wow im back at last, now that isnt all a good thing, i want to leave again, i need to leave again, i had just gotten home and the depression kicks in full force again. i cant stand it here, all the fighting, my dad freaks out about the stupidest things, he is the one big reason i need to leave. with everything happening i dont now what to do, im still alone, so i still dont have a gf, i just feel like i need someone to hold on to, to be there all the time, for me. school is going to be hell too, im taking 11 clases, and i dont know if im going to be able to do it all, and i have cadets, and who knows how thats going to go, i want to go back to camp, to get away from everything. Is it bad that when i was gone, i didnt miss my family, only my friends? i guess 7 weeks isnt enough. im tiered of being alone... thos word are my life right now, i had so much to say, but well it just wont come out right now, full o memories, but not all good ones... i just dont know what to do anymore, i seem to be full of anger, and