im fun loving and unique, but i will do whatever it takes for my friends and family. im loyal and do my best to be honest even if it seems kind of harsh. ill do anything spontaneous and crazy.

laura - my best friend and big sis
alyssa - my lil sis
liz - my lil sis from another miss
alex - coolest gothic dude i know been friends since forever lol
shane - love the tattoo, good guy
chelsey - an awesome girl
chrissy - family friend and a great chick
shelby - ur 2 cute lol
randy - i love you so much thanks for spoiling me(but quit calling me PRINCESS!!! lol)
albert - buddy from timeu he so cool il always remember that party hehehe
sicily - mans best friend lmao
brett - ur such a sweetheart
nick - such a hellraiser lol
mark - my cuz from the thorpe
shawna - my adopted big sis
jess - randys big sis shes so cool
timmy - ur an ass but a cute one lol
angela - timmys gf (yes i have a friend named same as me wierd eh?)
emmy - such a lil angel (as far as we know) hottest goth chick ever
larry - u crazy bastard lol
mikey - crazy like his bro but a sweetheart 2
stephani - love yah girl we go back a loong ways
tenille - we been thru alot ur grreat! lol PENIS hehehe
kyle - BIG BLUE all the way rock on man lol

this is a work in progress n will be updated frequently i promise(ur not forgotten ok??) jeez calm down lol

CATS and all animals in general except for little spiders theyre creepy, meeting new people, concerts, outdoors activities, chinese food, hanging with friends, cuddling(i know i know im a sucker for affection shut up already), music, sketching, salvador dali, travel, um stuff, iunno lol.



my son braydon

my bro bobby

MY HONEY AND OUR NEPHEW DOMINICK

My honeys hot truck


this is why i love my honey even at work he still finds time to say i love you xoxo







Reasons We Like Guys Just The Way They Are....

1) They've got that comfortable place on their shoulder that's perfect for snuggling into while we fall asleep
2) They're enthusiastic about our bodies, even when we're not.
3) They're beyond enthusiastic about snuggling and cuddling.
4) They fall in love so hard, once they finally fall.
5) the feel of a newly shaved cheek.
6) Bravery around waterbugs and flat tires.
7)Their unapologetic lust for a nice hunk of beef or chocolate cake.
8) They're at peace with their bodies, except for maybe some minor anxiety over height, baldness and/or penis size.
9) Their ability to solve problems simply by throwing a ball around.
10) The glimpse you get, when they wear their baseball cap backward, of their inner Little Leaguer.
11) How tender they get when they cry, and how seldom they do it.
12) What they lack in talk, they tend to make up for in action.
13) They make excellent companions when driving through rough neighborhoods or walking past dark alleys.
14) They really love their moms.
15) They remind us of our dads.
16) They don't mind accompanying a woman to a party even thought she looks like a movie star and they look like the chauffeur.
17) Their genuine ardor for tinkering with things, changing oil, and assembling stuff-- jobs any intelligent woman can do, but would be nuts to volunteer for.
18) They never care what their horoscope says.
19) They rarely lie about their age, weight, or clothing size.
20) How awestruck they are in the face of a Wonderbra or a homemade chocolate chip cookie.
21) How cute their butts look in jeans.
22) how sexy their hands/wrists can look in certain jewelry.
23) How much they like us just the way we are.

Things that girls want......(yah man this is so true lol)

1. Get kissed in the pouring rain
2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A guy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away
8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A guy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
14. A guy who is loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look
19. A guy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
20. A guy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
21. A guy that tells you everything honestly
22. A guy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who he is against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been
26. A guy who tells you that your smile makes everything better
27. A guy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet
28. A guy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A guy that will just randonmly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance
32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a fuck and would still tell you that you are amazing to him
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries away
35. A guy who tells you, you make his day better, just for being you FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"

FAKE FRIENDS: never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."

FAKE FRIENDS: Will put the weed away for later when you're falling asleep.
REAL FRIENDS: Will slap you in the face and say "We still got an 1/8 left Asshole !!"

FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out

"What I've done"

In this farewell
there's no blood
there's no alibi

cuz I've drawn regret
from the truth
of thousand lies

So let mercy come
and wash away

What I've done
I face myself
to cross-out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done

Put to rest
what you've thought of me

Well I clean this slate
with the hands of uncertainty

So let mercy come
and wash away

What I've done
I face myself
to cross-out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done

For what I've done
I start again
and whatever pain may come
today this ends
Im forgiving what I've done
I face myself
to cross-out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done

What I've done

What I've done

Forgiving what I've done

"what might have been"

Sure I think about you now and then
But it's been a long, long time
I've got a good life now, I've moved on
So when you cross my mind

(I/So/And) try not to think about
What might have been
'Cause that was then and we have taken different roads
We can't go back again, there's no use giving in
And there's no way to know
What might have been

We could sit and talk about this all night long
And wonder why we didn't last
Yes, they might be the best days we will ever know
But we'll have to leave them in the past

That same old look in your eyes
It's a beautiful night
I'm so tempted to stay
But too much time has gone by
We should just say goodbye
And turn and walk away

No, we'll never know
What Might Have Been


"If Everyone Cared"

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive

"Before He Cheats"

Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleached-blond tramp,
and she's probably getting frisky... right now,
he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey...

Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick,
showing her how to shoot a combo...

And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seat...
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Right now, she's probably up singing some
white-trash version of Shania karokee..
Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk"
and he's a thinking that he's gonna lucky,
Right now, he's probably dabbing 3 dollars worth of that bathroom Polo...
And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seat,
I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

I might saved a little trouble for the next girl,
Cause the next time that he cheats...

Oh, you know it won't be on me!

Ohh... not on me...
Cause I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seat...
I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Ohh.. Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats...


I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

Sticks and stones may break your bones when there's anger to inpart. Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart.

People who drink to drown their sorrow should be told that sorrow knows how to swim.



"stupid boy"

Well she was precious like a flower
She grew wild, wild but innocent
A perfect prayer in a desperate hour
She was everything beautiful and different

Stupid boy…you can’t fence that in
Stupid boy…it’s like holdin’ back the wind

She laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice
And that’s what happens when the only voice
She hears is telling her she can’t
Stupid boy
Stupid boy

So what made you think you could take a life
And just push it, push it around
I guess to build yourself up so high
You had to take her and break her down

She laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice
And that’s what happens when the only voice
She hears is telling her she can’t
Stupid boy
Stupid boy

You always had to be right
And now you lost the only thing that ever made you feel alive

She laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice
And that’s what happens when the only voice
She hears is telling her she can’t
Stupid boy
Stupid boy
Oh I’m the same old, same old stupid boy

It took awhile for her to figure out she could run
But when she did, she was long gone, long gone

stupid boy...




"How To Save a Life"

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life