soo kinda nervous for my new piercing .. is the lip that painful?

your my BESTFRIEND and your letting two girls who just start shit for no reason make you mad i`m sorry i`m fucking tired of holding it in i can`t fucking stand it anymore just kill me kep?

What if
I died:
I kissed you:
I fell:
I lived next door to you:
I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
I stole something:
I was murdered:
I cried:
I asked you to marry me:
I was hospitalized:

Would you
Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
Keep a secret if i told you one?
Hold my hand?
Study with me?
Cook for me?
Love me?
Date me?
Have sex with me?

More
When and how did we meet?
Describe me in three words.
What was your first impression of me?
What do you think of me now?
What reminds you of me?
Could you see us together forever?
When's the last time you saw me?
Do you have a crush on me right now?
Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

I`m in love with the thought of loving you bbg too bad you don`t see it and your stuck being pulled around by some stupid chick who doesn`t even have the gut`s to face me :/

Anorexia -
You have dry skin.
You only eat 1 meal.
You're very weak.
You hate your body
You did starve yourself
You have low self esteem.
You use laxatives.
You need to be skinnier.
People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
People think you are too skinny.
TOTAL: 2

- ADHD -
Your mind is all over the place.
You are hyper most of the time.
You barely pay attention to anything.
You cannot cooperate with people well.
You seem to never sit still.
You talk all the time.
You need attention 24/7.
TOTAL: 1

- Bipolar disorder -
You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.ish
You are very irritable.
You sometimes barely get any or no sleep.
You are/sometimes anti-social.
You have very high self esteem at times.
You are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
You have thought of /attempted suicide.
TOTAL: 5

- Bulimia nervosa -
You throw up all of your food.
You throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
You have no control over how you eat.
You use laxatives.
You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
You always say you are fat.
People think you are way too skinny.
TOTAL: 0

- Conduct disorder -
You can be a bully
You've threatened someone.
You often find yourself in fights.
You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
You have raped/molested someone.
You've destroyed property on purpose.
You've stayed almost out all night.
You have ran away from home.
TOTAL: 1

- Depression -
You are almost always sad.
You cry for no apparent reason.
You find no hope in your future.
You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
You sometimes find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
You can be anti-social.
You have low self esteem.
Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
You are failing school.
You have thought of/attempted suicide.
You have ran away from home.
Hope is no longer there for you.
TOTAL: 11

- OCD -
You have daily rituals.
You sometimes have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
You have to keep things in a certain order.
You have harmed yourself.
You are afraid you will get a STD, aids, or any kind of germs.
You have to check some stuff over again. (Ex: checking door repeatedly)
TOTAL: 0


- PTSD -
You repetitively have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
You sometimes think the event will happen again
You feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event
You can be anti-social.
You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
You worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
For fun you can have angry outbursts.
You can act younger than your age.
TOTAL: 4

- Schizophrenia -
You often have hallucinations
You have had very unusual, strange dreams or thoughts.
You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
You think people are always staring or talking about you
You have anxiety or fearfulness.
You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
You are very shy.
You often talk to yourself.
TOTAL: 7

OVERALL: 31/78

Thats how many months you'll need to spend in a Mental institution.

A sad story:
Mom: Wake up honey. Michael's downstairs waiting for you.

Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything!

Right when she said that Michael walked into her room smiling from ear to ear.

Michael: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving.

Sarah: Okay.

Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in.

Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football.

Michael: I know..

Then Sarah noticed that Michael was really pale-looking.

Sarah: Michael are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick..

Michael: Yeah; it's just my allergies.

Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet?

Michael: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay.

Sarah turned to look away from Michael.
She knew there was something wrong.
She has allergies and she doesn't look like that.
Then he reached out and held her hand.

Sarah: Michael your hands are so cold. I dont think you're okay tell me what's really wrong.. do we need to go back to the house?

Michael: I promise you baby; everything is okay.. they told me to go back tomorrow but I'm not going because there's nothing wrong with me.

Sarah: Michael you need to go! If they told you to then there is something wrong!

