A - Damn good in bed.
B - You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You're wild and crazy.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You have a nice ass.
F - People totally adore you.
G - Love is something you deeply believe in.
H - You have very good personality and looks.
I - Love is something that you are scared of.
J - Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things.
L - People want you.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You have a big warm heart.
O - You love foreplay.
P - You are popular with all types of people.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are very hot and sexy!
S - People think you are so sexy.
T - You are one of the best in bed.
U - You are really chill.
V - You are not judgemental.
W - You are very broad minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You are addicting.
Z - You're super cool.


A - Damn good in bed.
M - Success comes easily to you
B - You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
E - You have a nice ass
R - You are very hot and sexy!

Dear you,

Today you met someone you really don't like.
& you didn't even know it.
I was there.
& you didn't even know it.
But he did.

You even gave him money.
He bought me coffee with it.
Should I thank you?

With love,
A ghost from your past

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Anonymous Nov 30, 2006 11:32:43 am


i'm not kidding. so much for spying on my recent visitors...

Some People Change.
Some people spend years by your side, picking up the pieces when you're world is falling apart and holding you high when you're feeling down. Some people are willing to lend an ear and share thoughtful advice without ever judging. With some people we share a bond, a friendship which others may not always approve of or understand, but regardless you have their back and in return they have yours. Sometimes, some people change. Sometimes that someone who was once so close to you transforms into someone so new, so different that you can't bare to watch. Sometimes people change into an entity they spend years claiming to despise with every fiber of their being. Sometimes people change into someone you can't understand, and therefore don't know anymore. Someone who claims their image, their financial privileges, their perception through others' eyes doesn't affect them, may give in and become someone distant, unknown and artificial. Sometimes you win, sometimes you loose, but the memories you once shared with that someone you once knew remain as footsteps in your heart, and hopefully thiers forever.

Some People Never Change.
Some people will spend their entire life refusing to acknowledge reality. Some people never open their minds and open their hearts to the feelings, opinions, opportunities, and lifestyles of others. Instead they spend their time inhaling and exhaling their lives away, resenting those who have made the effort to better themselves, and those who thrive off of success, self sufficiency and real life experiences without having to illegally medicate them all away. Some people never accept change around them, or that people do in fact need to change, grow, and shape themselves to advance and become successful. Some people cling to those around them and (possibly inadvertently) relentlessly bring them down into the depressing aura of semi-life they have created for themselves. Some people will never advance, never grow, never prosper until they accept reality and realize that those around them are not in fact out to get them, the proper tools have in fact been given to them, and the world is not the cruel place they have convinced themselves it is. Sometimes some people just aren't right for you. Sometimes we need to forget about what we want and realize what is best for ourselves while we still can. Sometimes we've done all we can, and although we can look back as fondly on our time spent with some people, deep down we know we are truly better off.

Change is inevitable.
Whether it be within ourselves or others, or in the world around us. Sometimes those we hold dear change and grow to succeed with us, and sometimes they chose a seperate path. Sometimes we need to acept that people aren't always going to change in the ways that we want them to. Sometimes we need to let go of what once was and focus on what lays ahead. Life is an adventure, learn from what has happened, never regret anything because at some point it was what you wanted, and embrace with open arms what the future brings.

"When a girl says "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that…''
”When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.”
"When a girl looks down, it means she is uncomfortable."
"When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply."
"When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around."
"When a girl answers "im fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine."
"When a girl stares at you, she is wondering if she will ever be yours."
"When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever."
"When a girl says "I love you", she means it."
"When a girl says that she cant live without you, she wants you in her future "

Dear you,

Yes, it was me.

How coincidental, yet unsurprisingly predictable.

I'd been thinking about you a lot lately, believe it or not; it's that time of year. Lucky for me I found you in such a likely situation, erasing all of the doubt in my mind. For a little bit there I was wondering if people really can change. I hate to say it, but I was relieve to see what I saw. The same two people in the same situation. I thought you broke the habit; both habits.

I would just like to thank you for driving me to have confidence in who I am today, the decisions I have made, and the people I have by my side.

Good luck in your future endeavors, regardless of the state of consciousness you choose to take them on in. I just think you're getting a little too old for that.

Sincerly,
Aj

HAVE YOU EVER?

