BASICS

Birthday:	November 18, 1988
Sexual Orientation:	Heterosexual
Dating:	Single and looking
Living Situation:	Living with roommate(s)
Location:	Coquitlam, Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:	11:44pm \| Jan 14, '07
Profile Updated:	05:14pm \| Dec 08, '07
Last Active:	12:32am \| Aug 01, '08

INTERESTS

Reading Material:	Fiction, Graphic novels, Non-fiction, Poetry
Movies:	Action, Classic, Comedy, Documentaries, Drama, Foreign, Horror, Independent, Musicals, Psychological Thrillers, Romantic Comedies, Tearjerkers
Art:	Body Art, Doodling, Drawing, Graphic Design, Journal Writing, Painting, Photography, Sewing, Visiting Museums, Writing
Animals/Pets:	Cats, Fish, Reptiles
Music:	Alternative, Classic Rock, Death Metal, Funk, Goth, Hardcore, House, Indie, Metal, New Wave, Punk, Reggae, Rock, Ska, Techno, Trance, Acoustic, Rave
Activities:	Drinking, Listening to music, Partying, Reading, Traveling
Outdoor:	Camping, Fishing, Going to the beach, Hiking, Backpacking, Paddling, Suntanning, Traveling

PAIN, WITH OUT LOVE

Who keeps an arrow in his bow, and if you prod him, lets it go? A fervent friend, a subtle foe. Who else but the Scorpio

TOOL
green day
DROPKICK MURPHYS
bad religion
JAMES BLUNT
the tea party
RAMSTEIN
rise against
36 CRAZY FISTS
cradle of filth
ALKALINE TRIO
disturbed
LESS THAN JAKE
mad caddies
MARILYN MANSON
the misfits
MSI
mud vayne
NINE INCH NAILS
oasis
NOFX
pink floyd
THE DOORS
the red hot chilli peppers
METALLICA
rancid
ROB ZOMBIE
slipknot
SILVER CHAIR
stone sour
SUBLIME
turbo negro
TORI AMOS
bon jovi
POISON
steve miller band
OTEP
fiona apple
ALICE IN CHAINS
pearl jam
THE FRAY

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I care little for my body she said
I couldn't care less about my soul
And as she led me upstairs in whispers
My whole summer turned cold

I'll lead you upstairs
I'll lead you upstairs
If you've got no worries
Then I've got no cares
I'll lead you upstairs

I told her people had been talking
About how dark she was inside
She said said my hopes are buried in the soil Deep in the earth outside
And with one twist of the world
She brought me to her side
She asked me for the truth one time
And I all I did was lied

"Big girls dont cry"

"Hell Yes"
I gave up on you a long time ago
How can you blame me?
We made plans to meet and you never showed
You kept me waiting
They said everything would work out just fine
They said you'd help me
But as it turns out it was all a lie
And they're off someplace far away laughing at me

You've been there for me one time in my life
But it didn't matter
You came and went so fast all my hope
And faith in you shattered
And now here I sit alone in this room
No one to confide in
You watched all my dreams come apart at the seams
You laughed, you left, you waited in hiding

Bless me dark father I have sinned
I've done it before and I'll do it again
Cuz it keeps me warm, and makes you smile
Been beneath me all the while
Hell yes

You gave up on me along time ago
I can't say I blame you
I rejected the faith in your holy rays
Is what it comes down to
They said everything would work out just fine
I just went crazy
But I'm better now having a good time
Being selfish, and drunken, and vulgar, and lazy

Bless me dark father I have sinned
I've done it before and I'll do it again
Cuz it keeps me warm, and makes you smile
Been beneath me all the while

Bless me dark father I can't win
Without you I'm as good as dead
Cuz you keep me warm, you make me smile
You've been on my shoulder all the while

Whispering sweet nothings
Whispering sweet nothings
Whispering sweet nothings
You've been whispering sweet nothings

PAIN, I LIKE IT ROUGH

"I get by with a little help from my friends."
- John Lennon

The Ladies
Julie
Steph
Suzy
Mandi
Gina
Hayley
Katie
Chloe
Vicki

The Gents
Aaron
Mark
Tyler
Adam
Leif
Johnny
Paul
Anthony
Kody
Kurtis
Stu
Darrin

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

ID RATHER FEEL PAIN THAN NOTHING

My friends
Sushi
Grocery Shoppini
staying up late
Watching movies in the dark
Cuddling
Kissing
Handcuffs
Hanging out with the guys
Smoking weed
my cell phone
GORY movies
listning to music loud
Going out for dinner with the ladies
adam and leifs couch.. its the perfect size
TEA
All my books
Tequila
Strawberry ice cream

[Parabol]
So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
This one, this form I hold now.

Embracing you, this reality here,
This one, this form I hold now, so
Wiide eyed and hoopeful.

Wiide eyed and hoopefully wild.
We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illuuuusion.

[Parabola]
We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are Choosing to be here, right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This hoooooly realityy, this hoooooly experience.
Choosing to be here in...
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion.

Aliiiiive!

In this hoooooly reality, in this hoooooly experience. Choosing to be here in...
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion...

Twirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and, celebrate this
(chance to beeeeee alive and breathing 2x)

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. we are eternal.
all this pain is an illusion

DRIVING THAT TRAIN HIGH ON COCAINE

LATEST BLOG ENTRY

random shit

03:08am | Jul 06, '07 | No Comments

1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could?
hes technically not my ex.. but there was something and it ended and id like to see it start up again

2. What color shirt are you wearing?
kinda red maroon ish

3. have you dated anyone on your friends list?
yes

4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list?
YES

5. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life?
more then 75%

6. How many kids do you want to have?
2..close together

7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
HAHAHAHA NO!!!!

8. What name would you want besides the one you have?
Lorraine

9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex?
have and would

10. What did you do for your last birthday?
drank party

11. What's your main ringtone on your phone?
down with the sickness- disturbed

12. What time did you wake up today?
like 7..

13. What were you doing two nights ago?
i was at alouette lake wakling around with kurtis and adam.. then i was at aarons ne