call me crazy but ive seen love plumit so far into the ground that not even satan saw it go by. -- Tawnya
p.s The Hills on August 16 = <3 -- formed a tear
well, summer has been pretty good, definitly has had its downs, but more ups. boyfriend & i are obvisouly more perfect then ever ;; wow i love him. haha ne ways
a lil something i wrote...was in a crazy mind state after a big event that happened to me @ the beginning of summer.. ( it obvisouly isnt done yet tho..)
the aftermath leads to confrantion, frustration, a lot of complication
with the mind and body and heart and soul relation.
guilt doesnt fall to short of regret,
with the memory in your mind that you;ll forget.
have never been so worried about anything before,
was the decision right after i walked out the door.
ive always believed do the things that are the best for you,
keep on track and never fall through.
thoughts flew throughout my mind,
thoughts of the future were way far behind
had someone who was there threw it all,
we had to stand strong, the love couldnt fall.
this wudnt break the bond we shared,
not after everything else that we seem to have beared.
Finish the sentence:
1. My ex...
is obv my everything??? hahah no
2. I am listening to...
the grunts of my cat
3. Maybe I should...
cook some steak
4. I love...
golf balls and the space bar on my keyboard
5. My bestfriend(s)...
are my bestfriends
6. I don't understand...
a lot of things
7. I lost...
my mind
8. People say...
too much
10. Love is...
love
11. Somewhere, someone is...
masturbating
12. I will always...
be alive
13. Forever seems...
to long
14. I never want to...
do this again
15. My mobile phone..
is none existant
16. When I wake up in the morning...
i wake up
17. I get annoyed when...
people wake me up
18. Parties are...
ubbuhhh
19. My pets are...
my pets
20. Kisses are the best when...
when you get kissed
21. Today I...
woke up
22. Tomorrow I will...
wake up
23. I really want...
your mother
หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
alright tawnya
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
i love you
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
ur the world to me
tawnya says:
i love you to.
tawnya says:
me too hun (OBV)
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
dont ever forget that
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
no one will take ur place
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
trust me
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
ok?
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
NO ONE
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
cause they gotta get through you first, but i wont let that happen
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
and neither will you
Hes The Kinda Guy That..
<3 says i love you every day
<3 kisses your forhead
<3 wipes your tears when your upset
<3 will still after 1 yr hold the door open for you
<3 will treat you the same way infront of his friends as if you were alone together
<3 always offer to pay..tho..i always get my way!
<3 always looks for oppotunities to hold your hand
<3 loves your sister..all of a sudden to her- hes her older brother
...Hes The Kinda Guy You Never Want To Loose
Jamie: You know what I figured out today?
Landon: What?
Jamie: Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel.
Landon: Jamie... I love you.
[long pause]
Landon: Now would be the time to say something.
Jamie: I told you not to fall in love with me
---- A Walk To Remember
Instructions:
Write fifteen statements,
Intended to different people.
Never tell which one is to whom.
1.I didnt steal your boyfriend
2.Your as fake as they come
3.I love you
4.Your a hypocrit & i luv ya.
5.My best friend pour life.
6.Known her for 14 yrs. Shes alright.
7.If it makes you happy, it cant be that bad.
8.Im sorry that i became your friend.
9.We share joint custody over someone.
10.Most reliant relitive i have.
11.You were & always will be the one girl i truely hate.
12.Fuck You.
13.I hate when you talk about one thing all the time.
14.Learn to think of consequences.
15.Your Pretty Gangster.
*หЖ@ĐŬŹ** work/tawnya's house says:
i wanna grow old with u
awnya.\ maybe we like the pain. maybe were wired that way. becuz without it, maybe we wouldn't feel real says:
im still in aw. that yur mom said i was...the one.
tawnya.\ maybe we like the pain. maybe were wired that way. becuz without it, maybe we wouldn't feel real says:
were yu jus saying that or? lol
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** work/tawnya's house says:
no would i just say that?
tawnya.\ maybe we like the pain. maybe were wired that way. becuz without it, maybe we wouldn't feel real says:
lol no
tawnya.\ maybe we like the pain. maybe were wired that way. becuz without it, maybe we wouldn't feel real says:
it jus...shocked me i guess
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** work/tawnya's house says:
well she seriously said that
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** work/tawnya's house says:
today
*หЖ@ĐŬŹ** work/tawnya's house says:
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
tawnya.\ maybe we like the pain. maybe were wired that way. becuz without it, maybe we wouldn't feel real says:
?
