I am me take it or leave it!
I dont care to much about what people have to say about me im never going to change so get use to it
Partying with firends always turns my crank
Family i would die without them in the end its all you really have right?
Hate people that have nothing better to do than to sit there and talk smack about the rest of the world...but oh my when the tables are turned does shit ever hit the fan
You could say im a easy going fun loving person but dont get me wrong i have my moments but who doesnt right?
My life is my business if i wanna share i will... if not but out!
Guys well dont even get me started first of all i dont need one to be complete, i am quite content doing it on my own, most are the same tho they lie and cheat, i have yet to find one to prove me wrong....but when the day come i will swollow my pride and eat my words.
Kids...well if you dont like kids then im not the person for you..My little girl is my world and always will be number one!!!!
My dirtbike is my life if you know me you know that will never change, me and biking have been together alot longer so dont think your ever going to come first sorry but thats just the way it is
Trust well lets see i trust no one i have this huge brick wall up followed by a stop sign and red light...very few have yet to break through that wall and if you have consider yourself very dear to me.
change well change is good in some aspects as far as i am concerned i will never change for anyone nor should anyone ever have to change for me, you either love it or hate it, but in the end its always going to be the same, so suck it up and deal with it or move on
I am very blunt i say it how it is...i say what i think and i mean what i say pretty much sums it up, if you dont like the truth then im not the girl for you.
Friends well i would rather have 1 true friend then a bunch of back stabbing bitches that are never really going to be there for me in the end....Nicki you are my best friend i love you to pieces! you have always been there for me and i hope i can always do the same for you! so many good times with you hun and so many yet to come!
But with all that said i am a good person with a kind heart, i just dont like being fucked over, i can kinda come off strong at first but once you get to know me you'll see a softer side!
Anyways thats me!

*Victory is always possible for the person who refuses to stop fighting*
A LITTLE MORE ABOUT ME.....
Accidents.
01. Ever been in a car accident?: yes totaled my car in sept 07
02. Have a lot of scars?: i've got a few.
03. Ever been in a fist fight?: yes to many times
04. Ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake? i dont think so
05. Ever had stitches?: alot

Beauty.
06. Consider yourself beautiful?: ummm i guess
07. Self-conscious of how you look? At times
08. Put on a lot of make-up?: No, not alot.
09. Ever consider getting plastic surgery? Never
10. What makes a person beautiful?: Personality.

Consequences.
11. The longest amount of time you've been grounded: A week or so. My parents would always give in
12. What would you do if you got pregnant?: Well, been there done that...and now i have a beautiful baby girl who i love more than anything
13. Ever think about how your actions affect other people?: Of course.
14. What's the worst punishment someone could give you?: Hurt my friends and family.
15. One thing you wish you didn't do because it wasn't worth it in the end? lots

Dealing.
16. When you're mad at someone, how do you show it?: I guess it depends on the situation, and who I'm mad at.
17. Name a time when you had to be strong: I have to be everyday for my daughters sake
18. Ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting?: yepp
19. When people at school don't accept you or have problems with you, how do you react?: I'm not in school.. and I don't give a rats-ass what people think/
20. Ever lost someone to death?: Yes
21. Ever had a job?: yepp many
23. Gone through a lot emotionally or has life been easy so far? I have been through my fare share
24. Ready to be on your own?: yepp
25. How old do you act?: Umm, my age? I hope.

Family.
26. Anyone in your family you don't talk to?: umm i dont think so
27. Family or friends?: Ekk, I couldn't choose. I love them all, but in the end your family is all you have
28. Can you tell your parents anything? I tell my mom everything
29. Any siblings?: 5 brothers 2 sisters
30. Spend quality time with family?: Yeaa

Growing.
31. How tall are you?: 5'7
32. Think you've grown more in the past year than any other? yepp
33. Think you're mature for your age or still act childish?: mature....i had to grow up when i had Nevaeh
34. Scared to think that one day you will turn 30, 40, then 50?: Yeaaah
35. Believe you still have a lot to learn?: more than i like to admit

Hope.
36. Love - real or not?: It's real.
37. Pray?: Occasionaly I guess..
38. Believe in fate or do our actions lead the way?: actions lead the way
39. Think that after we die our spirit is still alive?: I'm not sure about this.
40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying?: My Daughter

Issues
41. Suffer from depression or constant sadness/lonliness?: Nope.
42. Any type of disease or disability?: I don't think so.
43. In a tough relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex?: oh you bet
44. Think that you're alone in this world?: Nope I have my girl
45. Think about death, suicide or running away?: Naah

Jokes.
46. A word/phrase that's funny to you and one of your friends: lots of things
47. Are you the one making people laugh or the other way around?: Both.
48. Cry when you laugh too hard?: lol yepp
49. A hilarious moment you've had today? uhh don't think i've had one.
50. Ever get in trouble for laughing/talking a lot during class?: Yes.

