ugh what the hell..
i feel so shitty again..this sucks so much ass
i skipped the whole day today
and i shouldnt have ugh i feel so stupid now
its so lame..i shouldnt have like..UGH i should just die
i swear to god id be doing everyone a fucking favor
then no one will have to deal with my stupid fucking whining about how shitty i feel..
no one even READS these things anyways what the fuck is the point of me writing this..
they were just words
but they fucking cut like a blade
and now these scars that im trying so hard to ignore
start to bleed and sting
theyll never heal
and it fucking hurts to say that.
i want them to leave forever
i wish you were here
to pick off the scabs
love is not like anything
especially this fucking[/b] knife
I THOUGHT I LOST MY BOOK BUT I DIDNT CAUSE IM COOL
a static lullaby
alien sex fiend
as i lay dying
behind crimson eyes
bleed the dream
coheed and cambria
cradle of filth
cry of the afflicted
funeral for a friend
hanzel und gretyl
It dies today
Jimmy eat world
lords of acid
POISON THE WELL<333
taking back sunday
the agony scene
the bithday massacre***<333333333
the black halos
VELVET ACID CHRIST<3
2 new shirts
2 new pants
4 soon to be concert tickets
...bad habits never change. :|
why is everyone so emo and upset =(
so like yeah today i spent the whole day with josie, sarah, blake and JAKUB <3
it was so awesome..
i love him so much....
we got better at that emo thing HAHA 5 seconds tops man..it was good shit haah
You were my little baby girl,
I knew all your fears.
Such joy to hold you in my arms
and kiss away your tears.
But now you're gone, there's only pain
and nothing I can do.
And I don't want to live this life,
If I can't live for you.
In 2003, Love pleaded not guilty to felony drug charges related to possession of painkillers. In February of 2004, an arrest warrant was issued for Love after she failed to appear at a preliminary hearing; the warrant was subsequently rescinded when she appeared in court on February 18. She released her first solo effort America's Sweetheart just eight days earlier on February 10.
Early on the morning of March 19, 2004 Love was arrested in New York City for allegedly throwing a microphone stand and hitting a man on the head. Earlier in the night, she appeared on The Late Show with David Letterman and flashed her breasts at David Letterman six times.
On her 40th birthday, July 9, 2004, she missed a scheduled court appearance relating to an attempted break-in at a boyfriend's house and was found in contempt of court. Her attorney later said she missed the appearance due to medical problems; later in the month she appeared in court and was sentenced to an 18-month probation and drug rehabilitation program.
In August of 2004, Love alienated some fans when she allowed a bill for a message board tied into her website to go unpaid. Love had agreed to pay (and had been paying) the bill though the board was owned by a fan, which she had decided to reimburse in order to influence aspects of the website's design and usage. The site is now separately managed and no longer affiliated with Love.
Love recently regained the custody of her daughter after beginning a state-enforced rehabilitation program, although it is still in jeopardy due to a possible drug-related incident which is the subject of current legal action.
On August 19, 2005, Love admitted using drugs in violation of her probation terms. The rocker-actress was ordered into a 28-day drug treatment program by a judge who initially said "my belief was that you need to go to the county jail."
"one problem, he didnt ask me out yet"
"YOU DIDNT ASK HER OUT YET YOU FAGGOT" LMAO
i just make everything EVER so subtle.
there are so many things id like to explain to you
i know youd never listen
i know youd never care
im just another forgotten memory
once upon a time, in a land far far away, there lived a cheese farmer...her name was kaitlyn.
she farmed the best cheese in the land
until one day
an old decrepid woman ran over her cheese crops with a motor powered chair, in the wrong direction of the cheese traffic.
i love kaitlyn shes the best =D