[DISCLAIMER]: This post contains a very angry rant. This rant is aimed at someone in particular. With any luck, posting this here means that she will NEVER read it. I just need to get this off my chest. If you do not want to read an angry rant I am posting into the void of the internet, please leave now. I don't care if anyone at all reads this, I really don't.
I have to start by asking a simple question: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?
Are you really such a fucking sociopath that you don't understand how much this hurts me? Or do you just legitimately not give a fuck?
We have talked SEVERAL times about our feelings for each other.
I understand that there are certain ethical concerns that mean that we officially can't be anything more than friends, but since when has that stopped anyone?
Yes, our conversations have ended differently each time, from deciding we couldn't get away with it, right up to, the very last time we talked when we both fucking agreed that we would hang out when you got back from holiday, and see where things went.
THAT WAS FUCKING WEEKS AGO!
The night before you went on holiday I stayed up until 2am talking to you, about, among other things our feelings for each other. I stayed up until 2am, knowing full fucking well that I had to get up at 5am to take my friend to the airport, after which I went home, went to bed, and got up 45 fucking minutes later to say goodbye to you before you left. I didn't have to do it, but I did, becuase I care about you.
After all this, I wait for you while you're away, thinking that when you got home, we will actually do what we said we would do.
The first day I see you after you get back from holiday, you tell me you had been up until 2am the previous morning because your boyfriend was sick...
WAIT A SECOND... WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK? YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?????
Yeah, that hurts like a motherfucker, yeah, it does. And you don't seem to get it. Fuck this.
Then, you and your boyfriend break up, and me, being a fucking idiot, tries to make sure you're okay, only to get brushed off, and told everything is okay.
And that brings us to today, where you still have not made any fucking recognition of what we said before you went away. NO FUCKING ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF ANY KIND!
Yeah, I'm fucking hurt.
Oh, and, you're trying to act like everthing is just fine all this time, like we're just supposed to be fucking friends.
FUCK YOU!
I guess this is just what I get for actually being a nice, kind, caring guy.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be 'your girl'.
I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you.
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if I'm too tall or too short for you.
I'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.
I'm sorry if my hair isn't just the way you like it.
I'm sorry if I'm not the 'hottest' girl you have ever seen.
But most of all...
I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this, put this on your page.
If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to put on yours
and you would never make your girl feel this way,
Ok, so, today was basically the best day ever.
I went on a day trip to Edmonton, to see my best friend ever.
We followed a little alien to WEM, and almost got lost, then got lost about four more times driving around the city trying to find different places.
We had a ridiculous quest to get her tongue pierced (birthday present from me).
And, in the end, all in all, basically, best day ever.
I miss you so much already Stephanie, it's not fair.
I love you!
Would you hold me?
Would you hug me?
Would you hold my hand?
Would you be there if I was down?
Would you care if I was gone?
Would you miss me if I left?
Would you care if I died?
Would you kiss me?
Would you tell me you love me?
Would you call me?
Would you chase me if I walked away?
Would you be my girlfriend/boyfriend?
Would you put your arm around me around your friends?
Would you come over if I asked you to?
Would you let me take you out?
Would you let me pick out new clothes for you?
Would you accept a compliment if I gave you one?
Would you smile if I kissed you?
Would you talk about me to your friends?
Would you play with my hair?
Would you do me?
Would you defend me if someone said something about me?
Would you go to sleep with me?
Would you put this in your blog for me to answer it?
This new layout really annoys me, so I'm probably not going to be on here much at all anymore.
Facebook me. Aaron King-Moore
I just got home from getting my wisdom teeth pulled. I am confined to bed for at least a day. Textings would be most appreciated.
403-816-2909
there are times when you really wish for a friend to talk to, when you feel like all your problems would just dissappear if you could have a nice friendly conversation with one of your friends...
well, now is one of those times, i'm feeling almost as bad as i did last night, when i was almost in tears, and the worst part of it is that, i don't have a damn clue as to why
OK, so Halo 3 beat the record for release day sales of ANY entertainment product in history, selling $170 million dollars worth in the first day...
Wow, that's pretty damn impressive...
Smell her hair....Talk to her in movie theatres....Hold her hand while u talk....Tell her she looks pretty....Look her in the eye when u talk to her....Tell her stupid jokes....Let her mess with ur hair....Just walk around w. her....Look at her like shes the only girl you see...Tickle her Even if she says stop....When she starts swearing at u,tell her u love her....Let her fall asleep in ur arms....Get her mad,then kiss her....Tease her...Let her tease u back....kiss her enough, but dont over kiss her....Stay up w. her all night when shes sick....Watch her favorite movie....Kiss her forehead....Write her letters....If she asks u 2 go 2 a show with her,go....Let her wear ur clothes.....When shes sad,hang out with her....Buy her ice cream....Let her take all the photos of u she wants....Kiss her in the rain And when u fall in love w. her tell her....what ever she says, just say yes
if your a girl repost this as "The Sweetest Things A Guy Could Do"
if your a guy repost this as "I'd Do This For Her"
if you dont repost this in 4 minutes you will loose the one you love.