Michael let go of her hand and turned back to the road and didn't talk to her the rest of the way.
Sarah just looked at him.
They finally pullled up to the resturaunt and ate breakfast.

Michael: Did you bring your cheerleading stuff or do we have to go back to your house to get it?

Sarah: I have it.. do you really think you should go to football practice like that ?

Michael: Yes Sarah. I'm fine.

Sarah: If you say so..

Michael: Sarah, baby, would I lie to you?

Sarah: No...

They got back in the car and went to the field.
They got out and started practice.
Sarah was practicing a new cheer, but then out of no where she heard a boy yell,

"HE'S NOT MOVING SOMEONE CALL 911! HELP COACH!"

Right when she heard that she turned around and saw Michael on the ground just laying there, not moving.
She ran to him but her dad pushed her back.

Dad: No honey. You shouldn't be right here.

Sarah started to cry.

Sarah: Daddy. What happened? Is he okay?

Dad: Honey. Please just go back with your coach.

Sarah walked back and sat on the bench with her head in her hands while an ambulance came and took him away.
She got in the car with her dad and they went to the hospital.
When they got there his mom was already there and talking to the doctor.
They walked over and listened...

Doctor: You may want to sit down for this.

Michaels Mom: Is he okay?

Doctor: Ma'am.. your son has lukiemia. We can put him on treatments, but he might not make it because the cancer has already spread too much.

Sarah was shocked and began to cry on here dads shoulder.

Michaels Mom: Treatments?

Doctor: Well the treatments would cause hair loss... but it will help slow the cancer down.

Michaels Mom: But he's certain to die?

Doctor: Yes.. but we have had this surgery to clear out the clogs.. but it's possible that he will not make it.

Michaels Mom: I will have to talk to him about this. Can we see him now?

Doctor: Yes. One at a time though.

Michaels mom looked over at Sarah and hugged her tight she knew that Sarah loved him with all her heart.

Michaels Mom: You go first sweetheart.

Sarah: Are you sure?

Michael's Mom: Yes honey.

Sarah walked slowly to his room and turned the knob.
She just stood there, looking at him lying there weak.
He was so pale and he had tubes surrounding him.
It was painful for her to look at him.
Michael looked at her and weakly smiled at her.
She went over and kneeled down beside him.

Michael: Did they already tell you?

Sarah: Yes...

Michael: I'm sorry Sarah. I didn't want you to find out like this.

Sarah: It's okay; I understand Michael.

Michael: Baby I love you so much.

Michael reached up and slowly ran his fingers through her hair.

Sarah: I love you too Michael. With all my heart.. and I will be here for you 'till the end.
Michael: Im going to be okay Sarah.

The nurse walked in with Michaels mom.

Nurse: Its her turn now.

Michael looked at Sarah.

Michael: Bye baby.
Sarah: Bye.

Sarah kneeled down and softly kissed his cold lips.

Months went by and Michael lost his hair, but they were still deeply in love and Sarah was by him everyday.
Michael was getting worse to where he couldn't even play football, and the championship game was coming up.

Michael was sitting on Sarah's porch with her and her dad.

Michael: Coach.. I wanna play tomorrow.

Dad: Michael I know you do.. but I can't let you do that.. you'll get hurt.

Michael: No, coach. Please. This might be the last time on the field for me. I want to be able to play one more time.

Dad looked at Michael and then at Sarah.
Sarah nodded her head.

Dad: You're a strong boy, Michael, and very brave. I think we can do this.

Michael: Thank you so much coach.

Sarahs dad nodded his head.

Dad: So what are you two doing tonight?

Michael: I wanna show Sarah something if that's okay.

Dad: Of course; you two be careful.

Michael took Sarah's hand and lead her to his car.
It was completely dark outside when they pulled up to the football field.

Sarah: What are we doing here?

Michael: Follow me.

Michael grabbed a blanket and laid it down onto the field.
They both laid there looking at the stars.

Sarah: This is so beautiful.

Michael: I do this often. I wanted to show you the place I love.

