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ABOUT ME

Not lots to know about me i have a dark and well fucked up past so well i dont want to talk about it. I tend to be lazy in school cause im smart and pass my classes even tho i sleep all the time. I have had one serious relationship in the last year and i got fucked over in the end of it and it sucks really really badly. Cause i wasnt just fucked over by her i got fucked over by my best friend, my close friends and even by some of my family. I am in a complicated relationship. haha not sayign more need to actually find out but lets say i been hurt to much and dont want to be anymore, so everyone is on a thin line. but well i cant think of more so well thats about me

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Killing is murder, unless done in great numbers and to the sound of trumpets and that is valor!
one of my favorite quotes

SONGS

This is only a few of my songs i have about 20 songs and well i haven't typed them all up so well that what im going to work on

Drug of You

Its about f*cken time only took how long
to realize that it is time to let you go
to release you from this cage of me
I cant get over myself


You are my drug, one i cant live without
one that is killing me inside out
so i guess its time to let you go
Time to move on to get rid of my addiction
One that will last forever


All this time i thought my
problem was you but as it turns out
my problem was not letting you go
my own pride and self riotousness
made me blind to teh painful truth


Time to take the first step
time to let you go
time to release you from this cage
time to let you fly like the angel you are
Time to let you go and wait
for you to come back to me


The pain this ordeal will cause
is horrific but needed
needed for me to fix this wrong i've done
Needed for me to ever hope
for you to come back to me


For this pain like my love will be forever
cause it is time i let you go
for like the days we are changing
but before i go and dry my tears
Give me one last kiss, for this is forever
One last Kiss for this is forever


The flight of an angel off in the distance
Forever never to return. So give me
One last kiss for this is forever
Time to let you go to return on your own
Forever to regret and for ever to love
So give me one last kiss for this is forever.


Return To Me

why did it happen?
why did i love you so?
what made you lose it all?
why do i feel so alone?


Cause you alone can fill this addiction
only you are strong enough to calm my thirst
cause u are a drug, one strongest when fresh


this is sometihng i long for
something i will never get for it is just outta reach
an unending need in an unending hole


why cant i be free of this
it causes such pain i should just end it all now
just let it flow out of me never to return


but then i would have to let it all out
but i aint ready for that i still have more
more that is planned, one i cant fight


for like them i have left it to him
i fight a fight never to be won by the immoral
one that cant end. only stalled


finally i drain it away.
it flows down the gutter never to return
cause like water it mixes with life, changing


this is the end this is good bye
so be free, flow like the rivers.
never to return, cause this is good bye


Good Bye return to me...


Love...

what is love???
where does it come from???
why do we have it???
whats the point???


a few questions i ask myself every day.

this weekend i finally found the answers

what is love??? well its the undying affection. the unending or wavering care for another person. some one who is like a drug. one you cant live without

where does it come from??? well it comes from your heart, either that or it comes from God. cause there is no way on earth something so great and so special could ever just come from us humans. it has to come from something that is greater then us. and well our hearts are made in likeness of God so then it must come from our heart if God himself doesn't give it to us first.

Why do we have it??? we have it because God loves us so should we not be able to love others. and then eventually find someone out there who we can become one with... God made Adam and Eve, he made them as one. and he made them in his likeness so should we find someone to complete us.

What is the point??? the point. well that's for you to find out. The point for me is to share my life with someone who wants to share theirs with me. after that i cant tell you anymore.

BASICS

Height:184 cm - 188 cm (6'1" - 6'2")
Weight:78 Kg - 82 Kg (171 lbs - 180 lbs)
Birthday:July 03, 1990
Sexual Orientation:Heterosexual
Dating:Single and looking
Location:Canada
Join Date:05:21pm | Nov 16, '08
Profile Updated:05:37pm | Sep 15, '09
Last Active:12:22am | Jan 23, '10