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12:31am | Aug 15, '08 | No Comments
Every time I get sick I always get dramatic about it and panic. My mother says stay calm all is well, I just have *insert small problem* Well im so used to going to the emergency room for "small problems" The smallest things throw me into a coma,e.r. bed, even once C.P.R. I normally didnt care cause whats in my life that aparently god dosint like and try to stop me from haveing it. My family tells me its just nothing, but you know what? So were all the other nothings! Is takeing my life really that big of a deal to god? Am I a threat to the future? (even though all of mankind is) Now that things are going my way again, something else is happening to me just to stop that happyness again! Things are going well for me now, with life and a special person in my heart. Please let things be ok with me, please not this one, you have taken everything I loved, respected, and stood up for. Just please let me have this, just his one bit of happyness