Knowledge.
51. The purpose of school: to prepare us for the real world.
52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average?: Probably average.
53. The highest course grade you've ever received?: Grade 12 Bio....A+ wooot!
54. Your last average?: ionno.
55. What do you find the most interesting subject(s) to be?: Biology

Love.
56. Ever been in love:? Mhm.
57. Do people around you show a lot of love?: Yesss
58. Is love worth it?: Definately.
59. Hate when people throw around "I love you" without meaning it?: Yes.
60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone?: yes...it takes alot for me to open up and trust someone

Money.
61. Believe money makes the world go round?: Nope, but it defiantely helps
62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average?: well off i guess
63. Saving up for university?: sorta
64. Win millions or be set for life or find the perfect person to marry to start a family? set for life i already found my love...my baby girl and she is my family
65. 1-10, how important is money to you?: 9 i love money,..and i need it to support my baby girl and build a better life for the both of us

Naughty.
67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you're not going out with?: Whatever floats your boat.
68. Know anybody you consider a slut?: Sure
69. Would you erase things you did in the past or make it so you did more? No everything i have done to this day has made me who i am.
70. Consider yourself more nice or naughty?: Equal.

Openness.
71. How long does it take for you to truly open up?: Again depends on the person
72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone?: Proof that they can be trusted.
73. Generally untrusting because of past experiences?: you bet
74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually?: Depends on the person i guess
75. For your parents, what's the limit of what you tell them?: I tell my mom everything

Positive.
76. Ever had an experience that didn't necessarily end positively?: yeah ovbiously
77. Agree with "better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all"?: I agree. Everyone needs to experience love.. .
78. Life gets better as you grow older?: I think so.
79. Agree that something good can come out of everything?: Yeah.
80. Ever had a time something bad happened but something good happened because of it?: ohh yeah.

Questions.
81. Ask for help or try to figure it out yourself?: Figure out myself. but if i do need help im not afraid to ask..i would rather know how to do something right then look like an idiot
82. Often question the world and how we came about?: yes.
83. Think the government is truthful?: haha no. those crooked f*#$@#s
84. If someone does something wrong, do you confront them and ask why or just let it go?: depends on what they do
85. One unsolved mystery that you want answers to: wheres waldo...lmfao

Respect.
86. How do you show respect?: umm i dont know if i respect you...you will know
87. What can someone do for you to lose respect for them?: Alot of things
88. Respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures?: yes.
89. When you're disrespectful to your parents, what's the punishment?: I don't get one, but im rarely ever disrespectful to my parents and if i am i apologize.
90. If someone's mean to you, are you mean back?: sure am...im the kinda person who doesnt take shit from anyone...

School.
91. Grade you will be in next year: second year of college
92. When will you graduate high school?: 2006
93. After high school, what are you planning to do?:Well im currently going to college so i can provide for my baby girl
94. Like or hate school?: It's okay.
95. Ever been suspended or expelled?: lol yah both

Temptation.
96. Ever done something wrong because something inside you said it was okay?: Yeah..
97. Anyone ever pressured you to smoke/drink?: Yes.
98. Ever cheat on someone: yepp...only to return the favor
99. Ever wanted to do something sexual with someone you didn't know/love?: lol yepp
100. Give in to temptation easily?: depends on what kind of temptation...lol
101. Blend in with the crowd or stand out?: stand out
102. Do a lot of things because your friends are?: Nope, not really.
103. Follow trends or whatever you want?: Whatever I want.
104. Give in easily to peer pressure?: Not at all i do my own thing
105. What makes you different from people your age?: i dunno everyone is diffrent

Value.
106. The most expensive thing in your room: ummm my TV haha
107. What's more valuable: My daughter
109. If there was a fire in your house, what's the first thing you'd grab?: My Daughter
110. Think memories/experiences are more valuable than what could happen in the future?: memories last a life time....

Wishes.
111. 3 wishes, what would they be?: ...not to sure i will think about that one
112. Rather wish yourself to be happy or your loved ones? Both...i want my daughter to be happy
113. Believe that wishes come true?: Depends.
114. Ever had a wish come true?: Kind off.
115. Find yourself wishing for things a lot?: Yes.

You.
121. Independent or social?: Both.
122. Something that makes you mad when you see it: My daughters dad haha
123. Think you have potential to do great things?: I hope so
124. Where would you be if you didn't have the people you have right now?: up shit creek without a paddle

Zest.
126. Currently happy with your life? I love my life....
127. Outgoing and ready for anything or boring and shy? Depends on the stituation
128. When change occurs, do you get scared or excited? Depends what is changing
129. Like to try new things, meet new people?: Of Course
130. The most motivational thing in the world: My Daughter

remember when getting high
meant swinging at the playground.
the worst thing you could get from
boys were cooties.
your worst enemies were your siblings
mom was the prettiest girl you knew
dad was the coolest guy ever
race issues were who ran the fastest.
war was a cardgame
the only drugs you knew
were cough medicine.
wearing skirts meant
you were a princess, not a slut.
the only thing that hurt was
skinned knees and papercuts.
and the only things that can get broken
were your toys.
life was simple & carefree
but all we
wanted to do was
grow up.
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