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** work/tawnya's house says:
somedays i cant take thinking about our future cause i want it now but i cant have what i want right now
*หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
i cant wait
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
till
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
tomorrow
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
to
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
see you
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
get up early
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
lol
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
im gettin up at 10
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
if u get up in time for me to come by before work
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
i will
**หЖ@ĐŬŹ** says:
and after of course
Dave.. says:
why you so lucky?
Tawnya ; ... so lucky says:
cuz i got you
Dave.. says:
oooooo
Dave.. says:
thats a good thing
jus got home from the hospital....i hate plastic surgery!!
you know. its pretty amazing how ONE person can have such an impact on someone else...being a best friend...boyfriendgirlfriend...whatever. they made a differance in your life. you know your in love where you have to talk EVERYDAY. you have to see eachother at LEAST 4 times a week or you go absolulty insane. when that person is seriously the only person you ever think about from when you wake up till you fall asleep that nite, when every little slow cute song you hear you will relate it to them, when you KNOW that you dont know where you wud be without them & you know, they;ve changed you (only for the better). Our kind of love is something that i dont think anyone will understand. we get a high off eachother. we're eachothers drugs. were addicted. we bond in such a wierd but amazing ways. even tickeling will bond you. you know your in love when you;ve been dating for well over a year now and you are too comfortable with eachother its like you married. you know your in love when you both talk about marriage. Our love brings out the best of eachother. we cant get enough....
hes been to amazing to me. ...no matter what happens with us in the future, i know that every day ive spent with him has been the best day of my life. ..our love , laughs, tears, jealousy and passion will always be remembered. i couldnt ask for a better feeling to have from anyone else but him. i cant believe me...of all people...someone who went from only have 1 boyfriend really..prior to this relationship, ended up with all this. how lucky am i? he is the most amazing , SINCERE , compassionate , funniest, random, undertsanding guy ive ever known. he is someone that will ALWAYS be there for you.
i love how...
we talk about moving in together, we talk about marriage, kids, him buying me the rotwiller ive always wanted. i love how we talk about what the future holds, and how we want eachother apart of eachothers future. i love how we spend EVERY sunday just relaxing, watching movies, playing xbox360. i love how he always looks for opportunites to hold my hand, and how he treats me the same infront of his friends as if he does when were alone. i love how we laugh and what we laugh at. i love our inside jokes, our memories, and that strong sense of passion and hope we have for one another. i love that feeling of feeling wanted. i love he will just hold me for 5 minutes just becuz he can. i love how he says i love you, at least every hour during the day. ...
its amazing what the human spirit can do to a person...
MARCH 27 (2005) --- ???
DAVE....I LOVE YOU
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
J - Jealously
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physique and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone
T - You have an attitude, a big one
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
W - You like your privacy
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people
R - You are a social butterfly
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
E - You are a very exciting person
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
pre admission clinic...
april 19 (wed)..arrive at 11:45...1st floor...health card, meds,
doing blood work, tests.
haha sry about that...msg from the hospital n i cant 4get to tell the mother!! haha n i didnt have a pen or paper..
people in my life right now rock...
people pretty much rock the mullet...
victim 1--alyssa walker...
wow.. what to say. this gurls got my hooked- ive turned so evil and sexual when i met yu. i was the good gurl alyssa!!! be4 i met yu i was the GOOD ONE!! ne ways. this gurls tha bomb. shes always there for me..and wow..i cant believe we've been thru soooo much of the same shit eh gurl? you know its hard out here for a pimp!!! ne wayys..bff for life bitch! xox.
victim 2--dave. leclair.
oh shit oh shit. this guys...the bomb!! need i say more? hes my best friend..and the best boyfriend ive eeevvveerrrrr had..EVER!! so funny wow!!! ehehe. n hes so sweet..yu have NOOOO idea!!! unless yur one of his ex's reading this blog!! haha . ne ways. i love him. been one year..march 27 .2005 -- ??
btw..ima name more people later...im on the fone...