1. Smoked
2. Consumed alcohol
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5. Made out with someone of the opposite sex
6. Made out with someone of the same sex
7. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8. Bought porn
9. Watched porn
10. Done drugs
SC0RE= 8


11. Taken painkillers
12. Taken someone else’s prescription medicine
13. Lied to your parents
14. Lied to a friend
15. Snuck out of the house
16. Done something illegal
17. Cut yourself
18. Hurt someone
19. Wished someone to die
20. Seen someone die
SC0RE= 9


21. Missed curfew
22. Stayed out all night
23. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24. Been to a therapist
25. Been to rehab
26. Dyed your hair
27. Received a ticket
28. Been in a wreck
29. Been to a club
30. Been to a bar
SC0RE= 6


31. Been to a wild party
32. Seen the Mardi gras
34. Had a spring break in Florida
35. Sniffed anything
36. Wore black nail polish
37. Wore armbands
38. Wore t-shirts with band names
39. Listen to rap
40. Own a 50 cent cd
SC0RE= 6


41. Dressed gothic
42. Dressed prep
43. Dressed punk
44. Dressed grunge
45. Stolen something
46. Been too drunk to remember anything
47. Blacked out
48. Fainted
49. Had a crush on your neighbour
50. Had someone sneak into your room
SC0RE= 9


51. Snuck into some else's room
52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. Been to a concert
54. Dry humped someone
55. Been called a slut
56. Called someone a slut
57. Installed speakers in your car
58. Broke a mirror
59. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60. Brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush
SC0RE= 9


61. Consider ludicrous your favourite rapper
62. Seen an R rated movie in theatres
63. Cruised the mall
64. Skipped school
65. Had an eating disorder
66. Had an injury
67. Gone to court
68. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69. Caught something on fire
70. Lied about your age
SC0RE= 8


71. Owned an apartment
72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73. Cheated with someone
74. Got in trouble with the police
75. Talked to a stranger
76. Hugged a stranger
77. Kissed a stranger
78. Rode in the car with a stranger
79. Been sexually harassed
80. Been verbally harassed
SC0RE= 7


81. Met face-to-face with someone you met online
82. Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85. Been to a fair
86. Been called a bad influence
87. Cursed
88. Prank called someone
89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
SC0RE=9


91. Cheated on homework
92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93. Been pushed into a pool
94. Played pool
95. Watched 5 hours of MTV straight
96. Had a crush on someone 5 years older than you
97. Had a crush on someone younger than you
98. Wore eyeliner
99. Skinny-dipped
100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
SC0RE= 9


TOTAL OF ALL= 80

10-20= goodie goodie
21-30= a little rebellious
31-40= getting hot baby
41-50= rebel
51-60= bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch
71-80= cant believe you made it this far, IDIOT!
81-90= damn
91-100= bad ass

If you don't love him, he'll try to win you.
If you love him, he'll leave you.
If you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't love him.
If you do, he'll say you're easy.
If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating.
If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy.
If he lectures you, it's because he cares for you.
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted.
If he breaks it, he had to.
If you cheat, u expect it to be over.
If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance.
Either way.... you just never win.

(x) been in love
(x) cried in front of your bf/gf
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) made cookies with your grandma
(x) cried so much it hurt
(x) skipped school [a class]
(x) been on a plane
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) walked along train tracks
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) stayed out past curfew
(x) cheated while playing a game
(_) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) cried over a crush
(x) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(_) touched a snake
(_) slept beneath the stars
(_) been fishing
(x) been kissed
(_) found a four-leaf clover
(x) been drunk
(x) ridden in a taxi
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(x) wanted to loose a best friend cuz they changed
(x) seen your dad cry
(x) been in a car accident
(_) touched a starfish
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) laughed during a sad scene in a movie/tv show
(x) hated your computer
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(_) laughed in the middle of church
(x) met your bf's parents
(x) had your bf meet your parents
(_) made homemade ice cream
(x) seen a moose up close
(x) done something you told yourself you would never do
(x) tripped up the stairs
(x) tripped down the stairs
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until a drink came out of your nose
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) cried in a movie
(x) woken up from a dream crying
(_) been hit by a car
(_) hit your parents during an argument
(x) hated an ex
(_) still like an ex
(x) have more then 10 pairs of shoes
(x) like sushi
(x) hated your life
(x) been to a concert
(x) liked someone younger then you
(x) liked someone older then you

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

I should be out in that driveway stopping you
Tears should be rolling down my cheek
And I don't know why I'm not falling apart
Like I usually do
And how the thought of losing you's not killing me
I feel bad

That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it
I feel bad that I don't feel bad

I can let myself be angry over wasted time
And sad about just throwing love away
I almost wish my heart was breaking
But I cant lie
All I want to do is turn the page
I feel Bad

That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it
I feel bad

That I don't feel bitter, alone
I just feel its time, its time to move on
I just gotta move on and on and on

Baby it's just I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb baby I hate it
I feel bad that I don't feel bad
No, I don't feel bad