i wanna love me thinkin of you thinkin of me type love
or me tellin my friends more than i ever admitted to myself about how i feel about you type love or
hating how jealous you are but loving how you want me all to yourself type love
or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to my last name
shit i wanted to see how far i could make it without callin you and i barely made it outta my garage
i want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep thenwonder if shes dreamin about us being in type love or who love the other more or what shes doin at this exact moment or slow dancin in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts
closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good could hurt so much when shes not there and
shit i love not knowin where this love is headed type love
and check this i want to paste those little post-it notes all around the house so she cant guess how much i love her type love then not have enough ink in my pen write all the hints i love about her love type love and hope i make her feel as good as she makes me feel and i wanna deal with my friends makin fun of me the way i made fun of them when they went through the same type of love type love
only difference is this is one of those real type loves
and just like in high school i wanna spend hours on the phone not saying shit
and then fall asleep and then wake up to her right next to me her smell all up in my covers type love and iwanna try countin the ways i love her only to get half way and loose count in the middle just so i hav to start all over again and i wanna celebrate on of those one month anniversaries even though they not real anniversaries but doin it just cuz it makes her happy type love

- shihan van clief


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