perfect even though she's the weakest.
She said,
Do you think I could speak?
Do you think I could breathe?
Lay your head on my chest,
Can you hear my heart beating?
If you'd only look closer,
You'll see that there's someone she's trying to hide,
If you'd only look sooner,
You'll see that she's suffering inside.
She's trapped between the person she is,
And the person she's supposed to be,
She fakes her smiles and she fakes them so she believes them,
'Cause she can't make her decisions.
She said,
Do you think I could speak?
Do you think I could breathe?
Lay your head on my chest,
Can you hear my heart beating?
If you'd only look closer,
You'll see that there's someone she's trying to hide,
If you'd only look sooner,
You'll see that she's suffering inside.
She's looking forward to holidays,
Because they're the only days that still have meaning.
She said,
Someone turn off the mute,
Can you hear me screaming?
She said,
Do you think I could speak?
Do you think I could breathe?
Lay your head on my chest,
Can you hear my heart beating?
If you'd only look closer,
You'll see that there's someone she's trying to hide,
If you'd only look sooner,
You'll see that she's suffering inside.
<3 <3 <3
hungrymuch?
Where would I be without God? ..
You are my father; and I can recall soo many times, countless time's i'm sure, in which I have left you. Wait now, I RAN from you!
You weren't there when I needed you,(or so I thought), so I ran.. Didn't care WHERE I was going or what was going to happen to me, I just wanted to forget you.
Why is it that the farther you run, and in the times that someone wants absolutely nothing to do with you.. they feel you with them more than ever?
I never understood that. until now.
You weren't there as I wanted you to be because you wanted me to learn on my own. Yet you were there when I couldn't take it anymore. I get it now, I really do.
You love me so much, that you won't let me rely on you . . otherwise, I would give into everything I'm told to do, to every expectation people have for me just so I can weep at your feet wondering;
" how could you let me do this?! " ..
You need me to grow, not only as a person.. but as your child.
And I Love you for that.
.. I thank you for the people you put in my life, the people that you choose so carefully to help me grow into the person you know I can be.
To be absolutely perfect in your eyes when the time comes that I may enter your Kingdom.
Father, why do you take me back every time??
I run and run and turn against you, screaming my hate for you towards the dark nights sky..
and all I feel is your love embracing me.
So I scream and scream and weep in frustration, confused as to how you could love me.. of all people ME that much that you stay by my side even through the times when I push you away.
Not this time though, I'm not leaving again.
... Lord, I don't know where to begin .. but I know that my fire for you, will never end
You are my father; and I can recall soo many times, countless time's i'm sure, in which I have left you. Wait now, I RAN from you!
You weren't there when I needed you,(or so I thought), so I ran.. Didn't care WHERE I was going or what was going to happen to me, I just wanted to forget you.
Why is it that the farther you run, and in the times that someone wants absolutely nothing to do with you.. they feel you with them more than ever?
I never understood that. until now.
You weren't there as I wanted you to be because you wanted me to learn on my own. Yet you were there when I couldn't take it anymore. I get it now, I really do.
You love me so much, that you won't let me rely on you . . otherwise, I would give into everything I'm told to do, to every expectation people have for me just so I can weep at your feet wondering;
" how could you let me do this?! " ..
You need me to grow, not only as a person.. but as your child.
And I Love you for that.
.. I thank you for the people you put in my life, the people that you choose so carefully to help me grow into the person you know I can be.
To be absolutely perfect in your eyes when the time comes that I may enter your Kingdom.
Father, why do you take me back every time??
I run and run and turn against you, screaming my hate for you towards the dark nights sky..
and all I feel is your love embracing me.
So I scream and scream and weep in frustration, confused as to how you could love me.. of all people ME that much that you stay by my side even through the times when I push you away.
Not this time though, I'm not leaving again.
... Lord, I don't know where to begin .. but I know that my fire for you, will never end
<3
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Thank ya, chow for now buddayz...