Sarah: Do you remember the flowers you gave me on our very first date?

Michael: Sure I do; I gave you lillies; your favorite.

Sarah: Yeah... I'll never forget that day.

Michael: I want you to always remember something Sarah.

Sarah: What is it?

Michael: I will always be with you.. and I will always love you.. you're my one and only..

Sarah started tearing.

Sarah: I love you so much, Michael.

Michael: And I also want you to be happy.. I want you to marry someone, have kids, make a family, just live a happy life for me.

Sarah: No. I will never marry anyone.. im marrying you Michael

Michael: Just don't forget what I told you.

Michael leaned in and kissed her.
She pushed him off and jumped up

Sarah: You still think you can catch me?

Michael: Oh yeah. I'm stronger than I look.

Sarah: Then come get me.

Michael stood up and chaised her around the football feild until he finally caught her.
He laid on top of her and put her hands behind her back and held her there so she couldn't move.
Then it started to rain and they were getting soaked but they didn't care.

Michael looked deep into her eyes.

Michael: Who's the weak one now huh?

Sarah: Me (she giggled)

Michael: Remember what you told me that night when we were at dinner?

Sarah: No.. what?

Michael: You have always wanted to kiss in the rain with the one you love.

Sarah: Yeah?

Michael: Well your wish is my comand.

Michael leaned down and kissed her deeply.
He pulled away.

Michael: You're so beautiful.

Sarah: You're such a good kisser. (she laughed.. so did he)

Michael: I better get you home.

They got into the car and went home.
It was hard for them to sleep that night but they did.
It was finally the big day and they were all at the football field.
Michael had on all his football gear, and Sarah was ready to cheer him on.
The game began.
The crowd was going wild for Michael while Sarah was cheering her heart out for him.
The score was 36 to 36.
All they had to do was make one more point and they would win.
Michael had the ball and ran with all he had to the touchdown line and threw the ball down.
He had made a touch down!
Everyone was cheering.
They had won the game!
But for Michael.. he may have lost his life.
He fell to the ground trying to catch his breath.
Sarah ran to him and kneeled down over him.
He looked up at her gasping for breath.
Everyone was heading to field.
Her dad stood infront of them.

Dad: Back away.. give them a moment please.. that's my daughter's love.

Michael gently raised his hand and whiped her tears away.

Sarah: Don't die Michael.. I need you.. I love you..

Michael: I told you this was my dream to win the championship.. to be in the big game.. to die on this feild.. I made history.

Sarah leaned down and kissed him, knowing this was the last she would ever kiss him, the last time she would ever talk to him.
She had so much to say but had no time to say it.

Michael: I love you baby. Tell Mom I love her too.. and tell coach thank you.

Sarah: I love you Michael. I love you so much.

Michael: I'll wait for you.....

Michael's hand dropped and he let go.
He died that night on the football feild.
Sarah cried for 2 months straight.
Sarah was lying on her bed when her dad walked in.

Dad: Honey, it's been 2 months. Please get up. He would want you to have fun and be happy.

Sarah: I know..

Dad: Guess what.

Sarah: What?

Dad: They are building a new stadium. Isn't that great honey? Come on, I want you to come with me before they tear the old one down.

Sarah got up and went with her dad to the field.
They climbed to the top of the bleachers and looked down.

Sarah: It's like it was just yesterday. He was out there throwing the football, making that touchdown.

Her dad wrapped his arms around her and she began to cry.

Dad: I know baby., I know.

Then Sarah noticed something on the feild.

Sarah: Whats that daddy? Look. (Sarah pointed to the field)

Dad: Look like some flowers are blooming.

Sarah: Oh my gosh, daddy! Stop them! Don't let them tear this down! Please! Michael planted me something.

Her dad ran down there and stopped them.
Weeks later the flowers had bloomed.
Her and her dad went to look at them.
They were lillies that left a message saying, "I Love You".


