lonesome it's a feeling more then that.
it's feeling isolated with your thoughts,
driving you slowly crazy. All you want
to do is see someone, or talk to them
but even though they listen are you
really being heard? temporarily maybe.
Then after your words are all in vein,
because they quickly fade away and it was
all just a waste of breath. In the end
your just left to be lonesome and alone.
Over thinking, mind overloading, thoughts
overwhelming. Being driven insane with
my thoughts and fears, wish it would stop,
wish it would just end. Sadness over powering,
wanting it to stop, trying to help, but it's
not good enough. I can't help I don't know
how. Starting to feel helpless, I wish I knew
what to do or say, just want everything
to be ok. Thoughts going faster, racing
faster and faster. Won't stop, can't stop,
wish it could. Fears taking over, I want
to hide from them, run away and never
come back. Please let me know my
fears won't become real, that's a feeling
I don't want to feel ever again. Save
me from my thoughts, save me from
myself, brain please just go to sleep.
Let me rest, I don't need this stress.
I wish to sleep, and awaken in a better
place, where I needn't have thoughts or
fears taking over my mind. Where I don't
feel the need to run and hide, I don't have
to fear that you'll leave my side. I love you
I know it's true, I need to let go of my past,
I know I do, but my past it haunts my very
thoughts, it's why I can't stop over thinking.
Still being driven insane, thoughts just leave
let me rest, trying to get over the past,
i'm really trying my best. I just need your
help to fight the fears, stand by me and
keep me safe, take me to a happy place.
Two people that love each other, that
share their love with a child or more.
Close friends that are inseparable
and love each other to the ends
of the earth. Blood means nothing,
family is much more. Family are
those who are there for you
no matter what. Through the
good and the bad times, through
you're best and worst. Family
is people who u feel completely
comfortable around, and you even
sometime make a fool of yourself
around. Family are those who even
when you let them down with disappointment
and they help you along rather then judge
you. Family is having those special
traditions that a family has, like
putting up the tree together for
Christmas. My family means everything
to me, and i'm glad your not part of
it. You had your chance and screwed up
so screw off and leave me to be with
my family that I love. Family Is Forever <3
my story has been erased so many times over before,
but now I will write in ink to make it last.
I want to get rid of the hurt in the past,
so it's now time to open the door.
let my mind at ease, I feel at peace,
am I dreaming or awake?
I can't believe this isn't fake.
Gave my heart to the one before,
he then slashed it in front of my face
and shoved me out the door.
This time feels different,
now I feel safe.
My heart races, and beats fast now it's
back in it's place.
you helped me put my heart back,
and now I feel alive once more.
this isn't even close to the time before,
but so much better and much more.
I hope find what those call impossible,
for to me it is possible.
I'll fight for it to the ends of
the earth till I can have it as my own,
my heart no longer feel like stone.
I'm so glad when you're here,
for u make all my sadness
and fears disappear.
You took my heart to help
it mend, this is my story
I hope for it to never end. <3
Mother
She has created life
And thats no easy task
She has endured pain like no other
But it was worth it
Her child is as beautiful as the open skye
Her smile is sweet
Her laugh innocent
Her mind pure
She is a mere reflection of her mother
She is caring, responcible, and loving
Her skin soft
Her eyes endless
Her personality perfect
Perfect for me
I am glad to call her mine
deds to fuck face and heartless bitch! D: listen to the lyrics
