These mist covered mountains
Are a home now for me
But my home is the lowlands
And always will be
Some day youll return to
Your valleys and your farms
And youll no longer burn
To be brothers in arms

Through these fields of destruction
Baptisms of fire
Ive watched all your suffering
As the battles raged higher
And though they did hurt me so bad
In the fear and alarm
You did not desert me
My brothers in arms

Theres so many different worlds
So many differents suns
And we have just one world
But we live in different ones

Now the suns gone to hell
And the moons riding high
Let me bid you farewell
Every man has to die
But its written in the starlight
And every line on your palm
Were fools to make war
On our brothers in arms

White Rabbit- Jefferson Airplane

One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all
Go ask Alice
When she's ten feet tall

And if you go chasing rabbits
And you know you're going to fall
Tell'em a hookah smoking caterpillar
Has given you the call
Call Alice
When she was just small

When men on the chessboard
get up and tell you where to go
And you've just had some kind of mushroom
And your mind is moving slow
Go ask Alice
I think she'll know

When logic and proportion
Have fallen softly dead
And the White Knight is talking backwards
And the Red Queen's off with her head
Remember what the Door mouth said.
Feed your Head, feed your Head!

back from ontario and feeling great
too many funny stories to tell so if u wanna hear im gonna have to see ya cause there's everything from alberta boys and billy talent to x-ray machines and the zoo!

k
to everyone i don't see bye and to those i plan to not talk to after i get back haha bye

o and im hungry

ONLY 4 days left with little old me

then im gone on a long needed vacation avec the bestest best friend carl and my homeboyz in ontario except its my grandma so nothing exciting will happen BUT im sure there will be some roast beef involved at one point or another, so in conclusion

so long and thanks for all the fish

was a weird book so good thing i didn't read it and gave it to allison to read but im sure she forgot i did and lost them all...but thats beside the point, cause i am happy to leave but might...just a little...miss at least TWO people

guess who they are and you get something special
and guess which city im going to and you get something even MORE special

k so i saw an adam sandler movie for the FIRST time in theaters....ya it was CLICK, perhaps the most dramatic movie i have ever seen and i'd definetly see it again cause damn if there was ever one of his movies worth buying its this one, everyone in the theater cried except me and fay
no not from laughter
from drama
i know,
adam sandler?
drama?

its like the OC with rob schneider

but in the end it was a great movie...and aladdin cried and adam and jill and patty and of course andreas and me and fay realized we have no hearts but you know what maybe our hearts are so big that we realized that the whole movie isn't meant to be a lesson but a joke on what happens when you ignore your family


so conclusively

go watch it

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

And though I know all about those men
Still I dont remember
Cause it was us baby, way before then
And were still together
And I meant, every word I said
When I said that I love you I meant
That I love you forever

And Im gonna keep on lovin you
Cause its the only thing I wanna do
I dont wanna sleep
I just wanna keep on lovin you

And I meant every word I said
When I said that I love you I meant
That I love you forever

1. smoked x
2. consumed alcohol X
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex X
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5. made out with someone of the opposite sex X
6. made out with someone of the same sex
7. had someone in your room of the opposite sex X
8. bought porn
9. watched porn X
10. done drugsx
SC0RE: 7

11. taken pain killers X
12. taken someone else's prescription medicine
13. lied to your parents X
14. lied to a friend X
15. snuck out of the house x
16. done something illegal X
17. cut yourself
18. hurt someone X
19. wished someone to die X
20. seen someone die X
SC0RE: 8

21. missed curfew x
22. stayed out all night X
23. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself x
24. been to a therapist x
25. been to rehab x
26. dyed your hair
27. received a ticket
28. been in a wreck
29. been to a club
30. been to a bar x
SC0RE: 5

31. been to a wild party
32. seen the Mardi Gras
34. had a spring break in Florida
35. sniffed anything
36. wore black nail polish
37. wore arm bands
38. wore t-shirts with band names X
39. listened to rap X
40. own a 50 cent cd
SC0RE: 2

41. dressed gothic
42. dressed prep x
43. dressed punk x
44. dressed grunge x
45. stolen something X
46. been too drunk to remember anything
47. blacked out x
48. fainted
49. had a crush on your neighbor
50. had someone sneak into your room
SC0RE: 5

51. snuck into someone else's room
52. had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. been to a concert X
54. dry humped someone
55. been called a slut x
56. called someone a slut X
57. installed speakers in your car
58. broke a mirror
59. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house x
60. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
SC0RE: 4

61. consider ludacris your favorite rapper
62. seen an R rated movie in theaters X
63. cruised the mall X
64. skipped school X
65. had an eating disorder
66. had an injury X
67. gone to court
68. walked out of a restaurant without paying
69. caught something on fire X
70. lied about your age x
SC0RE: 6

71. owned an apartment
72. cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73. cheated with someone
74. got in trouble with the police x
75. talked to a stranger X
76. hugged a stranger X
77. kissed a stranger x
78. rode in the car with a stranger X
79. been sexually harrassed
80. been verbally harrassed X
SC0RE: 6

