What can one say about themselves when really all they know is what they've learned so far and I have learned quite a few things some good some bad but I still don't know why it rains when you have this AMAZING day planned and I still don't know why hurt is such a great part of life but I do know this....I know that no matter where you go no matter what you do you always have to be you...yes lying will get you somewhere in life but it will not get you where you want to go it will get you to some dead end lonley road where all you have is yourself I've seen it happen time and time again people lying through there whole life and one day it all catches up to them so who they were claiming to be is not who they are....If you aren't proud of who you are and what your about then how can anyone else be proud of you? I've learned that family is something that we should we should be proud of because they are always there for us they always have our back our front and both sides they would not think twice about taking a bullet for us even though sometimes we makes mistakes and let them down one day they will forget about it and one day they will belive in you again! I have learned that God---the Creator is always with us even though we may lose God...God will never lose us no matter where we go no matter what we do God always is there through thick n thin! Friends...Friends....some may come and some may go but at the end of the day when were all alone and have no one a friend is one that will pick up the phone and talk to you even if it's 4am and they gotta be up at 6 he he he....

All we got in this world is....
#1.God
#2 Family
#3 Our Word
#4 Friends.....

And I would want to lose any of them for the world!



Sometimes when I'm alone I cry,
cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life and take no form.
I cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had a ear to confiding,
I would cry amoung my treasured friends,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast,
and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes....
I cry
and no one cares about why!
--------Tupac Shakur-------------

Its a sad world we seem to live in these days people dying and crying in the streets...and all we do is look down upon them! I volunteer at a homeless shelter and there is where I find my greatest strength one may say why? why would you find your strength in a place where others would think it would be a place they would not ever want to be...I find my strength there because day in day out you see people...people struggling just to survive...worrying about where they will sleep that night yet still they smile......they laugh....they find the pride within themselves to smile even when there hurting so bad...shoot the worst things I have ever cried about are breaking up with some dumb ass guy...yet I see these people people with no place to call home some with not even a blanket to cover them at night and they always seem to find the strength even when it hurts so bad...this is why they are my strength because they defy all oppsticles and carry on! So next time you see a homeless person walking down the street don't ignore them if you can't help them at least give them some common courtesy and a smile...that will make there day a little easier....:)
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I wrote this poem one day sitting in the lobby watching this one guy stare off into space...

Blank Eyes:

Blank eyes ,
troubled lives,
no place to go to sleep at night.
Unbearable pain runs through ones vains,
hoping one day it all might change.
A twist of fate,
no longer ashamed of who they are,
and where they live.
No longer alone,
having a special place to call home!
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An Angel wrote:
Many people will walk in and out of your life,
but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head.
To handle others, use your heart.
God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.
Keep this going............
Proverbs 17:17

I love NATIVE men!! OHhhhhHhh sooOooOooO SExxxY!



Don't drop till the beat STOPS!!!! ehhhHHH


Damn straight...who wants to bang a sack of bones....MORE CUSHION FOR THE PUSHIN' BIOOOOOTCH! lol


ALWAYS AND FOREVER!


the simple things in life!


So true!!

YOU BETTER WALK ON MY LEFT CAUSE MAN YOU AIN'T RIGHT!!!

my little sister


My mommy!

This song is Deicated to my mommy!! I LOVE HER TO BITS AND BITS ANNNNNNNND BITS!!!!!!

"Somebody's Hero"- Jamie O'Neal

She's never pulled anyone from a burning building
She's never rocked Central Park to a half a million fans, screaming out her name
She's never hit a shot to win the game
She's never left her footprints on the moon
She's never made a solo hot air balloon ride, around the world,
No, she's just your everyday average girl (but)

She's somebody's hero
A hero to her baby with a skinned up knee
A little kiss is all she needs
The keeper of the cheerios
The voice that brings Snow White to life
Bedtime stories every night
And that smile lets her know
She's somebody's hero

She didn't get a check every week like a nine-to fiver
But she's been a waiter, and a cook and a taxi driver
For twenty years, there at home, until the day her girl was grown
Giving all her love to her was her life's ambition
But now her baby's movin' on, and she'll soon be missin' her
But not today, those are tears of joy runnin' down her face

She's somebody's hero
A hero to her daughter in her wedding dress
She gave her wings to leave the nest
It hurts to let her baby go down the aisle she walks right by
Looks back into her mother's eyes
And that smile lets her know
She's somebody's hero

Thirty years have flown right past
Her daughters' starin' at all the photographs
Of her mother, and she wishes she could be like that
Oh, but she already is

She's somebody's hero
A hero to her mother in a rockin' chair
She runs a brush through her silver hair
The envy of the nursing home
She drops by every afternoon
Feeds her mama with a spoon
And that smile lets her know
Her mother's smile lets her know
She's somebody's hero




MY FAVORITE MAN IN THE WHOLE WORLD! My God Son TREY!! I LOVE YOU LIL MAN!!


keisha and nataya


keisha the definition of love



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Love is when . you miss him
even before he leaves when you
could listen to him talk all night and
never get tired of hearing his voice
when the sound of his name will
send chills down your spine
and you see his smile
the second you
close your
eyes


the love of my life



I never really knew what true love meant until I met him...he can bring me up like no one else can and he shows me all the time how life is unpredictable...the bars may hold him now but one day I will be the only one to hold him and when that day comes I will never look back....

Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own (will), is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things



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I Will Be
Christina Agularia
Mmm...

The world seems so cold
When I face so much all alone
A little scared to move on
And knowing how fast I have grown

And I wonder just where I fit in
Oh the vision alive in my head
Oh yes

I will be
Strong on my own
I will see through the rain
I will find my way
I will keep on
Traveling down the road
Till I finally reach my dream
Till I'm living, and I'm breathing
My destiny, yeah yeah

I can't let go now
Even when darkness surrounds
But if I hold on, yeah
I will show the world
All the things that you never expected to see
From little old me, this Pittsburgh girl

And I wonder just where my place is
Close my eyes and I remind myself this
Oh yeah yeah
I will be
Strong on my own
I will see through the rain
I will find my way
I will keep on
Traveling down the road
Till I finally reach my dream
Till I'm living, and I'm breathing
My destiny, ohh

It comforts me
Ooh it keeps me
Alive each day of my life
Always guiding me
Providing me
With the hope I desperately need

Well I gotta believe
There's something out there meant for me
Oh I get on my knees
Praying I will receive
The courage to grow and the faith to know

That I will be
Strong on my own
I will see through the rain
I will find my way
I will keep on
Traveling down the road
Till I finally reach my dream
Till I'm living, and I'm breathing
My destiny






Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

Yesterday meant something or at least it did to me but I guess our past is just a ghost that only I can see I wish you could look back on the years and say it wasn't all that bad...