"Well it's full speed baby
In the wrong direction
There's a few more bruises
If that's the way
You insist on heading
Please be honest Mary Jane
Are you happy
Please don't censor your tears
You're the sweet crusader
And you're on your way
You're the last great innocent
And that's why I love you
So take this moment Mary Jane and be selfish
Worry not about the cars that go by
All that matters Mary Jane is your freedom"

unhappiness only lasts for awhile, and adjusting to change is hard but you have to know that you will get through it.
every day is a new day, and even if its a shitty day, you have to take a deep breath, and know that you will be going to bed and waking up to start a new day soon.
your insecurities will only take you into a black hole and you will do many many things that you regret, so realize that your beautiful and get over it, before you regret ALOT.
anger only leads to hurting the people who you love most, so keep it to yourself and you won't lose anyone.
keep your loved ones close to you because you never know when the last time you see them will be.
don't trust anyone with your life, unless they trust you with theirs.
when someone is mad at you don't nag them, it only pushes them farther and farther away. the next thing you know you don't exsist to them anymore.
realize life is worth living, if your going through a rough time know that you will get threw it, don't resort to something that could leave you scars for the rest of your life.
your past is your past. no matter how many horrible things you went through forget about it and you will realize that your future will be alot better.
wait never search, because what your searching for is never there. its what is supposed to happen that will come to you.
people come and people go, let go of the ones who do not need you in their life, because holding onto them hurts so so much more.
if something makes you happy stick with it. your dreams and goals will take you to amazing places so do ANYTHING to get them.
be the best that you can be, and you will see that the people who get to know you will except you and love you for who you are.
in the end your life will be filled with people who would do anything for you. even if your not their yet,
have faith you will be soon.

"my mind be racin', and I don't even know what I'm chasin yet
been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see that
it's me where the complications at
but I'm layin back, prayin' that, you get that piece of mind of me
I thought I was right, but really I'm wrong, but again I was too blind to see,
I was in the fast lane chasin my dream,
and then it seemed when the fame and cash came, they just got me,
goin crazyyyy, lately I been so faded trying to erase it,
but I just can't cause the drama just grows greater,
and I been in so many collisions by puttin shit off till later.
I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery,
man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets,
It Ain't my fault cause I, try to get away but trouble follows me,
and still I try so hard, hopin one day they'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain, sleet, hail, snow
but until then, I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough
it's like I'm takin five steps forward, and ten steps back
tryna get ahead of the game but I can't seem to get it on track
and I keep runnin away the ones that say they love me the most
how could I create the distance when it's supposed to be close? And uh,
I just don't know but I be out here fightin demons and
it's like the curse that I can't shake this part of Cleveland and
lord, would you help me?
and stop this pain I keep inflinctin on my family
hustlin and gamblin, drinkin' and scramblin'
and losin sight of what I supposed to be handlin'
it's hard to manage cause every days a challenge and man
and I'm slippin can't lose my balance and tryin not to panic"