81. met face to face with someone you met online
82. stayed online for 12 hours straight
83. talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84. watched tv for 12 hours straight x
85. been to a fair X
86. been called a bad influence X
87. cursed X
88. prank called someone X
89. laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex X
90. done drugs other than alchohol, marijuana, and cigarettes x
SC0RE: 7

91. cheated on homework X
92. held hands with someone of the opposite sex X
93. been pushed into a pool
94. played pool X
95. watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96. had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. had a crush on someone younger than you X
98. wear eyeliner
99. skinny dipped
100. laughed at someone who was seriously hurt) X
SC0RE: 5


TOTAL OF ALL: 55

10-20: Goody-Goody
21-30: A little rebellious
31-40: Getting hot
41-50: Rebel
51-60: Bad Girl/Boy <---YAY!
61-70: Bitch
71-80: Can't believe you made it this far, asshole
81-90: Damn
91-100: Fucking badass

k so i lost all my clothes....now i have these pimping converse shoes from jovons house...its pretty sweet but awkward at the same time, man i should go home

1. Initials:
AEE
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
i actually don't know anyone
3. Where was your first kiss?
on a cliff...should've jumped, no JK it was ok
4. For or against same sex marriage?
For...but why is it even an issue?
5. Are you straight?
you betchya.
6. What is your favorite color?
RED and black only cause my guitar is black (except the love stains)
7. Do you believe in God?
yup
8. How many Canadian Provinces have you been to?
5
9. How many of the Canadian Provinces have you lived in?
two
10. Have you ever lived outside of Canada?
Scotland England Ireland Netherlands GERMANY and the US
11. Name something you like physically about yourself.
my fat lacking skills
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself.
my jokes...cause only i find them all funny
13. What's your mom's first name?
Selina
14. What is your dream car?
Porsche Carerra GT
15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
Germany
16. Have you ever had a sleep over with someone from the opposite sex?
not on purpose
18. Do you download music?
every 22 seconds
19. How many illegal things have you done?
counting J-walking...2, not counting J-walking...2
20. Where would you want to go on a first date?
Food...then if shes good or not, home to sleep...ALONE
22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
Alex last night....but i don't think he meant it
23. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
Tomro i swear
24. Do you like president Bush?
hes good with some coriander
25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
nope
26. Have you ever white water rafted?
yeah yeah
27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
umm ya when i was 12...i was like wtf are boobies
29. Have you met a real redneck?
ya...he was pretty cool i guess
30. Are you racist?
Sometimes
31. What song are you listening to right now?
nothing right now
32. What is your current favorite song?
Look what you've done-JET
33. What was the last movie you watched?
V for Vandetta....the 2nd time's alwayz better
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Jovons
36. Have you ever vandalized someone else's property?
Jovons
37. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
Jovon
39. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Mouth....its all they talk about
40. Do you like yourself?
hell ya im sexy...if i was gay i'd totally do me
41. What do you usually order from Tim Hortons?
Soup
44. Say something totally random about yourself.
if i close my eyes i can't see you
45. Do you have an iPod?
nope
46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
nope
47. Whats your dad's name?
Emad
48. Do you have braces?
Nope..one day though
49. Are you comfortable with your height?
Few more inches would be sweet
50. Do you like someone right now?
hell ya
51. How tall are you?
6'2"
52. Do you speak any other language other than english?
Arabic, German, and sign language..but you don't speak it
55. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Yeah
56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
grandpa
57. Do you watch MTV?
no...video killed the rock star
58. What's something that really annoys you?
angry people...you have to be happy to be my friend!
59. What are some things you really like?
GUITAR HOCKEY...and all my memories on and near whyte..
60. Do you like Michael Jackson?
i guess he's cool
61. Can you dance?
nope...i don't even try
62. Have you ever surfed?
No
63. Do you know how to pump gas?
Yup
64. Do you drive?
With my learners!
65. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
like 6....and then had to leave for summer school at 7...ya i didn't wake up
66. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
ya when i had cancer
67. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
Not yet...
68. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
ya i came to school with pants on....damn i suck
69. What's your favorite country?
Germany and canada in close second...but damn do i hate French Guyana

so 11 dayz, if we're in that is, it'll be

BATTLE OF THE BANDS!!!

k
so today's my sister's birthday
he turns 18
no that wasn't a spelling mistake my sister is a man....he grows more facial hair than me but only because he took steroids at a young age (which explains the breast size) But other than that he's exactly the same as me...o but i have a penis o and he has blonde hair and a deeper voice and darker and umm....his name bacwards is saerdna

so basically

we all have a sister

except for KT cause her name backwards is TK (pronounced "Tick")

How many songs? 550

Sort by artist
First artist: A flock of seagulls
Last artist: Yngwie Malmsteen

Sort by song title
First Song: 1.2.3.4
Last Song: Zwitter (by rammstein)

Sort by time
Shortest Song: The Happy Song
Longest Song: Xanadu

Sort by album
First Album: 13 Songs (Fugazi)
Last Album: a lot of blanks, but the last one before is Rocking The Free World (Yngwie Malmsteen)

First song that comes up on shuffle: Money, Money, Money (ABBA)

How many songs come up when you search for "sex": 0
How many songs come up when you search for "death"?: 1
How many songs come up when you search for "love"?: 14