sometimes i wish i were every other pretty girl
they all call me crazy for it..but we al have dreams
i mean its not like i intend to rip off their skin and paste it onto mine..theoretically or literally
i may not be pleased with who i am at all. but i HAVE come to realize
jealousy gets you no where but further from the truth of who you really are
and im sick of wasting time trying to find out who evryone else is that i idolize
while i could be finding my own inner beauty and stregths
and possibly even accept who i am and
even better love who i am
i mean i cant be all that terrible if i have friends that love me
and say they love me because
i know they would never lie to me
and i love them all for being hnere with me to help me open my eyes and discover how beautiful eveything and anything can be..
beauty is not all we see..physical apperance is NOT the only form of.....beauty....
she lurks much much deeper[/color]
i believe in karma good and bad...
i love surprises...the good kind..
and the best advice i ahve ever been given and ever will give
life is like a shit sandwich,,,,you can eat it,,,or starve
some how no matter WHAT the situation, i always find a way to make things harder or awkward
how can i expect to KNOW what i want when "masculine' guys are unattratcive yet are great company and girls in general are fucking scary but have the most entrancing features
..i must say i am fucking torn and am considering standing a Asexual....laugh if you must ..i agree my case is quite comical
im so colourful it will make you shit rainbows
Put your vivking helmet on spread the maynonaiseon the lawn-robot chikin
one thing that i absoloutley despise
when people use the same lines for every lover they connect with
and sing the same serenades for sensuals they come to love
why not embrace how you feel about that one person at that one moment
FUCK repeats change is essential
do you remember the days when you used to count beauties for fun...spin around in circles to get the feeling of spun.....
Your imagination was the perfect drug
every crush you had felt like true love
The mind of a child so innocent and pure
the wide world around us all to endure
now there is more
much more to see
the excess has taken over
nothing left is free -ME
It wil NEVER get old to me..fuck all the other flavours, LEE you are my life saver, i wouldnt be here if it werent for your will to care and help, i love you so much
Gothic jesus!!! Damn he's one fine ass....
My new Lover..his names misery the clown, he's perfect, better than any real boy......except lee he's perfect <3
I will let you down.
i will make you HURT








