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01:40am | Jan 10, '10 | Public

Why should it matter..your the one who let him go, how could you expect him to stay around..

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Seriously ?

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10:30pm | Jun 16, '09 | Public

Humanity, i ask you!

Do people really have nothing better to do with their lives than sit around and bitch about people they don't even know?
Quit judging someone by how they look, your not that great yourself, dumbass.

except for chris brown..he really does look like a douchebag.

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xDXDXD

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09:49pm | Jun 07, '09 | Public

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i'll always love this song <3

04:21pm | May 31, '09 | Public

Always

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BWAHAHAHAH

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11:30pm | May 29, '09 | Public

o-o
soooo
kayla FINALLY
has a new cell!!! YAY
unfortunately i have no ones numbers anymore
sooo
add me up

1-306-716-2641
and give me yours
^___^

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Inhale.Exhale.

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05:48am | May 27, '09 | Public

You are worth so much more than this...

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05:01am | May 27, '09 | Public

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY

1. Do you do drink every weekend?
no haha

2. Is the last person you kissed a good kisser?
fuck yea

3. Ever kissed somebody of the same sex?
yup
lots
4. Would you ever get a piercing 'down there'.
fuck yea!

6. Is there someone you want to fight?
noo

7. Whos the one boy/girl you've ever fallen the hardest for?
S.p

8. Do you sing in the shower?
lots

9. Anything in your room your wouldn't want your parents to find?
no.. im pretty sure they dont give a fuck lol

10. What song would you want played at your funeral?
the most inappropriate song EVER

11. Ever puked on somebody?
yea >.< im sorry travis

12. Ever been puked ON?
too many times

14. Do you think anyone has a crush on you and is too afraid to tell you?
pfft doubt it

15. Have you ever had sex in a chair?
yes

fun

16. In a public place?
yes

17. Have you ever bought anything from a sex shop?
lots of things

18. Are you racist?
not at all

19. Ever thought you might be gay?
no haha

20. Woke up without pants on and forgot what happened the night before?
yes. it was nothing bad though

21. Ever stolen something worth over 50$?
nope never stolen a thing

22. Ever considered cheating on your boyfriend/girlfriend?
i've cheated in past relationships.

23. What's the most terrible thing you've ever done to someone?
no idea

24. Have you ever participated in an orgy?
not yet

25. Have you ever worn the same pair of underwear for longer than 3 days?
hahahah nooooo

26. Do you think you'd make a good model?
i have modeled, however there are much more talanted ladies out there

27. Have you ever shouted the wrong name during sex?
noo.but i want to .. just for fun xD

28. Do you read Cosmopolitan?
haha i do sometimes

29. Do you ever wish you were the opposite sex?
ive had my moments

30. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
lots \m/

31. Do you ever think you're un-attractive?
everyone has there moments,

32. If you got the chance to sleep with any celebrity who would it be?
Marco Hietala

33. Have you ever written a romantic poem for somebody?
often

34. Has anyone ever made a poem for you?
yupyup

35. Ever been suspended from school?
nope

36. When did you first start noticing the opposite sex?
lol long long ago

37. Have you ever injected a drug?
for me to know.

38. Would you ever actually kill somebody?
i dont think i could

39. What's the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?
lots of things, but i try not to dwell on that shit

40. Do you ever act out of jealousy?
i have >.<

41. Have you ever been paid to strip for somebody?
yes..>.>

42. Have you ever kissed somebody with a name starting with "A", "K", or "L"?
yes

44. Do you take other people's secrets seriously?
yup, most times

45. How many people in your life have told you they were IN love with you?
..lots..but i dont think most of them were serious

47. Have you ever made yourself throw up to get skinny?
haha no

48. Have you ever done magic mushrooms?
not yet

49. Have you ever done meth?
ew no

51. Have you ever felt like you were being used?
yup

52. Do you own any pornography?
hahahahha yea

53. Have you ever forgotten to put on underwear and then worn a skirt?
no, ive dont it on purpose..for bfs? but never in public ><

54. Have you ever been "walked in on"?
haha yes

55. Have you ever started a rumour about somebody?
no,

56. Would you ever want to become a stripper?
i think it'd be fun ^_^

57. Do you think "that's what she said" jokes are funny?
depends

58. Have you ever gotten a hickey somewhere other than your neck?
yep

59. Are you shy about your body?
for the most part.. no >< kinda am lately

60. Have you ever madeout with a pillow?
hahahhahahahahahha.....no no i have not

61. Have you ever given a lap dance?
yes

62. Your weirdest fetish?
masochist? but thats not that weird? blood?gore? horror movies! xP now you all know ><

63. Favorite physical feature on yourself?
i dont really know

64. Have you ever hooked up with someone who was 10 years older than you
yes. dont you judge me .. lol

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A New Design

03:28am | May 26, '09 | Public

Can I lock myself outside this?
Can I reach myself inside?
Can I turn my back forever?
And never wonder why?

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Blue hair, and munroe

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05:46am | May 21, '09 | Public

Soo not quite as vibrant as i wouldve liked, and these are not the greatest pictures, but meh, it shall do. :P

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Walking on Air

01:05am | May 20, '09 | Public

Do you know what it's all about
Are you brave enough to figure out
Know that you could set your world on fire
If you are strong enough to leave your doubts

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it and you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly so high and you'll be walking on air
You feel this unless you kill this
Go on and you're forgiven
I knew that I could feel that
I feel like I am walking on air

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Recommend. 'Beautiful' song.

09:38pm | May 18, '09 | Public

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fu-ckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to beat this pain
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fu-cking man servin'
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

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Dreamcatchers couldn't catch me when i'm fallin'

08:53am | May 17, '09 | Public

You May Not Be Jesus Anymore.. But your still my saviour..
because there is nothing wrong with love..
only the lack of it..

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08:45am | May 14, '09 | Public

i lied. nights shit.

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I Love You

07:18am | May 14, '09 | Public

I really don't know how you do it baby , but you do it amazing. You can make me smile on the darkest of days, i love you. What an extraordinary night.

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Late Night Shaninigans

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09:00am | May 06, '09 | Public

Sooo During kaylas boring night she pierced her right ear again, and gave herself a monroe. Of course this was done with real piercing needles and tools as my mom owns them. My ear didnt hurt so much as sting and my monroe was the most frustrating thing since the needle went in at an angle it was challenging to get the piercing in

only four more piercings i need to get
-my 3 way bellybutton
-my nose

Life is good, and pain is great once in awhile!

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