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| malena || single | seventeen || school |
`bonjour, no i'm not going to write something to make me seem utterly amazing, so i will not waste my time on trying to be cool and making my name something really fucked up like MenaMorphine! MalenaxMurder. because you know what? i grew out of that ;D
so i'm malena, prit'shit name i know. i'm not from edmonton, sorry for playing a little mind game -- i'm just sick off old ugly guys asking me to meet them some where.. and no i don't want to cam2cam with your small penis :\ i'm a lord of the rings fanatic, sure go and make fun of me. i'd rather be a loser than some fucking whore. i'm not a bitch, and please don't message me something that makes you look like a retard. :\ "spellin lik dis, cuz u think ur so cool"...nuh nuh, you look challenged. anyways, i'm in grade twelve, and i'm taking it next year again. i'm currently learning russian, german, spanish, and cree. i'm native, i may not look it-- but i am. my favorite pokemon is pikachu. i'm bisextual. i had a HUGE crush on jessica rabbit and cybersix.. one of my favorite movies is the silence of the lambs. i also tend to make up my own words because the english dictionary can suck it (x yeah i'm a total nerd, i'd rather stay home playing the game, or watching a movie than partying - you know why? .. i'm smart xD usually once you offend me, and i lose interest -- its quite hard to gain that back. if i'm taller than a guy, or heavier -- its a turn off (x lmfao. i'd rather be the shorter one. i really dislike the gangster type :\ .. i think they need belts (x i've been through enough that i can see little mind tricks or a lie from a mile away. i also hate it when people use my kindness against me, so if you try and peer pressure me, or try and use a guilt trip, you lost my respect (:..i'm also a dying breed of the people who still give high fives! ;D and no, i'm not a dinosaur that goes 'rawr'...also rawr doesn't mean i love you :\ means fuck off in lion Cx i have a big heart, but an even bigger heart for animals...to confess, i'm actually a really big softy.. i also don't think i belong here, in this 'world'...i believe i should be attending hogwarts not high school, or i should be out there stealing from the rich and giving to the poor like robin hood..i'm still a kid at heart...and i never want to grow up. it doesn't take a lot to entertain me.. only due to the fact 90% of everyone i encounter is either a pot head or is at a great desire to exceed themselves as exceptional .
so i like watching people fucked up on drugs ..or parading their own individualism. Why can't i ever meet people that want to CHANGE the world. that want to feed thousands of starving children. that want to help girls that are stuck in prostitution. that want to spread any word of faith ? everyone is so stuck on how they look. with what they have. judging others with haste. beating, raping, murdering.. all for the sake of wealth ? money is materialistic. Life is not. abolishing our only source of vitality is far more at fault. nobody cares about our earth, our mother. i see such a decline in civilization, how calamitous...i believe in people, unfortunately; they don't believe in themselves

message me something pretty. (:

oh squiggly line in my eye fluid.
i see you lurking there on the periphery of my vision.
but when i try to look at you, you scurry away.
are you shy, squiggly line?
why only when i ignore you, do you return to the center of my eye?
oh, squiggly line, it's alright, you are forgiven..(:

- matt wilkie, i will always miss youu,
there isn't a moment when i don't think
about you, you were always there for me
and i just wish you could have stayed.
i love you, and you will always remain in
my heart. rest in peace my love.

this town has its claws buried in my neck. this town, it takes lives, without mercy, without hate
the streets are in distress. the sun suffocates behind darkened skies. the grass is growing on top of my feet. i'm sinking, won't be long, before i'm too deep to run. the line up seems endless. underneath the salvation signs. we are the dead ones, we are the lost cause. we are the bend before the break. our steps seal our fate. because this city, this city is haunted. by ghosts. ghosts. from broken homes. homes. because this city, this city is haunted. and there's no hope. hope. left for these souls. souls. every step i take i leave a small piece of myself behind. soon there will be nothing left. the cracks in the pavement, match the cracks in their weathered skin. the sky's a brick wall, the ground's a juggernaut. each day they get a bit closer between them, i am caught. i stare in amazement, i can't believe this is where i live. every breath i take i feel my lungs seal. this breeze feels more like shards of glass i'm more scars than skin. because this city, this city is haunted. by ghosts. ghosts. from broken homes. homes. because this city, this city is haunted. and there's no hope. hope. left for these souls. souls. our steps seal fate, our steps seal fate. this is our celebration. come join the lost souls. this city, this city is haunted. oh! walk with us. oh! down. walk with us. this city, this city is haunted. by ghosts. ghosts. from broken homes. homes. because this city, this city is haunted. and there's no hope. hope. left for these souls. souls.

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