IM THIS GIRL......

I am the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you

I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant....

I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...

I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything...

I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes....

I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one....

I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...

I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...

I'm the girl who's heart jumps when your ringtone on my phone comes on...

I'm the girl who really does want to be FRIENDS after a BREAK up...

I'm the girl who WONt kick you in the balls for fun, I know it hurts

I'm the girl who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason...

I BELIEVE IN YOU! EVEN IF NO ONE UNDERSTANDS!!



what can I say, I live in mission, kind of a small town girl but not all that innocent. im roughly 5"9' and have short brown hair and eyes that change from blue and brown. I used to be quite the pacifist but lately due to circumstances i've gotten alot more confrontational... although i still do a lot of play fighting wit my friends. I like to wrestle its a good way to get out the fustrations of life without actually hurting yourself or anyone else. yeah thats about it. :)And the small fact that i am a hopeless romantic.....



Homophobia

i am the girl kicked out of her home because i confided in my mother that i am a lesbian.
i am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
i am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
we are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
i am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family i have ever had. i wish they could adopt me.i am not one of the lucky ones. i killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. it was simply too much to bear.
we are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
i am the person who never knows which bathroom i should use if i want to avoid getting the management called on me.
i am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children i bore, nursed, and raised. the court says i am an unfit mother because i now live with another woman.
i am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
i am the father who has never hugged his son because i grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
i am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized i was transsexual.
i am the person who feels guilty because i think i could be a much better person if i didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
i am the man who stopped attending church, not because i don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
i am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the boy who killed himself after his boyfriend died in an attack.
I am the boy who faked sick because I was afraid to see what was written on my locker today.
I am the boy who helped viciously attack his gay friend, because he didn't want his other friends to know that he had been seeing him.
I am the boy who's afraid to look another boy in the eyes, because of what he might think.
I am the boy who gave up on life because I never really knew what it was like to have one.

repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.


this USED to be me. have to keep reminders close to heart so you dont fall into the same rut over and over again.

Music: I'll listen to almost anything although my favs are Meatloaf, Rammstein, and
Hoobastank, Billy Talent, AFI, Alexisonfire, Dallas Green (no making fun of me for
that ash lol), Panic at the disco, The Used (old stuff), my chemical romance (old
stuff), HIM, Hedley, Anitflag, Coheed and Cambria, Something Corporate, Atreyu,
Rolling Stones, Motly Crue, Rise Against, Rascall Flatts, Tiger army, Disturbed,
DDR music, Cascadia

nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, and laugh it off.
take chances and never have regrets; why?
because at one point, what you did was what you wanted.

Outdoors: Camping, hiking, and swimming. I like most sports but dont tend to play
because I'm severly accident prone. Fishing is
another one i like.

Me and Alli.
Being called a loser for being a girl guide!! fucking rights for girlguides!!!!

Top Ten Reasons Why Beer Is Better Than Jesus
10. No one will kill you for not drinking beer.
9. Beer doesn't tell you how to have sex.
8. Beer has never caused a major war.
7. They don't force beer on minors who can't think for themselves.
6. When you have beer, you don't knock on people's doors trying to give it away.
5. Nobody's ever been burned at the stake, hanged, or tortured to death over his brand of beer.
4. You don't have to wait 2,000+ years for a second beer.
3. There are laws saying that beer labels can't lie to you.
2. You can prove you have a beer.
1. If you have devoted your life to beer, there are groups to help you stop.