If you have any heart at all and love someone this much repost this.
(OR if you cried)

45 or higher means your bad

1. smoked (X)
2. consumed alcohol (X)
3. slept in the same bed as the opposite sex
4. stolen weed
5. kissed someone of the same sex(X)
6. had someone in your room other than family(X)
7. Live at my brothers
8. got in a fight
9. done drugs(X)
10. had sex(X)
Total: 6

1. taken painkillers
2. taken someone else’s prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents(X)
4. lied to a friend(X)
5. snuck out of the house(X)
6. done something illegal(X)
7. cut yourself.(X)
8. hurt someone
9. wished someone to die(X)
10. Cried yourself to sleep(X)
Total: 13

1. missed curfew(X)
2. stayed out all night(X)
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself(X)
4. been to a therapist
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair
7. received a ticket
8. been in an accident
9. been to a club(X)
10. been to a bar
Total : 17

1. been to a wild party
2. seen the Mardi Gras
3. drank more than 4 beers in one night(X)
4. had a spring break in Florida
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish9X)
7. wore arm bands(X)
8. wore T-shirts with band names on them(X)
9. listened to rap(X)
10. owned a 50 cent cd
Total: 22

1. dressed emo(X)
2. dressed prep(X)
3. dressed punk(X)
4. dressed grunge
5. stole something(X)
6. been to drunk to remember anything(X)
7. blacked out(X)
8. fainted(X)
9. had a crush on a neighbour
10. had someone sneak into your room
Total: 28

1. snuck into someone elses room(x)
2. had a crush on your best friend.(X)
3. been to a concert(X)
4. dry humped someone
5. been called a slut(X)
6. called someone a slut(X)
7. installed speakers in your car
8. broken a mirror
9. showered at someone of the opposite sex's house
10. brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush
Total : 32

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favourite rapper
2. seen a R-Rated movie(X)
3. cruised the mall(X)
4. skipped school(X)
5. had surgery(X)
6. had an injury(x)
7. gone to court
8. dine and dashed
9. lit something on fire(X)
10. lied about your age(X)
Total : 39

1. owned/rented an apartment.
2. broke the law in polices presence
3. cheated with someone
4. got in trouble with the police
5. talked to a stranger
6. hugged a stranger
7. kissed a stranger
8. rode in a car with a stranger
9. smoked pot(X)
10. sexually harassed someone.(X)
Total : 41

1. met face to face with someone you met over the internet
2. stayed online for 12 hours straight(X)
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight(X)
4. watched tv for 12 hours straight(X)
5. been unfair(X)
6. been called a bad influence(X)
7. drinked and drove
8. prank called someone(X)
9. laid on the couch with someone of the opposite sex
10.cheated on a test
Total: 47

TOTAL: 47

BEDROOM SURVEY
NO LYING!!
Do you have the following in your bedroom/dorm room:

Condom: yes a few
Cell phone: hells yeah
Chair/stool: yepp
Book shelf: well of course
Dresser: yepp
Computer/laptop: one day
Bean bag : No hhaah
Pictures: i think so ?
Mirror: well if i didnt i wouldn`t live well it`d suck
Bed: no i`m a fucken hobo i live outside haha yeah i do
Clothes on the floor: haha yeah
Surfboard: lol nope
Smoke detector: Nopee
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: lol nahh
Locking door: No i wish
Bottle of water: nope i`m bone dry
Black light: nope haa
CDs: Yeah i`m a fananitic
iPod: Yeah in my bag
Flag: lol nahh
Any sign: Yeah
Real Gun: lmao noo
Lighter: no
Cigarettes: nope i quit =]
Pot: nahh
Any drug: no haha
Alcohol: lol nahh
Books: Yeah
Stereo: Yeah haah
Television: Not yet
Gum: i dont even know
How many windows do you have in your room? 1 and i still havent figured out how to break the screen
What is the colour of your walls? white and pink e.e
Your curtains? blue
Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom? My room and bathroom haha
What color is your bed sheets? dark blue
Your bedspread or comforter? bedspread
whats on your walls? a poster thingy
Has the opposite sex slept in your bed? nope .
Has the same sex slept in your bed? Yes many time`s =]
Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you? Friends me lmao