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" im really turtle-like..i really love to just eat and sleep "
- Rachelle Ray

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it doesn't matter how many shooting stars you've seen
or how many four leaf clovers you've picked.
it doesn't matter how many pennies you throw into the fountain
or how hard you cross your fingers.
they're all worthless because you know as well as you should that
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i'm not a perfect girl;
my hair doesnt always stay in place,
i spill alot of things and im pretty clumsy
but when i think about it&take a step back,[/color]
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&that maybe..
i like being
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Friends <3. stary skys. Camping. Cuddling. Love. Summer & Fall. Fireworks. Inside jokes. Sleepovers. Partys. All nighters. banana leaf. Pumpkin patch picking <3. smell of leaves. Cool crisp air. Good feelings. Rain. Wishing on stars. Tattoos. My friends. Icecream&freezies&chinese food. Greys anatomy, Gilmore girls, The OC, miami ink, One tree hill. Movies. Scratch and Wins. Thinking alike <3. dates. ‘our’ simple life. Music. Boozing. Cooking. Thunderstorms. Making snow angels. Fresh snow. Being afraid of the dark. Walking while snowfall. His scent. Mascara. NAPPING. Drunken heart to hearts. Busrides. Sweatpants&sweaters. Being one of the guys. Getting moody around 10pm. Singing. Being a geek&laughing. Being allergic to dairy, but eating icecream anyhow. Being a Hopeless romantic. Being shy. Dane cook. Dallas green. Being nervous. Old re-runs of 90210+Wonder years. Chilliwack lake. Freckles. Straight teeth. Being stubborn. Family. My sweatpant&movie Friday nights. Those kisses on the forhead. Falling fast&hard. Getting my way. Wearing my heart on my sleeve. Reading. Pink&turquoise&white. Being independent. Christina Aguilera. Caring for other ppl. Writing. Spelling American.[/font][/color]





Being sick. Not graduating and being delayed over a year. Crying. Drama. Expecting the worst. Not being good at expressing how im feeling. Feeling out of place. Being told what to do. Being uncomfortable. Being shy. Getting my hopes up. Sunburns. Spiders. Rain. Being lonely. Being wrong. Onions&mustard. Pauls Uncle..CREEEPY. Over thinking. Over analayzing. Not being able to sleep. When kelc and I fight. Wanting to run and hide from my fears. Being left out. Bees. Splinters. Beer. Secrets. Being overly sensitive. Having scares. Being afraid of the dark. Feeling like crap. When my dogs hair is everywhere. Having my heart broken. Not being able to trust easily. Being told I look cute when im angry. When my music skips. Not having anything to do. How most guys just want ass. Being used. Being led on. Headgames. Sneezing. 95% of the female population. Being thirsty. Needles. When my mp3 battery dies. Being so mad that I shake. Not being able to break things when angry. The phrase “I don’t know “. Cold wind. Cooking. Waking up late. Waking up at the crack of dawn. Losing things. Disrespectful men. Smokers&chewing tobacco. Liars. Closeminded people. Girls who say their fat..when their not. Heavy metal. HOT heat. Tornados. Sad endings. Immature people. Getting depressed. [/font][/color]

watching the stars at night, there's nothing that I'd rather do

the moon is the only light, that I can use to look at you

so let's make this memory last, of this night that we've come to claim ours

i promise I'll never forget, such a perfect night under the stars
<3

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aww kelc..i have the worst memory ever..i was reading my comments which reminded me to update you in here..im suprised u put up with me! its been a long 4 years..yet theyve flown by so quickly. i love you soo much. u and i have our ups&downs..but we know we're there for eachother when we need it the most...we give eachother a
call, and in the next 10mins we're together annoying one another to make ourselves forget what we came out to forget about. we're goina be together till the dieing day..whats that i wrote in your yearbook? "we're like white on rice, always stickin together" or something stupid like that? WELL ITS TRUE! love you babe..
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You know when you have that certain someone;
they're so close, yet so far away & it seems all you want to do
is talk to them. even for just a second. or make them laugh.
&know that you were on their mind for a moment
& every little thing reminds you of them. & you just want to run
all the way to where they are & be held in their arms
forever.
It's so hard when you want to see that one person everyday,
and when you do,
you don't know what to say.
When you have so many things to say,
but you don't know where to start.
You wanna tell them how you feel inside.
But you just can`t put it into words.

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