Fighting with big sharp rocks


Quotes:
He who does not think himself happy is not. -- Anonymous
I am not bound to please thee with my answers. -- William Shakespeare
The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently. -- Friedrich Nietzsche
The Christian resolution to find the world ugly and bad has made the world ugly and bad. -- Friedrich Nietzsche
Well, if crime fighters fight crime and fire fighters fight fire, what do freedom fighters fight? They never mention that part to us, do they? -- George Carlin
The great masses of the people... will more easily fall victims to a great lie than to a small one. -- Adolf HItler
-- Dane Cook
Patience has its limits. Take it too far, and it's cowardice. -- George Jackson
Be to her virtues very kind. Be to her faults a little blind. -- Matthew Prior
People are more violently opposed to fur than leather because it's safer to harass rich women than motorcycle gangs. -- Unknown
What's the point of worshipping a forgiving god if you're just gonna be good anyway? -- Matt Milby
-- Marilyn Monroe
We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves. -- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
Cats are intended to teach us that not everything in nature has a function. --Unknown
We are made to persist. That's how we find out who we are. -- Tobias Wolff
My theory of evolution is that Darwin was adopted. -- Steven Wright
Millions of words are written annually purporting to tell how to beat the races, whereas the best possible advice on the subject is found in the three monosyllables: 'Do not try.' -- Dan Parker
Calendars are for careful people, not passionate ones. -- Chuck Sigars
I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth. -- Umberto Eco
Everything is soooo EPIC -- Carmen Petersen and Adam Coward


Peircings, they are amazing and can make any person more attractive!!


Time Killers: Coffee with friends, listening to music, drawing, writing, reading, Playing
certain video games (Zelda, dynasty warriors, super smash bros, DOA, and
strikers), Watching friends play video games that i cant figure out, Talking
and walking with friends, Movies, MSN, and surfing the net, CHARLIE THE
UNICORN!!.



MEN'S ENGLISH:

1. I am hungry = I am hungry
2. I am sleepy = I am sleepy
3. I am tired = I am tired
4. Nice dress = Nice cleavage!
5. I love you = Let's have sex now
6. I am bored = Do you want to have sex?
7. May I have this dance? = I'd like to have sex with you.
8. Can I call you sometime? = I'd like to have sex with you.
9. Do you want to go to a movie? = I'd like to have sex with you.
10. Can I take you out to dinner? = I'd like to have sex with you.
11. I don't think those shoes go with that outfit - I'm gay

Fav lyrics at the moment:

"Stigmatized" - The Calling

If I give up on you I give up on me
If we fight what's true, will we ever be
Even God himself and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back, shouldn't keep me from you

Chorus:
Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized

I can feel the blood rushing though my veins
When I hear your voice, driving me insane
Hour after hour day after day
Every lonely night that I sit and pray

Chorus

We live our lives on different sides,
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized

We'll live our lives, We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives I know we're gonna find our way

I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I Believe in you, and I don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our lives on different sides

We're gonna live our lives
Gotta live our lives
We're gonna live our lives
We're gonna live our lives, Gonna live our lives, Stigmatized

I dont know who came up with this but it is the ebst lil pic i have ever seen




*A wise girl kisses
But doesn't love
Listens, but doesn't believe...
& Leaves before she is left*

any one who is an annoyance or egocentric.

Homophobics, and hypocrites (although everyone is at one time or another).

Bigotes and anyone who is rascist.(thats the worst) no offence, live your life your own way but i HATE it when people inflict their opion on others.

The people who come to your door to convert your religion.
Guys who confuse you when you like them.
When you cant figure out how to respond to a person
Always trying to be politically correct
People who compare how bad their story is to how bad yours was, and make theirs worse
When bands go all bubblegum
Not knowing what someone is thinking when they are staring at you
Trying to make things work when it is pointless
When people have the nerve to say that cancer is a form of population control and that the government actually has a cure for it
Ex boyfriends who talk to you after telling you that they hate you and never want to see you again.
Fears and the oh so amazing way that they creep into you rmind and you life when you least expect it.

Having so many emotions and feelings running through your heart and not knowing what to do about them


I used to believe that god existed.
I used to believe that everyone had some good in them.
I used to believe that if you were nice people were nice back (sometimes, not all the time).
I used to believe that religious people had reasoning in them (very few do).
I used to believe that talking to people was easy.
I used to believe that I could read peoples personalities.
I used to believe that being kind was the best way to go.


When a person breaks you heart and doesn't give a shit about you. Loves that could never be

I hate being told 'everything will turnout in the end' your probably right that it will but that sure as hell doesnt help ANY of my current dilemas now does it. smartass!

In solitude I wander....
Through the vast enchanted forest
The surrounding skies are one
Torn apart by the phenomenon of lightning
Rain is pouring down my (now) shivering shoulders
In the rain my tears are forever lost